*Door Open*
"Brother... It's time to eat... Here..."
"Thanks, Lyn..."
I look at my little sister, sky blue hair, pale dust golden Almond eyes, white like a snow skin, gentle lips, her cheek looks so soft that you want to pinch it. She was wearing a gown that fit in her body, dark purple gown with frilly's between her upper and lower gown.
She also holding a blue rabbit stuffed toy with peach flower on its head. Her name is lyndell Evans 8 years old my little sister
Lyn gave me a slice of bread which is i accept. Because i was not able to eat for 2 days.. while eating i look at Lyn, i notice that there's a water in her eyes.
"Why did they treat you like this brother"
" It's because of my hair.." i said while eating.
"I.. don't understand... Just because of that..?"
"Because I'm a curse.."
I smiled gently at my little sister who's gripping her hands between her gown that was about to get tangled. I hold her hands and warmly look at her as if I'm saying it's okay. Then i patted her in the head.
My hair is not normal like to other's.. because my hair is black. They said black hair people are the epitome of Evil, they do not deserve to live. That's why when i was born, I didn't get treated well.
At first i thought it was only normal when i was 4 years old. But it change soon as my mother said in her dying state.
"Why did you even born?" Mother said "I don't want to have child like you" she paused for a moment and look at the ceiling and said her final words" You monster..."
It peirce through my heart. Because i know already my situation back then i cried, i didn't get treated as a human but a monster living in a body of a child. I knew it already, i just ignored it...
The fact that my father doesn't care about my mother and me. The way they treat mother and I my Older brother who is hurting me to the point I'm at my doorstep, the maid who make me eat rotten food and push me to stairs, my step mother who purposely drink me a poison which i was at my near death.
My father who treat me like a monster and pushed me in front of the others as if i am nothing but an insect to him.
I endured all of it for the sake of my mother.. my mother last dying breath seriously peirce my heart. But i held no grudge on her nor hate for i know. She didn't mean it... Because she won't let me live and take care of me if she doesn't love me.. sacrificed herself for me...
After my mother died.. no one and EVEN made a grave of her for she was given a title of "The one who bring birth to a Evil" they throw her body to a cliff....
Which i put a lot of effort to search her body below the cliff... And after i see her... My mother.. i grab her lifeless body.. i cried and cried.. mourning to my beloved mother.. I tried to lift my mother and go for the cliff where an old tree is hanging there which perfectly seeing the sunrise every morning..
I dig a grave for my mother next to the old tree using my hands. My fingers are already bleeding but i did not care any of it, finally. I finish digging. I put my mother's lifeless body into the hole and cover her whole body of dirt...
"I'm sorry mom.. i didn't gave you a proper grave... But this is the place you like when you are still a live..."
I said that while crying and gripping my hands which is bleeding. I remember when I'm with mother. She was always going here quietly and sitting at the old tree while looking to the sun that was about to go down.. when i see my mother like that i knew that she likes being here.. that's why.. even though i didn't able to give her a proper grave at least i gave her a place where she feels relax.. a place to her liking..
"Mother...sniff...I Love You So much... Sniff..huu"
While rubbing my eyes i walk away to my mother's grave...
He did not notice that the person he love his mother is looking at him with a happy smile yet sad, maybe his mother has something she wanted to tell to her son.. but failed to do so..
A soul of a person looking at the small kid as the figure slowly disappearing in her eye's finally as the figure disappearing the soul finally able to say what she wanted to say..
"I Love You... Rafael... My only child..."
I looked back because i heard my mother's voice but nothing was there... But i know as i clearly heard it..
"I Love You, rafael, My only child."
Back then i was so happy that i forgot my situation... I thought no one would cared about me except my mother but i was wrong.. one day an Illegitimate child came to our house her name is lyndell she became the daughter of marquis Rield Evans, my father. I only look at the mirror looking below where lyn and I first met.. we looked to each other back then.
I thought my day will not change.. but no lyn didn't treat me as a monster but a human. My mother and Lyn is the only one who treated me like this..
"Brother...?"
"Hm? Ah, no. It's nothing"
What a pleasant yet sad memory i remember... When i was about to stand up something fell next beside.. it was a blue bear keychain... Now that i think about it.. that person too.. will i ever to meet her again?
Silver hair, crimson red eyes, her face look serious back then.. as if she didn't enjoy anything.. she looks cold to every other..
When we first met in some kind of grassy place that i don't remember.. we became friends and promise that we will meet each other again...
