First boyfriend part 1

Love never crossed my mind until i met someone special, yeah. He's my real first boyfriend. In my former school , i was famous as a boyish girl in school. Should I tell or not what I did? no, it's embarrassing moments.

Transfer back to my countryside is kind of hard because in my former school , i have crushing hard to my junior one year younger than me and i also have a lot best friend in that school.

Short of story , i have my old friend name Sheila. Opss, i forgot to tell my name.

My name Shayna, 16 years old (for now).

I got to be same class with her and she's popular, a lot people like her. She's nice and got many friends all grade.

One day, she's told me to waiting at lobby with her. Then he's came out, 'damn it" i said in my heart. He smile to me, my heart beating fast and suddenly shy. "Are you, mad Shayna??" in my heart, of course. He's 13 years old but look matured enough to be my older brother and his name James.

Almost every day we meet him before going home and then one day i got message from unknown number. Surprisingly, it was him!

Laughing at his nonsense joke and we also calling each other baby. Then he asked me if I know someone name Zedi, I said no.

he ; "how about Sam?"

me :" that's my uncle.. why you know him?''

he ;"actually he's my father and I'm your cousin".

This is not a plot twist, ladies and gentleman.

He's really my cousin, because of my face that never change in 6 years and just gaining weight, he's notice me first. Hello, how supposed I remember all my cousin ? especially from my father side, since Grandma sold some of land in our home town, Kota Belud i never follow my Daddy go there.

I think my relatives from my father side also play part what I am today. *eww, i don't want remember its anymore!* i said that to myself before running to toilet throw up everything I ate that evening.

James told me and Sheila how naughty i was in the past.

James " La , Sha used to throw ice water to me and then chasing after us.Then, she also told many scary story. hahahaha"

"she's such a bully that time!"

(f**k you James! All my past, she know now.)

Since then , every weekend he came at my house to playing around and Sheila also come together. My parents love going to country side, my mommy home town. That's why they love it when he's agreed to sleep over.

It was first sleep over me and him.

Sheila was obsessed with chicken curry and she's want me to help her cook it.

A bit spicy but its was fine for my level as a beginner cook ( hahaha usually only side dish like vegetables).

When it was late of evening , her parents coming to get her back home. Sheila quite of princess type girl.

( can you see me rolling my eyes?)

First boyfriend part two.

That night , me and him alone at my house talking a lot of past.

James:" To be honest , i hate you because of what you did to me then I'm started to miss you. You looking so mature that time but now, I'm much bigger and handsome, that's why u don't remember me. i was very short and my face is dirty and full of red spot.

You are the same except that chubby face and upper body"

Me;" ya , ya "

He started put himself closer to my face and said "Shay, i like you and miss you so much but that day also one of my last day in Inanam and forced to go to Tuaran. "

my heart started beating so fast and i don't know what happened , suddenly i said " James, can I kiss your cheek?"

James:" yes, sure. "

Both was very shy but the feeling wanna trying something new, made me forgot everything and kissing his left cheek. It was very sweet like strawberry candy and then he kissing me softly. "wao, it's so sweet like strawberry'" that's

what I thought when I feel his lips. We continue to kissing like one hour?

And then at midnight, my parents was coming home from hometown. We just act like normally we do.

Tomorrow morning , he's gotta go home to prepare for school and me? also together with him and go to school and im so sleepy. both of us don't sleep that night , doing nothing and his room was next to my room and then he talking to me through the thin wall.

Damn it, what have I done?

He's 13 and me 16, did that make me as a pedophile?

in the bus, he's holding my hands and he's also wear my black sweater because he claim he's so cold , need my own clothes.

"hahaha, of course honey, it's not even 6am yet. "

At school ,I told Sheila everything and together with her toxic and plastic friend , Ada. She's a bitch and attention seeker.

(can u see I'm almost vomit )

She thinks that she's pretty, she's indeed pretty but her mouth? She also have laser and foul mouth. Always badmouth people's and snatch away other boyfriends, especially her friend's man.

I'm remember what Suzy told me about her ex-boyfriend. She's chased after Ada and confront her. It was happened during their second year of highschool.

suzy "why you take my man?"

Ada " he's the one came to me...." (scared)

Suzy " You lied! he said that you are the one came to him!"

Suzy let her go and even though they tried to reconciled, it's hard to because Ada kept snatch away everyone boyfriend and crush.

in short, she ruined everything.

I just know her that month, so I don't know which one is true. Later we talking about that.

Sheila not surprise enough because she know he got interested with me.

Ada? "hoho , that day he smile to me too. wait, isn't his big brother my ex boyfriend last year?"

* how many guy u date? " that's what i said in my mind.

special episode .. short story.

