When everything got fine, I left him.... In a fear that I might hurt him more......
I'm too cruel! I don't want him to get hurt more because of me. I loved him but my one sided love wasn't enough....
I love him so much that leaving him will be my biggest punishment. I want to stay with him, I wanna say him everything but my heart is so much burdened that I not dared to call him. I just want to stay in his arms, I want him to listen my silence and say it's okay I'll stay with you.....but it's not possible cuz I have left him all alone again......
