hi , my name is Noah and I have a crush on my senior, ahhh wish I was a girl , yh that's right though I'm a guy I'm attracted to him , I don't know why but yh , now I'm attracted to him so much that I couldn't control myself and ask him out ....
haaaaa , I shouldn't have ask him out now I don't know how to face him . Yh I got rejected , he said he was not gay , and can't even think about being in relationship with a guy , but bruhhh I'm also not gay I'm only attracted to you . Haaa how I wish I was a girl , so that I could ... wait .. wait .. I think I should do something that he will fall for me ...
day1
after proposing him I thought it will be awkward between us but nah it didn't ....
week 4
omg omg he said , he said that we can be friends , wahhhhhhhh I can't , oh btw I tell him that I will do everything to make him fall for me and you know what , he just chuckled , damn he look so handsome when he smile , no wait not only smiling face he is handsome in every way ....
week 6
he said I'm being kinda annoying , well it's true haha , I should stop doing weird things at school haha
week 8
um , I'm kind of pissed , you know he introduced one of his friend to me and said I can be in relationship with him , like bruhhhhhh , when I said I'm not gay he was surprised and didn't believe that I'm only attracted to him haaa , how to make him believe , but I'm still angry k , I also have my own self respect ..
week 12
ummm..... I saw him going on a date with a girl , it kind of hurts ha.. well as long as he don't go out with a boy I'm fine ... yh fine .. I'm fine ... he should date someone preety like her ...
week 15
just a few hours ago he broke up with is girlfriend, damn I can't stop grinning , ahhhh I shouldn't be happy over his breakup but I can't stop myself from being happy- happy hehehe ...
week 19
it's been 5th month , I don't see any progress except him being little bit kind to me but he said that I'm just like his little brother, oh come he is only 2 years bigger then me , why did he treat me like a baby.
week 28
omg !!!!! when he was drunk he kissed me , it's a pity that he didn't do it in my lips ufff .. and you know he said I was cute just like a kitten , well I don't like called being cute but it's fine if it's him.
week 35
ahhhhhh , I thought he was just a crush of mine and I would forget about him in no time but I .. can't , I can't forget about him the more time goes on the more I'm in love with him ....
week 42
oh my , I know he is popular but girls went crazy on sports events , I mean how can he be good at everything , ahh he is so eye catching , look all those girls gathering around him and offering him water , I'm kinda jealous of them , wish I could do the same , but I promise him I won't do anything that will make him uncomfortable at school .
week 54
ughhh exams why do we have to sit in exammmm.... but thanks to it I'm getting a golden opportunity to study with him , actually I'm bad at mathematics and he said he can help me with it , I love spending time with him but the fact that he became so strict while teaching is scary
week 59
..... ... ..... Noah let's do it ... let's not see him anymore , how .. how can he do that to me , he said he will never like boys but why did he confessed to my friend who is a boy just like me , my heart hurts , why can't it be me , why does he not love me , why ????
so does it mean that he just don't like me and like my friend , If he already say that , I would draw a line between us , but ... mom ... I miss you I can't stop thinking about him , it hurts it hurts so much that I want to die
hi I'm Noah and that's how my 1st high school love ended :)
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I think I would make this as chat story soon and will add more to this story
