when I smile it's fake when I say I am fine that's a lie when I say my day was great it wasn't when I say my life is great it's not it's hell when I say I'm not scared I am when I say I'm not hurt I am when I say love myself I don't I hate myself more than anything all I do is hide behind a smile my world isn't like urs in my world it's hell I get bullied at school, sexually harrased, disrespected and hated the only thing that gives me happiness is my parents, my siblings, my elder siblings and my grandparents they mean everything to me if you all think I'm lying I'm not I'm only saying what I'm going through.......no one is perfect....everyone has a secret no one knows.........so don't think everything is ok just because someone say it is trust me it isn't everything is twisted nothing changed the world is cruel but true friends and family goes through everything together don't hide what ur going through just share it with people you trust not everything is all cupcakes and rainbow there's always a hidden truth.