Now that i think about it.. we did not introduce ourselves back then..
"Will we be able to meet again??--"
"KYAAHH?!!"
WHAT!?
Something unexpected happen and that change my life as i regain my memory in a situation that could call worst timing.
KYAA!!"
We quickly run outside and look what's going on. After I see what's happening, I quickly covered Lyn's eyes and look at the scene.
Clang!
Clang!
"The knights..."
The knights swords are descending to each other. Some knights are killing the other servants. Is this a coup D'etat?
"You trash!"
I heard someone's Angry voice,when i look to the person who said that, I found my Older brother, blue hair that has been trimmed, yellow eyes with long eye lashes, his age is 17 years old, wearing a white short sleeve, purple vest, and a pants.
His height? I don't know but i will say he is a fat guy, if i could say how fat he is.. umm here like two person are living to one body? Is that clear? It is? Okay. If you don't get it then here. If he started to run the ground will start shaking as he keep losing his strenght just to take 20 step.
My older brother is kicking his knight due to frustration because of the situation. He ordered the other knights to kill every one who's in the way whether it's their own servants or not. He doesn't care any of them only he thinks is his safety.
Tch
What a trash person, 5 of his knights has been defeated to a Single person, he was wearing a black robe, we can't see his face because of the hood. His sword is beautiful it's shining every single swing he do.
The handle of the sword is like a gold. The blade of the sword is curved and color red.. just the look of it, It's not just an ordinary sword.
Now that i think about it.. my older brother's name.. i forgot about it.. whats his name again? Doesn't matter.
Because of panic, Older brother quickly run, leaving his two knights confronting the man in black robe. Eh? This older brother of mine is coming to us? What?
He raised his hand then, he whispered something.
......[Paralyze]!
Wha!
I.. i can't move!
"Bro...brother what happen..?" Lyn said " What happen to you brother! Hey big brother!"
Lyn is shaking me... My body won't move nor i can speak.. what the hell did that person do to me? What is he thinking!?
"Bro..brother.. nggh!!!"
Lyn tried to carried me and get out of the place. She keeps pulling my body as we getting away at the scene. I'm sorry Lyn.. and why are you this strong? Anyway I'm so sorry Lyn.
"It's not because I'm strong brother it's because of magic that's why I'm able to carried you atleast a little..." She stop a few seconds "also.. your thin that's why your not that heavy.. hnnnggh!!"
Wow, My little sister wow... As expected my little sister is so cute.. because she keeps saying that as she keeps pulling me using both of her small delicate and fragile arms and making at a expression of 'Heavy!' I'm so happy having a little sister like her she's so cute it's so cute! Owh mah God! Whats more SHE'S SO CUTE! SO ADORABLE! Anyway.. how did she know what I'm thinking.. Oh well, my little sister is so cute so i dun care any of it! HA Mah MAN lunno bout ya but my sister is so cute, MUST P R O T E C C!
....wait...
What..? Why did i think like that.. it's not like me... Some how it gave me a chill.. what am i thinking...
"Brother...... This is the first time you said something like that....*pout*"
OH. MAH.GAWD! LOOK! PEOPLE! EVERYONE, ALL LIVING BEINGS ALL NON LIVING BEINGS SPIRITS,HUMANS,GODS ALL OF YOU LOOK AT MY LITTLE SISTER! SO CUTE! E-ehem...
What the hell..
"I'm sorry Lyn.. it's just that your so cute right now..hehe"
"Hmmp..."
She move her head to the right while still pouting..OH M- EHEM... What the hell happen to me..
'It's not like she's my little sister..she's...'
"Hngh!!"
"Brother?"
"No-nothing..."
What.. happen to me... My head is hurt.. is this the effect of paralyze? It's so goddamn hurt...
"Brother.. where are...we?"
As I was thinking, Lyn interrupt me and ask me.. I tried to look around and where in the part of the forest..
wow Lyn, how long and how the hell did you pulled me here..? Are you okay?
"...yes..brother..."
"I wonder how can you know what I'm thinking."
"*Gasp!* I-its B-because i can tell in your facial expression big brother.."
Hmm? That's so?
Her face is red... She must be exhousted..
I tried to raised my arms and pat her in the head.
"Thank you Lyn.."
I smiled at her, I was really thankful and also glad that she was okay..
"Really... I really Love You Lyn.."
"EH!?!?"
Her face turn into tomato, as she got stiffened because of the sudden words. Fufu.. my sister is so cute..
