once i thought that if i only hold you tight then you will never leave
once i thought that in your life i should and i would be your first priority above all
once i thought everything for you is just a view except me the only one who reflects through your eyes
once i thought that the time doesn't matter if we were together
once i thought that everything will be alright as long as we have communication
but all of that is just my thoughts of fantasy which i always dream and wish to come true
cause in reality
even if i hold you tight or lock you all for myself i knew you would only be running and struggle to achieve your goals
and i cannot be your first priority above all cause there are other things in your life that should be prioritized first before me
and i know that not everything aside from me is only a view for you cause your eyes aren't meant to be mine but yours to explore
time does not matter when we are together but time would also separate us in a short time of flow
and not everything could change and be alright just through some communication, some also needs actions to be alright
we both know but others dont
they dont understand us cause we don't explain anything and continue our own daily routines
oh how i wish to have a future where you and i are together... but i understand that everything needs a storm before the rainbow
