I feel... like... I'm falling...
Wasn't my wings supposed to keep me from falling?
I don't feel them... maybe I shouldn't make an effort to keep myself upright... maybe the best would be to accept fate...
I see the blue sky falling behind as I feel it speed towards land...yeah. .. the law of gravity... ironic
It's so beautiful...
For a moment I reach out my arm trying to reach it... maybe I should try one more time...
But guess what... it's too late... in seconds... it will be my soul against the hard earth...
The more I try... the more I am left behind... the more you distance yourself from me... as if it were a mere illusion
I can't help but smile as our memories flash through my mind
I'm going deep... very deep... my last wish was to be able to hold you one more time
Cuddle you in my embrace... pat your hair while you are resting on my chest... listening to the heart that beats for you... only for you..
But today it doesn't make any difference... as your request... you won't see this ridiculous face in front of you anymore... You won't need to share the same air as me... you won't need to feel my presence ever again...
I feel the hot tears running down my face... maybe it's sadness? or maybe the hope that you will come back and ask me to stay
I'm sorry for not meeting your expectations... I'm sorry for not being enough what you need... I'm sorry for not being who you want... I'm sorry for... falling in love with you...
i will miss you...
Sayonara... .・。.・゜✭・