"Bro...brother...nngh..."
Eh?
"Lyn.. hurt.. your arms is gripping my shoulder so much that it hurt.. ata ata ata!"
"..!... So.. sorry big brother..."
"It's okay.. anyway Lyn.. lets go.. i Can move now......"
Suddenly behind Lyn's back there is a man holding a sword and raised his sword and swung it downward.
I quickly Push Lyn to the right that's why i was the one who got slashed by that man's sword.
I fell down to the ground, my body is now bathing on my own blood i can't move my body.. i don't have a strenght anymore, there's so much blood.. my own blood.. am i going to die?
I look at Lyn, she was shaking and she was crying... She was saying something. But i couldn't hear it.. but..Lyn.. I don't want to see you like that...
The man is slowly walking towards my sister.. her almond eyes is all swelled up of her tears..
I forced myself to move to reqch the man..
I keep forcibg my body to the limit to stop the man.
The man raised his sword while looking at Lyn and grinning.
I used all of my strenght and push the man using my body. Both of us fell on the ground losing our balance.
I look at Lyn and make an eye contact to her.. i hope,l she understand what I'm saying.
"Run"
Run Lyn... I won't last long.. but Lyn did not listen to me.. she shakes her head and look at me determined of something.. she's still trembling so weak to move.. but she tried to get closer.
However
The man that i pushed manage to regain his balance and kicked me in the stomach.. it hurts he kicked the part where i got slashed.
I vomited blood after that, The man grab his sword and was about to stabbed me. But Lyn tried to push down the man, but it looks like she was hugging the man to stop.
"YOU STUPID BRAT GET AWAY!"
The man.. no the man in black robe slap Lyn which she was thrown out and fell to the ground. The man walk towards Lyn, while holding his sword.
"I should kill you first.."
No...
"Sto... No..augh!!!"
I blocked out back then.. that's how i remember my past life..
What happen to my Little sister?
You'll know when the times come..
--Lyndell Evans--
"I am your father."
When you hear those words, you might be happy as a kid without family. Hoping for someone will love you, you want a family, to be beloved.
It might be the dream to those who don't have a family but for me.
"From now on, you are my daughter."
Instead of happiness, its the opposite. My mother died because of sickness. She left me at the age of 5, I couldn't even afford a proper grave for her. I ask the others but no one help me to make a proper grave for her..
Mother and I was just living in a slum, I just watch my mother's body started to rot. It smells bad as her body getting eaten by tiny and fragile gross thing..worm?... there are a lot of them.. my neighbors decided to burn our house. Any of my belongings has been burnt including mother's body.
I just looking at it. Crying helplessly. Why did such a thing happen to me. At the Age of 6 I learn to live, begging for people, hoping that they will give me a food. Once someone get a pity on me and give me a food or money, i quickly hide it or eat it before the other kids see it or the adults that abusing the other kids.
I also learnt to steal to those people who have good clothes, steal, run, eat, give money to adults. That's how i live. Until one day. While i was sitting at the ground and eating black bread , A man came towards me, he was wearing a hat, and expensive clothes, his hair is pure blue, sharp eye lashes, his eyes is orange, and in those eyes it looks like he was looking into a lowlife being..
Just by looking at it.. this middle ages man. I had a bad feeling.
I quickly stand up and tried to run but four people blocked my way, they are wearing an armors and a swords between their waist. I stepped back and look at them..
They are expressionless, I don't know what to do. I look around and no one was paying attention, haa.. yeah no one will pay attention to a someone who is living in a slum.
"Grab her, Don't hurt her" said by the middle age man while touching his mustache " and put her in my carriage."
The other armored person grab my hand and force me to move, i tried to fight but the man is strong.. I am still small.. a kid.. what will they do to me.. I started to cry.
"...mother..!.."
The man threw me inside of the carriage, a while later the middle age man who's wearing an expensive clothes followed in and sit down in to the couch in front of me.
I glared at him but the middle age man only touch is mustache. After a few seconds he started to talk.
"Platinum blonde hair, transparent purple eye...." Said by the middle age man.
That was me. My hair is platinum blonde, and my eyes is purple, my mother has different hair color and eyes, my mothers hair is brunette and her eyes is brown.
I ask my mother back then why I don't have the same color as her. She smiled at me and she said "because you are special, Ana"
While remembering that, what does mother mean I am special? But the middle age man started to talk and I don't like what he did say.
