Depressed life.....

It's... suffocating...

putting on a smiley face all the time....

Crying even tho when nobody cares.....

sending laughing , smiling and happy emojis even tho when you are sad....

loving a person even when he doesn't love you back.....

Working hard but getting scolded and beaten....

being made fun of...

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Yes I accept I am careless.....

I can't be the person you want me to become...

I can't fulfill your dreams.....

I can't do everything which others can do easily....

I can't make you feel proud....

I can't be perfect like everyone....

I am not a great person...

I know I shouldn't be born....

I know That I am ugly....

I know that I am useless....

I know I am stupid....

but I still want to be a better person you want....

I try to make myself perfect but it ends in a failure...

I am made fun of everytime....

I try to hold these tears but it's a failure......

I am depressed , stressed and sad but no-one is there to Console me.....

I am surrounded By fake people who make fun of me when I am not arround....

I am too naive to believe them again and again....

I want to end these all.....

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I once heard a quote...

It said "Think of the person who loves you before you think of leaving".....

but no one loves me at all....

I heard "Life is hard"...

and yea it is.....

But I heard that "Never lose hope"....

but I have ......

I don't wanna live ....

I wanna leave this all thing....

but I can't.....

and I don't know why......

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If I send too many happy emojis then it means I am very sad and depressed that I want to hide it all....

😀 Thank you for your lovely time 😀

Lovelots