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The True Me

Chapter 1

3rd Person's Pov

A girl Jeon Junghyeon was sitting inside her room in front of her mirror drawer as her mother comb her long a little bit brown hair. She showed no emotion in her face.

 

 

"My Junghyeon, you've grown so beautiful now. Mother love you very much." Her mother said and smiled.

 

 

"Mom, I'm Jeon Jungkook....." She said. His mother stop combing his hair and just smiled.

 

 

"What are you saying? Your Jeon Junghyeon.... Who's Jeon Jungkook?" She continue brushing her dauther's hair like nothing happened.

 

 

Jungkook's Pov

 

 

 

Its always like this whenever I said my real name mom don't remember me. The real me Jeon Jungkook her son but she doesn't remember her son Jeon Jungkoook no matter how many times I tell her. I'm just a illusion to her as my dead sister.

 

 

 

"Oh right Junghyeon you have a fiancé coming here in 3 days. His name is Kim Taehyung from the Kim's family. I'm sure you'll love him like I loved your father." She smiled.

 

 

 

"Fiancé..." I looked down not wanting to hear anything.

 

 

 

"Don't worry your father and I arrange the marriage for you two already. It will be spectacular! Don't worry this is for your sake." She patted my shoulder.

 

 

 

"My sake?.... More like for you..." I whisper to myself.

 

 

 

"Did you say something?" She looked at me.

 

 

"No nothing I'm going to walk in the garden." I stood up and walked out of the room.

 

 

 

As I walk into the garden I came to a stop at a pond where two red and gold Koi fish are swimming around. As I was walking around I saw my reflection in the water, I touch face.

 

 

 

"This Wasn't the real me. This wasn't me. I hate myself, if only someone would see the real me." I said to myself and sigh.

 

 

I look up and saw the bush was moving. I start to got curious and again I saw the bush move. I walk into it and slowly I open the bush. I saw there is a brown little dog who is like injured. I quickly got him.

 

 

 

"Shh, Sh, its ok. Its Ok, I'll help." I said as he pat the small little being in his arm. He smile at the dog who bark happily.

 

 

 

"Now lets take you to my room upstairs." I said and smile he bark and I let myself got to my room. I put the dog in my bed. "Stay still. I'll see what I can do." I said to the dog and he bark again as he understand me.

 

 

 

I went to my bathroom and manage to see my reflection in the mirror. I sigh, I then remove my hair. Ofcourse it's a wig to make my hair long, not a real one because I don't like it. No offence to the girls, how can you survive with a long hair? Its so hot, specially at the back of the neck. I then wanted to brake the mirror because, I might remove my wig.

 

 

 

 

My clothes is still for girls.

 

 

 

I was wearing a long sleeve color pink, and a mini skirt with some black leggings inside. My mom was conservative, she doesn't like me wearing clothes that are revealing. She said only Bitch, and slut womans wear those things and I'm far away from them. Bit For me, It looks cute and beautiful it show confidence if you wear something revealing because your not afraid to show who you are.

 

 

 

I sigh again and bend down to open the cabinet of first aid kit. I got it and went to grab some what do I need to treat the dog.

 

 

 

I smile seeing the dog happily making comfortable at my Bed. "I guess from now on You will be my friend. You need a name.... Hm... How about Yeontan?" I said and it bark so happy.

 

 

 

I smile. "YeonTan it is." I said and Pat him.

 

 

 

 

3rd Person's pov

 

 

 

On the other hand, A boy with blonde hair was walking in the hallway of the big house more like mansion with a dangerous aura surrounding him. Staffs and maids stare at him with fear and curiosity. They could tell that the boy was really pissed off.

 

 

 

"Yah! Kim TaeHyung Calm down. Looks like your gonna kill someone!" Someone shouted. Taehyung look back and saw it was his brother's lover, ehem husband.

 

 

 

"But Hyung, How can I'm not pissed off! I swear I would like to kill him Hyung!" Taehyung yelled.

 

 

 

"But Tae, His still your Father." SeokJin or jin said ever in soothing way.

 

 

 

"I know, but this is too much!" Tae said as he turn back and stump away.

 

 

 

"wait Tae!" Jin said but someone stop him as someone did wrap an arm around his waist from behind. Jin look behind and smile.

 

 

 

"Let him be Jinnie~, he is just shock. I was too when Father set me with you."

 

 

 

Jin pouted. "So it means you regret meeting me Joonie?"

 

 

 

Namjoon shook his head. "No ofcourse. I mean at first I was shock and all to marry someone I don't know and I didn't even met. But when I see an angel, I thought I'm lucky to have such a beautiful man like you." Namjoon said as he look at Jin deep in the soul.

