We both know that we are not fit for each other. We both are different in all aspects of life. But just after 4 days I feel a connection. I started to feel I want him in my life.
For him, he can get gf better than me. Who is a more beautiful, soft, rich, lovely girl with no psycho past? But still, he chose me.
For me, I know that I can get a person better than him, who is more handsome, job, rich, settled. But I still choose him.
I want him in my life, and love me the way he loves me. I know my feelings for him is not enough for him. I know that I am selfish, I felt ashamed. I want him to be in my life. I don't know, what happens to me?
I want him in my life and love him like his mother's love him. And protect him, secure him, care for him from all situations like father's does. I even started to see the future with him.
I can be with him and help him in his life. I will never become his burden in his life. If I love someone I will guard him against every situation and support him no matter what.
I know that he is water and I am earth. Earth decide the flow of water. Water gives the earth a life to live. Water cools the earth and makes her beautiful by growing plants &living things. We can't separate them from each other(Ocean and earth).