"I am Rield Evans, a marquess" said by the middle age man. "And, I am your father.
My eyes wide because the man or Mr Rield was lying, I don't know how I know it but somehow i can tell that someone is lying just by looking at them. And right now mr Rield is lying in front of me.
"From now on you are my daughter."
I gritted my teeth and glared at him, what a big liar and hypocrite. I'll just call him big fat liar. HE is fat. He is always sweating that is why he always swipe his face using a towel. Just by looking at it, we are not father and daughter, there is no blood relation ship at all. What does he want?
Big Fat liar touched my face and next my hair.
"Hmmm. First we need to dye your hair" said by the big fat liar, after that he touch my chin by using his index and lift my face slightly to look at him and said "and also, we need to hide that disgusting eyes of yours.."
"!!"
I got mad because mother said my eyes are beautiful, that's why i bit his hand and tried to open the door but the big fat liar forcefully grab my hair and slam me at the couch, my head hit the corner of the carriage which is why I lost consciousness.
When i woke up, I was lying at the bed. I look around and I stand up, then a knock came to the door.
"Miss Lyndell, I will come in."
A maid open the door and look at me. Maid uniform, brown hair, gray eyes, she has a freckles on her cheek, The maid walk towards me and looked down on me.
...what's this? Somehow I don't like her.
"Miss, need to take a bath."
She grabbed my right arm, and walked faster.
"I-it hurts!"
The maid did not look at me and just continue to walk while grabbing my hand.
That lifestyle continue, they dyed my hair into blue and they gave me a orange lens for my eyes to be orange but not as orange as that man. Also... They changed my name, Lyndell Evans.. how I hate it...
At the Age of seven they put me into the carriage and go to somewhere. When you think about it, that fat guy is not in that house. A few hours later the carriage stopped and someone open the door.
"Lady Lyndell, Welcome to the house of your father marquess Rield Evans." The man paused for a moment " My name is Edgar the head butler of this house. Greetings to the lady of this house."
A grandpa greeted me, he is wearing a black sleeve a white clothes inside of it and a black necktie, black gloves, gray and white hair, black eyes, he slightly vow to me.
I just look at him.
'I don't like everyone here..' I think ' all of then are fake and disgusting.'
Right now.. I can distinguished between bad and good person and everyone here is bad, I feel disgust. I thought everyone here is like that, but when a sudden strong wind distract me, I unknowingly looked up at the right side of the house. There i saw a window. And a man.
Black hair, black eyes, tan skin, he is skinny like his body is only a skeleton that has a skin. We look at each other..
'....'
I got curious... The man that inside of the window is not like of the others.. and that eyes is like dead, I keep staring at him but The old man interrupted.
"M'lady, If you may, will you follow this servant?"
I simply nod at him, the old man just stared at me, like he is reading me.
I'm sorry but I can tell and I already read everyone here. It looks like he notice that I saw the guy in the window. That's why I ask.
And I don't like the answer.
"Who is that person in the right window?"
"....." The old man keep silent but speak with a disgruntled face even if he hide it perfectly I can tell it, no one can escape my eyes, " It's a child of a demon, A cursed child that has been given birth by a woman who let a demon embraced her."
The man gave a pitiful face and purposely wipe his eyes like it does have a tears and speak " I can't help but gave a pity of that child for he does not deserve it.."
Tch, hypocrite.
I did not react instead i cut off the chased and tell the old man to meet my father.
While walking, I remember the kid in the window, it looks like he is a year older than me..
'Cursed child... A demon'
Tch, who is a Demon here in this house?
I see a lot here, I can tell at least there is one that is not a Demon here...
While thinking a sudden outburst came to the upstairs.
"Is this my Sister!?"
I looked up and see who is that person who speak like a spoil kid and disgusting attitude...
Uweehh....
Just like his father... Now that's what we call flesh and blood relationship...
Bob cut blue hair, orange eyes he is wearing a noble kid clothes, FAT super fat just like his father. He has lots of freckles in his cheek.
What's more his attitude is worst..
"Hey! I tell you that I won't accept you as my sister you lowly life!" He crossed his arms and snorted.
Hmmf
Don't worry I won't accept you as my brother either..
"Hmmf.. Don't you dare get close to me, you low life is not fitted in this kind of place"
I gave him a curtsy and nod.
"Hmpp! Lets go, I don't want to see your face here."
The fat boy left after that. We continued to walk as if nothing happen, but the maids with me is laughing at me. Heh, laugh as long as you want.
