I looked outside the window of a coffee shop
It was a rainy day
I had 7 coffee's already, trying to warm myself up
Waiting for you with my hands trembling with fear
I know, I was prepared since a long time for this day
But still, I still hoped you will change your thoughts
You will change your decisions...
Decisions to leave me
And then you came
After making me wait for straight 3 hours ...as usual
You came,
You didn't even look at me in the eyes
There was silence for straight 2.49 mins
Yeah, I counted...
I counted every memory of us,
Every moment of us,
Every minute of us
I couldn't stop trembling my hand so I hold them and fold them as if hugging myself
And then,
without finishing the cappuccino you ordered,
You broke the silence that break me beyond repair,
And as I watched you walking out through the door and you didn't even look back
I couldn't help myself but tear down
Tear down in nothing but losing every piece of myself.
Now it was nothing but 8 o'clock in the evening
The shop was about to close
Everyone left
Except me
Looking through the window not knowing what's happening in the outside world
Until that time tears were stopped flowing through my heavy eyes
The shopkeeper already asked me 2 times to leave and then again for the 3rd time and I flinched as I heard any sound that woke me up after 5 hours of constant silence,
Silence in my mind,
Silence in my heart,
Silence in my world.
And then again tears started flowing through my burdened eyes
And then, I finally left
Finally left through the door you right walked passed away from me,
And I left with The Pain That You Gave Me.
- Prach
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