It's... suffocating...
putting on a smiley face all the time....
Crying even tho when nobody cares.....
sending laughing , smiling and happy emojis even tho when you are sad....
loving a person even when he doesn't love you back.....
Working hard but getting scolded and beaten....
being made fun of...
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Yes I accept I am careless.....
I can't be the person you want me to become...
I can't fulfill your dreams.....
I can't do everything which others can do easily....
I can't make you feel proud....
I can't be perfect like everyone....
I am not a great person...
I know I shouldn't be born....
I know That I am ugly....
I know that I am useless....
I know I am stupid....
but I still want to be a better person you want....
I try to make myself perfect but it ends in a failure...
I am made fun of everytime....
I try to hold these tears but it's a failure......
I am depressed , stressed and sad but no-one is there to Console me.....
I am surrounded By fake people who make fun of me when I am not arround....
I am too naive to believe them again and again....
I want to end these all.....
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I once heard a quote...
It said "Think of the person who loves you before you think of leaving".....
but no one loves me at all....
I heard "Life is hard"...
and yea it is.....
But I heard that "Never lose hope"....
but I have ......
I don't wanna live ....
I wanna leave this all thing....
but I can't.....
and I don't know why......
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If I send too many happy emojis then it means I am very sad and depressed that I want to hide it all....
😀 Thank you for your lovely time 😀
Lovelots