I can't even remember when did it all started. All I know is my surroundings until today is very dark. Everyday I feel anxious, all of a sudden I will cry. I pray and pray until I can't even say a word because all I do is cry nonstop. Why did these all happen to me? Is there really a God? Until when will I stay in this pitch dark surroundings? I don't even recall when was the last time I'm genuinely happy. I just want a simple life, is it too much to ask? God, if you are really there, listening to my prayers, please let me see even just a ray of light. I'm so tired, I'm deeply hurt, I just want peace. When will I ever gonna see the light again?