We go to my oh so called f+ath+er , i just gave him a curtsy he was eating..food? No a woman. Two women. Disgusting fat guy. I atleast learn not to show emotions in others.. hmpp.. one day I will left here.
After the introduction, m+y ma+id Linda who serve me even in that house when i was six is here and still serving me. She showed me to my room and after that she left.
I jumped off at the bed. "...Tired..." I'm so tired that i did not notice that i fell asleep.
When i wake up, It's already night, I left at my room and I just keep walking somewhere, and did not notice that i was at the Garden, I look up at the sky. The moon emmiting a lights in the night, the stars is together with the blue moon, It feels peaceful like nothing happen.
While experiencing and feel the night I heard something came at the bush at the left. And it's moving. I get alerted and wait to see what is inside of that bush. A black hair appeared then next body..
It was the boy in the window. The boy got startled when he saw me.
That is the start of our relationship, My brother.. he is the only person here that i can be with...
But his situation is more worse than i thought... Tsk Who is a human here and who's not..
Brother patted me at the head..which...it doesn't bother to me...instead... I like it...
Brother is kind, and even if no one can tell I atleast can tell that he is a strong person and a person you can rely with..
One day, when I'm with brother, it was night back then.. a coup d'etat happen... We moved outside and suddenly, out of nowhere brother covered my eyes.. I can hear a cry, swords clashing,
"....."
"Wha!!"
Suddenly brother's hand let go of my eyes and I look at him, he is lying at the ground. Can't speak nor move..
"Bro..ther..?"
I thought he is dead but it's not I was about to cry.. but I tried to lift my brother and move away in this scene..
I'm scared... Scared scared scared scared..
I see a lot of face that I'm familiar with lying at the ground they won't move and they are bathing in their own blood.. even Linda too.. she has lots of blood in front of her body..
I pulled and pulled brother until we get out in this situation..
I did not even notice that we are already inside of the forest.. then brother is now able to move..
*
How embarrassing... What happen to brother..? How can he think like that..uhh...
Hmm..hmp!
"Really...I Love You Lyn.."
"EHH!?"
I don't know what's my reaction but brother is grinning... He lift his arm and I think he wants to pat me, but brothers eyes started to wide and push me to the right,
Because of the impact I fell to the ground sitting and my but was hurt.. when I look at my brother and was about to complain, I wide my eyes, my body is shaking.. I started to cry..
"...Brother?"
My brother is lying at the ground bathing in his own blood. A man in black robe was in front of him.
"No... Brother...not you too...hic..."
I don't remember what i was saying.. the man in black robe slowly walk towards me when he was closed, the man in black robe raise his sword in front of me..
I thought I was going to die too but brother pushed the man in black robe using his body.. both of them fell to the ground.. brother look at me like he was telling me to run..
"No!"
I said but it seems that he can't hear it.
After a while the man in black robe manage to get his balance and stand up.. he kicked my brother, kick and kick.. until my brother coughed a blood.. I tried to pulled back the man using all of my strength but it might look like I was hugging him instead of forcing him to move away to my brother.
The man in black robe slap me which I got thrown away and fell to the ground. It hurts.. I am crying... What do I do.. hic..brother...
The black robed man decided to kill me first, brother tried to stop the man again but the man elbowed my brother to the face and that's when my brother lost consciousness..
The man, spit a saliva and was about to stab brother..
"NO!!"
The man.. is dead... I don't know what happen but it looks like it was my own doing..
I quickly go to my brother... His breathing is slowly weakening... What do I do?
I am crying... I hug my brother crying.. and crying..
"Brotherr...."
While hugging my brother, my hand suddenly glowed and healed my brother... His condition is no longer in death's door.. he is okay, now but still not waking up...
I don't know what happen but every part of me right now is wierd.. right now, I can lift my brother without effort...I walk while lifting my brother, I don't know where should I go but a safe place is enough..
"Brother...!.."
I keep walking to the forest and it's great that there is no monster here... A while later when i was walking and brother was on my back, i saw an abandoned house.. I walk there and go inside.. I check the place and there is no problem here.
I even saw a bed, I just need to clean it so the dust will fall of... Wipe the place using a broom that I see somewhere..
When everything is okay, I put my brother to the bed.. all that work and what happen to day made me so exhausted, as i get drowsy, I lie myself to the bed next to my brother.
"Brother...."
I hugged my brother again so tightly and wish that he will not left me...
"....Don't leave me...brother..."
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