Note: this story is based on real event. please not to judge or spend hated!
Hi I am Bella! This is my story!
Love is beautiful isn't it? Young teenage first love's always has a different nostalgia in life and is full of fantasies. Mine was too. I was a clumsy teenager when i first have my hangover for someone, a love at first sight!As i remember, he was a dashing senior with a thin moustache and with an attractive smile. Actually i was at first was attracted to his looks but as time passes i was more into his handsome character (so as i think)!
He used play & tease a little girl Jennie in my bus. He used to give her chocolate, candy etc. I don't know when this unknown senior became a part in my life. He used to make my heartbeat! I while, for the first time in my life was experiencing "what it feel to be in love?"
But those sweet moment don't last very long, and there comes his life after matriculation. He have to study, he had not attended school event. I guess he must be studying hard! While on the other hand, it was me who was planning on confessing my love. I was getting prepared to confess with my friends as guild....
After so many days of awaiting, that day finally come. My friend Anna give me a suited hairstyle, puff some rose powder in my face ( i did not know how to put makeup in those days). And boilla! i was ready. Holding a lot of nervousness in my terrible legs, i was blushing so hard that if someone put a pan and a egg in my cheeks it would surely be cooked. I step towards the place where i could i find him! My heart was beating louder like a drum. I step and step, i finally saw him, he was holding his drink. Before stepping to him, i turned and saw my friends were still there. I turned back and proceed...he was going back when i stopped him in his way. He gasped. Without thinking any further i spell those words that i only ever have heard in TV serials. He... was silent neither he moved nor he spoke, but i have found my answer. I smiled slightly and said " It is a joke". I hurriedly run from there...
And that's how my first love...hmm...failed! Haha now that's i think about it, i fell like 4 years of burden has lighten, i feel strangely free. Currently i am single, and have no interest in starting a new crush or relationship.
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