In the middle of night, i was woke up by strange noise near me. i close my eye's but the noise, seem very near me.

my hands can't stop shaking and then suddenly the noise getting even more frightening and louder. i turned my head to right side and hug my hugging pillow tightly.

*dammm*

feel like someone throw out something outside of my window and then my phone ringing. Yeah,it was alarm for wake me up.

i open my eye's and realize it's already morning.

"phewww" what a nightmare.

then it's suddenly blacked out. i reached my phone and take a good look.

* no, it's just 3am. why did it ringing now?*

i turned on the flashlight on my phone, looking around the room and i stepped out from bed, searching for switch , to switch on the light.

the light was on, i saw my reflection on mirror.

*what is that on my hands??? "

" aahhhhhhhh!!!! "

my hands was full of blood and my clothes was covered with mud and blood.

* damn it , what happened? "

couple minutes after that, I'm go out from my room and then what I see was unbelievable.

there was lying my father and my mom. Wait, is that my brother?

Kane :" haha , haha , no one would be my rivals anymore "

me:" big brother? what have you done?"

he's don't answer or respond at all. it was like , I'm invisible. He started chopped of our mother hands one by one. and then he take one of finger, he suck the blood , i can't stand and then throw up, vomiting all things i ate from dinner, yes , the last dinner we as family. i start crying and go in front Kane once again.

me:" f**k u kane! how dare you did all this thing to your own family !"

Once again, he ignored me. one things i realize that i can't touch him anymore. I look at the mirror and my reflection getting worst , my face started decaying and pale. " I'm dead? "

im trying to get out and then suddenly something was forbidden me to go out from house, like there was wall but invisible wall. what happened?

why I'm like this? *sobbb, sobb*

Kane:" Dane? is that you?"

" hey, u already dead, Dane. I kill you few hours ago, u are dead , act like dead , jerk! Stop crying and stop haunting me!" He seem frightening and have unstable mind.

Now I remember. Kane is my older twin brother and usually it was me popular with girls and also boys. Kane's actually bisexual or more to gay, and me is a bisexual.

One day, there was new transfer kid enter our class. His name was Lorcan. The most pretty boy i have ever seen in my life.

His long and slender body , fingers and also his rosy cheeks, lips was very beautiful. He's also got very good looking face and when he's smile , damn it. My heart beating so fast and then my very shy and gay in closet Kane don't waste any time, he approach Lorcan with his charming smile.

But Lorcan much more comfortable with me. He's know I'm quite playboy but that doesn't stop him to like me at first sight.

not long after that , Lorcan became my new toy.

every day we making love at his house. his parents always busy with working over time.

( his parents was doctor and nurse )

he's fantastic and naughty in the bed , sadly the guy like me just love to ruined people life's. After a month, i left him. what happened next? Lorcan started doing drugs because of "depressed" i left him.

" hello , my little brother love new things , ok?"

Few months later, Lorcan died because of overdose.

that such beautiful boy gone and Kane started acting strange after that. He stayed inside his room all day and night. He's just step out when mommy cook dinner (our parents usually order delivery food if too tired from work).

almost two months he did it like that. He even don't go to school anymore..

that night was my last night with my parents and Kane having dinner. it's my fault to saying like that to him.

me"Kane, he's been dead more than two months already. stop this nonsense !"

Kane" stop! if its not because of your stupid d**k , he's not gonna ruined his life. !!!" Kane shout out and go to kitchen. he grab very big and sharp knife and then without warning, he stabbing me like hundreds time. Our parents was speechless and can't move at all because of frightening with him.

Just like that, i died. He also stabbed mom and dad to dead. Not too many stabbing like mine. Then he buried my body inside the wall of my own room. Maybe he already plan all of this before because he's already have tools and cement.

Me"I'm sorry Kane!!"

It's too late to apologize and then he clean off his body. without realize, its already morning. He dressed up just like me and go to school. i don't know what happen to him , few hours later the cops coming with Kane to our house.

Kane" i don't know what happened to him. he started not go out from room since our classmate name Lorcan died. "

wait, is he trying to swap place with me too?

not only dressing up like me and then he let me became him and also the murderer?

Yes, it's worked!

he blame me and took my life's too.

after few months that awful incident happened, he sold the house and left.

Left me alone here, i wonder why my parents not here.

why only me here? "ahhhhhhhhhhhh" i let out my voice but no one hear that.

it just me, me alone. forever!

***end***

______,,author note________

enma （＾ｖ＾）

hope ur guys enjoy this short story.

#not real story but there was bi and gay couple through this.. (ノ^o^)ノ(ノ^o^)ノ

fighting everyone └｜゜ε゜｜┐└（★ｏ★）┐

_____ i really like imagine about Lorcan ,my friend. I'm sorry , 🙇🏻 miss you______