One morning me and my sister we're talking about school and stuff , and we talk about our ex and shared alot like sister always do and I talk about my ex that I broke up 2years back and I suddenly remembered our times and how we are back then I just suddenly want to see him or how he is doing I just got curious all of a sudden.
At first I thought of telling my sister about it, but I didn't have the courage to tell her (sister) because I thought it would be embarrassing. After a fews days I cannot stop of thinking about it. So I told my friend about it and its a good thing is that he understood me well so its not that embarrassing at all.Then i told him(friend) everything and he gave me advice and also told me to be patient.
Actually i get frustrated thinking about it, why do i want to know about him when i already broke up with him its really frustrated. And then he(friend) told me to search his Instagram account and found his Instagram account.
Then i asked for my sister Instagram account so that i see his profile (more or like stalk him) and i saw a girl tag him on her post i suddenly got angry and i didn't want to do anything at all.
I thought about texting him(ex) and i thought it would be embarrassing and i couldn't decide at all. So i asked my sister and my friend and they both gave me the same answer " no, it would be like I'm obsessed or want him back" but i didn't text him(ex) following their advice.
Then one day when i was doing homework, my sister saw his(ex) Instagram story and she(sister) quickly call me and show me his(ex) story. He(ex) actually mentioned a girl with a heart....... propably his girl. I got very furious and i didn't want to finished writing my homework.
Is it that i still like him or?.....
what do you guys think?
what should i do??