Sorry for hurting you
Sorry for giving you pains
Sorry for being a coward
Sorry for being not able
to fight my own fears...
Sorry for being a coward
Sorry... I am sorry for everything
I did to you .....
Sorry for coming and destroying
Your beautiful world...
I am lost....
I am lost in my own fears
I am lost in your scent
I am lost in your imagination
I am lost in you
I lost myself today...
I lost every faith on myself...
I lost believe in myself....
I lost my love
I lost my shelter
I lost the shoulder to lean on...
I lost my way back home..
I lost myself to me...
I lost myself to my demons...
Our red string got divided today...
I lost being myself...
Today the stars lost it's shine...
The sky lost it's moon
The heart lost it's heartbeat
The rainbow lost it's colors
My world broke apart...
I lost my everything today...
I no more feel any warmth...
I am only filled with loneliness...
I no more wanna live
In the Shackles of this cruel world...
I am dying inside...
But still hiding it with a smile...
Shall I say Painful Smile .
The glass hour broke today
Like our shattered hearts...
You took my everything
My happiness...
My love....
My care...
I am lost in the cold breezes
Even the cold winds
Feel no more chill...
I can only feel numbness...
I lost all my beauty..
I can see only ugliness in me...
I lost my feathers to fly....
I lost my dreams...
It's hurt too much.....
I can't handle this....
I am loosing myself
In the dark world...
My hands got handcuffed...
No one is there to open...
Can I ask you something?...
Would not come back to me
And say "Babe don't cry...
Hold my hands...
And forget your pains "...
Is our love so fragile...
That it broke apart easily...
I got defeated today...
By the world.. The world
Proved me wrong...
But how can you think
That I am like someone else?
Have you known me that much only?
Have you trust me that much only?
Have you forgotten the dreams
We saw of ours...
How you thought that
I can't understand you...
How can you think that..
I thought you a joke...
It broke my heart...
I can't even embrace myself...
I am lost of being lost...
Even my fate is betraying me...
Wish no one would have
A fate like me....
I lost every dignity...
Would n't you come back
To your home... the sky...
Wouldn't you will shine brightly...
My Moon....
I will lit a candle every day
In the dark until you return to me...
I will always be waiting for you...
When I will embrace ourself
And mend our hearts...
Awaiting•••
But don't make me wait
To the day...
When I will be free
From this cruel world
And close my eyes for forever...
Even Gods can't help me
To reach you that time...
But remember we are
Each other's for
Forever....
- Lisa
