Love...love is a strong word... everyone needs love from atleast one person in their entire life
But somewhere in the world...there are many people who don't get the love they want...
There are many different types of love...
A motherly love, that you get from your mother...
A fatherly love that you get from your father...
Brotherly love that you get from your brother...
Sisterly love that you get from your sister...and on and on
In the end...their is the love that is between two people who are imperfect but don't accept to let each other go...
Love isn't always supposed to happen between a girl and a boy
It can happen between a girl and a girl, a boy and a boy, a trans and a boy, a girl and a trans, trans and a trans and so on...
But...I never received any type of love...
I didn't get a mother love cause my mother died giving birth to me
My father, he hates me to the core cause my mother died giving birth to me
My elder brother doesn't like me and thinks I am attention seeker
My elder sister, hates me cause she thinks I am way prettier than her and want to make her feel like she isn't beautiful
No-one in my family ever loved me...
And talking about a relationship...I don't wanna be in a relationship
I am a boy...an asexual boy... it's difficult for me to love someone...I want affection
Anyone who gave me affection made me fall in love...but-
Being in a relationship with them...they always wanted to have s3x after atleast a month of our relationship...
But- I don't wanna have s3x! If I wanted to have s3x I don't think I would be an asexual cause that is what asexuals are!
Most asexual's don't wanna have s3x but those who want to... that's completely on them if they want it or not
But I never wanna have s3x! It's just better to me to have a relationship with kisses, pecks, cuddles and most importantly affection...
I never found a perfect match for me...
But I am sure there would be someone who is gonna be a perfect match for me
It will always be my dream to find that person
And one last thing.... love is difficult to find... especially true love...so take your time in finding your true love, you have a long life ahead
But love- truly is something everyone needs...
