STEFFANY
Love hurts
Love destroys
Love Poisons
Love kills
Love is equal to heartbreak.
Can you blame me?
Can you blame me if I am fully angry right now? Can you blame me if I'm having this feeling, the feeling of emptiness. I feel empty,I feel cold, I feel numb, I feel useless, I feel alone, I feel lost,
I am drawning, I am dying....
Can you blame me if want to stay away? Can you blame me if I want to run from this?
maybe I'm a coward..
yes.. because I want to scape.. I want to scape from this, run from this... I want to scape with this feeling..
I'm in pain, I am broken and crashed.
I want to go to an isolated area. Or to travel in other dimension so I won't remember that day.
I will not remember that day..
Our supposed to be wedding day...
I want to scape..
I want to hide.
Today, I'll live but I'll go with this heart clenching feeling. I'll go to fix this crippled heart.
I'll go with pain, sorrow, anger, hatred,and self pity.
But one thing that I want to assure myself...
That as I leave this country with those feelings..
I'll come back with wide smile because I know...
I'll surely move on. ..
I'll surely forget those feeling..
I'll surely be healed from pain..
I'll surely forget my love for him..
I'll surely forget him..
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Miko
I was awaken by the alarm coming from my phone. arrrggghhhh what the hell is that?!
I moved my hand to reach it.
Damn it. what time is it already? I'm just starting to sleep for God's sake! Ahh I want to throw this fucking phone! when did I set this alarm?
I was about to click off the alarm when I saw with my half open eyes the picture of the two of us..
the two of us smiling..
we look happy together..
seems that we're so in love with each other...
and it striked into my head when I read the subject.
12:00 am
Our wedding day
Yes...
today is our wedding day..
Our supposed to be ..
Wedding day.
but it was canceled...
I canceled it.
I ruined everything.I ruined her.
What have I done to her? what have I done to our relationship? How did I do those things..
I know it's my fault. I am wrong. I'm such a jerk! an asshole! I've hurt her!
What should I do now?
I want her back.. how can I fix everything?
am I late? am I too late?
no!
I will get her back..
I will ask her again to marry me..
I love her. I still love her damn it!
I will do everything..
everything.. just to get her back.
I'll get her back.. I'll get my princess back..
defenitely I will!
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