February 9 , Year 0103 ,

Rise and shine....I wake up from my deep sleep and get ready for a whole new day expecting something nice to happen. Soon enough, I rush to my university just in time.

Speaking of it, I haven't introduced myself, have I? I am Sora, a 19 year old student studying in Raneol University. I am your typical run-of-the-mill guy with no appealing personality. Well, that's a horrible way to start it off. Ummm....lets see....uhhhhhhh. Ok this is weird. Sadly enough, I don't have much to say about myself....so.....lets get along with the story.

You might have noticed it by now, I am socially incompetent and can't communicate with others properly as I want to. Well, that is assisted with my really low EQ. Seriously though, it's a real pain. And yes my name is Sora, only 'Sora'. I got no last name , cause I never knew my parents, it's not like I lost them or I referred to myself as an orphan. I......

just never knew my past. I don't remember how I was born or raised. Believe it or not, I am just moving on with life, as if I am in a dream, not knowing anything . Most of the people who hear me out call me a weirdo and say it's bullshit. Although I got used to it people tend to stay away from me. So I've been living a really lonesome life until now, and I really despise this solitude. As a matter of fact, I didn't care about others anymore( cliché anti-social attitude you could say).

But, that never filled the irritation and sadness I got from being a loner. I just.........

.......hate this life........

***Author Note:

Hello there! I am the author of this new novel series named "Far from Feelings". My stage name is "Divergen" and I am a 18 year old college student. This story is a push for my creative index and is my personal project. I am aspiring to become a game developer and want to be as creative as possible .

Coming to the novel, Far from Feelings was an idea that occured to me when I was 16 years old and I always wanted to express myself through stories. This story plotline is a result of various attempts of drafts and unfinished and dissatisfied works.

The elements of the story have been inspired from games that moved my heart. This story is also available on ******* under the same title.

This story is a romance plus fiction plot with elements of surprise which are sure to keep you intrigued. As the author, I assure this is not plagiarized and will make sure to provide you with originality and well drawn character development through are creative journey. I hope to gather all your support as the audience and please make sure to criticize or review my work if you think you could make it better or found anything interesting :).

\-\-DIVERGEN***

The same day.......

I spent most of the time running around classes, since I was a Economics student, the lectures weren't that long but there were a lot of classes to attend.

By the time university was over, I was more than exhausted and was waiting to get home as soon as possible. Until I forgot one little thing.....it was the club activities.

I WAS DEFINITELY NOT UP FOR MORE WORK! But it had to be done so I just went back reluctantly to where I had to be. I was greatly tired and I didn't have a good night's sleep yesterday.

"Sigh" as I walk up the alley really demotivated, thinking about how to make dinner and stuff and more importantly., SLEEP. As I dwell in my own thoughts, I unknowingly- rather accidentally- dash into a student as she complained back after falling aback. "WHERE THE HELL YOU LOOKIN AND WALKING AT!?!?"  she shouts at me with a annoying little piece of her temper which made me look like the one at mistake-which I was.

Well I do admit I was at fault, but it was a straightforward path. There was no way a completely aware person would dash straight through purposely.

"Weren't you lost in thought too?" was the argument I guessed in my defence, and it seriously worked. "What the hell!?!" As she reacted in a flustered way and started walking away with her documents in her hands, completely ignoring my presence. I soon just gave up on what happened, saying " whatever", and just went and did my stuff.

Club work was done and I was in a completely washed and dead state. It was already late at night and I had given up my plans of cooking dinner .So, like any other hard working person.......I went to a restaurant for dinner.......Real stuff right here (I apologize for my lack of humor).

I entered a fast food eatery that was open at that time and ordered a big bowl of <> that I had to wait a long time for....

....and I was bored and was having memories of the incident that happened before with that girl. Now that I look upon it, she might look nerdy and quirky with the glasses and over-the-top formal dressing, but she was quite the good looker. I soon realized ........that I was acting like quite the creep. Shutting down my thoughts,

I silently wait for my Mac'n'cheese while to my surprise, the same girl from before was at the same restaurant as i was. Speak of the devil.

Whatever coincidence that was, I was not pleased, I purposely averted my attention towards her and didn't even think of bothering her as I could sense she might be dangerously annoying if the situation demanded.

Sooner or later, she barged into the table that I was sitting and was asking- more like threatening- for my attention.

"Hey you!" she said in a proud way. "You can hear me, can't you......DONT LOOK AWAY!?". As I could do nothing but give up, I finally satrted listening to her rant. That followed with a three second silence.

