Sometimes it's hard to get things right
when your last hope is down.
You are down by just simple reasons.
There is no need for further plans
just lay low trying to figure it out.
At times like that you're left alone and
there's nothing you can do.
You wish to have someone dear with you.
Depression, agression, exhaustion and frustration are all I feel.
I can't take my head upright, no it's not right the whole thing is screwed.
No this is not how I want my life to be
this is not how I want myself to turn to
there is nothing that can't be changed
except for the things I have done.
I am sorry for not being able to be
to what I could have.
I am sorry for not being there when you needed me
I am sorry for not being ME but I tried.
Now I just just hope that you would still want me after all I am your lover though bad but still your only lover.