Is there really a God? Or if there's a God maybe He's toying with me until now.
What is the purpose of my existence?
I pray, and pray , and pray to see the light, 'cos it's been really straight years since Im experiencing all this nonstop problems.
Now, my dad was diagnosed with parkinson's disease.
Im still not fine, then suddenly another one kicks in.
I'm so tired, I feel so helpless and hopeless.
I don't know if I can continue living and fighting or just end it all here.
My heart is weak. My mind is in chaos.
Who will save me from all of these?
Will this ever end?
God please.... Save me...
9/30/21
