Continuing:
There is a community named "The Gacha Community", I used to watch it a lot when I was of 7 years old. I loved it very much. One day, when I was watching it as usual, I found a video, with a thumbnail of two males being together in a very romantic position. I was very curious and was thinking: "Are they brothers? But that position is not how brothers actually stay in". And in curiosity, I clicked it and watched the whole video. After watching, I was so shocked that I kept thinking about it day and night. And I thought, if I tell my mother about this, my tension would go away. But, little did I know that my mother was homophobic. And after I told her all about this- She said that I should stop watching this "Gacha thing" and she banned it for me saying that I was too small for it (I gave the full explanation of what she said in Part I, go and read it if u don't know abt it). I was banned from it till I reached 11. Meanwhile, after I left the Gacha Community. I came across "Mukbangs" and "Asmrs". Mukbang means to take a lot of food, talk about your life and eat all of the food. Mukbang is a Korean word, which means "Eating Podcast". And in asmr, u take some amount of food (Lesser than Mukbangs), eat it and don't talk, if you want to talk. Talk in a very low tone. And I forgot the full meaning of asmr. So, yeah...And one day-, when I watching Mukbangs, I came across a youtuber named Nicokado Avocado. Then I clicked on his channel, and to my surprise, I saw in one of his video's thumbnail that he was kissing another man. I clicked on that video as usual and watched it. And after I watched it- I went straight to my YouTube history and deleted it for safety. I thought of telling my mother about this, but I have already found out that she is homophobic, so I decided not to tell her about it. And then after some years, I knew about Anime and mangas and then joined the community. Then, in curiosity, I searched if there were Gay mangas or Animes. And to my surprise, there were these kinds of things. Then I searched: "Best apps to read Gay mangas (I didn't knew it was called bl back then 😅). I searched it because, it was kinda hard to read in Chrome and all. Then I came to Mangatoon and joined the community and started reading it. And my parents don't know about this 😆.
Btw, if you want to know about who is Nikocado Avocado is, I'll tell you now:
Nicokado Avocado is a mukbanger that is fat af. He wasn't that fat when he just started making videos. In fact he was vegetarian, bt then he turned into a non-vegetarian saying that "Staying Vegetarian gave him health issues". He fights with his husband all the time, he is so fat that you can't even say that he is in a healthy situation mentally or physically. And he has more than a 5 million subscribers. And yeah...that's it...I hope everyone of u is fine and healthy. Bye~