"I'm sorry"

"...huh?"

"I said I'm sorry!!"

"Uhh....okay"

It was certainly awkward. I was afraid she thought I was some sort of stalker or something. Well I was glad she didn't misunderstand and we were able to carry out some conversation.

"You're not as creepy as I thought

But you basically have no expression on that dry little face, do you?"

What she said might have hit a little close to home but it was a common thing for everyone to say about me.

So I just replied with a little chuckle and move on.

I got to know quite a little about her whilst the conversation. Her name was Ruri, who was the same age as I. She was a lively girl who had a tad bit of temper and was hugely absent minded. She was a literature student at our university. She stays almost near my house and is kind of a free spirit from what I observed(I might be a creep but this is some shitty story written by some random brat so who cares).

We continued our talk smoothly while having dinner and she soon thanked for the company and left. I sat down there thinking that she might not be as bad as I thought. As the waiter comes in with the bill of both the customers. I didn't need the waiter to tell explain the situation while I was at a "what" state.

With no other choice , I had to pay for the bill, with my opinions on that damn lass reverting to the same. Although , while walking on the dimly lit paths I did feel a sense of calmness and I thought to myself......

"It's been a while since I had a good chat with someone"

And those were the moments that brought forth many more....

February 16, year 0103;

I felt a chill down my spine, as i traverse through a dimensionless portal that seemed infinite and was enough to overwhelm me mentally.

It was more like I was being sucked into something rather than a free fall. I felt like my brain was going to explode at any moment in the void, it was suffocating and sooner or later I woke up from this scary nightmare.

I was sweating like crazy due to fear, thinking what the hell that was. By the time I realized, it was already morning. It was Sunday, so my schedule was just laundry and groceries . I didn't have university so I was free for the whole day.

On the other hand, I didn't have any friends, so I didn't have any plans for hanging out( that's one hell of a boring life ). After a bad start to the day, I settled down near the dining table remembering the dream I had.

The dream felt like a overdrive of information for my brain. As the dream went further on, I felt a rather nostalgic touch at one moment, it was like there was something hidden, that related to my past.The information felt like the memories I was always searching for. And this made me more curious, and suspicious about the events happening to me. FYI, this wasn't the very first time I had this dream. Every time I close my eyes, I sense a void of infinite measure, and sometimes it isn't really a pleasant dream.

This made me question myself even more, why am I getting such dreams? Why can't I remember any of my past?

As I was tinkering my brain with these questions the whole time, I heard a ring near my door. I soon went to check on the door, and it was Ruri, standing out there with an amusing face that seemed like it was determined to have fun. Her look in the face made me afraid of what was going to happen next.

*Ugh* as I lean through the door in despair, like a sloth who wanted to laze around all day with no stuff to do. Ruri noticed the wave of laziness I was emitting.

"This is what happens when you don't have friends to hang around" said Ruri, which was a slap in my face , as she wasn't wrong.

"What am I supposed to do about that?" was what I said in search for defending myself on my day off.

It's been a week since I met Ruri, and we even met a few times in the university. Ever since then, we exchanged phone numbers and would even message each other at times. It was astounding how quick we got along in such a short duration. I soon proceeded the conversation.

"So, what brings you here, ma'am?" said I in a teasing manner.

"I came to meet you, what else?" Said Ruri with a gentle smile which made me gladly realize I had no friends. Ruri then continued by saying..

"You're free ,aren't you? So stop lazing around and let's hang out"

"Ehh.."(Me)

(Me) "Are you sure you don't want to hang out with your friends?"

She then suddenly turns away in embarrassment not knowing what to say. I was baffled at first, but I exactly knew what was going on later. Grasping the situation, I approach her cunningly.

"You don't have any friends yourself, do you? "

And she gets all flustered and bashful, throwing a bunch of "Shut up" dialouges from the other side of the door.

I could do nothing but laugh, which kind of annoyed her (maybe).

After that, Ruri barged into my house, claiming her territory in the comfort area and lazed around watching television.

"So, for today, I'm counting on having a good Sunday with you, Mr.Friend"

After hearing what she said, honestly, I was quite happy as it was a first for someone to call me as their *friend*. So with a smile in my face, we spend the whole day having a good time .

By the end of the day, I was glad to spend my day with Ruri, and she was thankful and happy from her side.

And since then.....we would hang out together every weekend...

TO BE CONTINUED