 

 

 

Jin turn around and wrap his hand around Namjoon's neck. "IWe never get along at first but I'm happy to be yours." Jin said and smile.

 

 

 

Namjoon smile and kissed Jin as Jin kiss back.

 

 

 

Taehyung on the other hand stop on the two big brown door he open it furiously. Inside was an office, in a chair like there is a man sat down in there. Taehyung went there and slam on the table to gain the man's attention.

 

 

 

"Father! What did I heard that your setting me to an arrange marriage!" Taehyung yelled dangerously.

 

 

 

His father didn't look at Taehyung but continue to look at his laptop.

 

 

 

"You will and with no doubt. I decided what future you hold, your my son afterall." His father said.

 

 

 

"I refuse!, Namjoon-hyung might accept the marriage you had set with him but that's because he doesn't have someone at the moment! I on the other hand have, I have my Girlfriend Father!" Taehyung argued.

 

 

 

 

"Broke with her!" His father said dangerously cold.

 

 

 

"KIM TAEHYUNG!, you will do as what I said or you will be kick out as a Kim's family and I'll make sure your life won't be happy. You know what I'm capable of doing." Hi father threatened him, look at him through his deep soul.

 

 

 

Taehyung existed the room in rampage and went to his room. He manage to throw something in frustration before he decide to calm down and sat down on his bed. He grab his phone and dialed a certain number.

 

 

 

 

"How did it go?" A voice said over the phone.

 

 

 

 

"Tzuru my love. It didn't go well. No matter what I say he won't listen. I failed you.... I'm sorry love." Tae said and look down.

 

 

 

 

"I see.... I'm not mad at you. Want to come back home I made your favorite?" A happy voice said.

 

 

 

"Yea, I'll be coming home soon. Wait for me I love you." Tae said.

 

 

 

 

"Love you too, I'll be waiting." The voice said.

 

 

 

 

Then the call ended.

 

 

 

 

He sigh to himself he looked up at the blue sky.

 

 

 

 

 

Why was life so hard. Why is he force to do stuff he don't want to do. He just wanted to be free and do whatever he wants. If only he wasn't an Kim.

 

 

 

 

 

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Episode 2

Jungkook's Pov

I was sitting in my room looking at the window. The view was a clear sky, its beautiful but for me when I look at it I just feel sad. I remember the time when my little sister died in my mother's arms she was crying like she doesn't like to go, she doesn't want to go and leave both me and mother. They went in a room and I got worried so I slowly open the door and saw my mother was crying and My sister's body was nowhere to be found.

 

 

 

My sister was 4 and I was 5. But our body wasn't in a difference. I may be taller just one cm. My sister suffer from an illness that her body didn't handle well so that's why she died.

 

 

 

At that moment I went closer to my mother and wipe her tears she look at me.

 

 

 

"Oh Junghyeon! You come back! Finally You come back!" She said and hug me tightly that if she let me go I'll disappeared. I was shock.

 

 

 

I'm not Junghyeon, my name isn't that. My name is Jeon Jungkook and not that.

 

 

 

 

"Junghyeon? Why are you wearing a T-shirt and short? Come on lets make you wear some thing cute." She said and smiled.

 

 

 

 

That smiled she had scares me. Because she saw me as my sister not me. At first I let her be since I know how hurtful it is to lost my sister. I was hurting too, because I love mysister too very much. I love my family very much at that time. So I let my mother do what she wanted for me to do because that's what makes her smile. I don't want that I'm the reason for my mother to be upset.

 

 

 

 

 

But one day I realize that she is really treating me like Jeon Jungkoook didn't exist. She start to forget about me and everything. She make my hair grew longer just like a girl and it annoyed me so I cut it. But the moment I did she gave me a slap, a very big hard slap.

 

 

 

 

"I'm not Junghyeon Mom! I'm Jungkook your son!" I try to argue back.

 

 

 

 

"I never had a son! Ofcourse Your my dauther Junghyeon" She said and smiled as she careless my cheek. "I'm sorry if slap you. Don't cut your hair next time ok. I would like to comb your soft hair." She said ever so softly. But I didn't listen I keep cutting it and just wear wigs because I don't like it.

 

 

 

 

My world shattered when she said that to me. She never had a son, it hurts. I cry after that, but after I let all my emotion out I shut everybody out and all the emotion I had knowns even love for my family disappeared.

 

 

 

"Jungkook! No Junghyeon you will act as your dead sister forever until the day you die. That is your purpose as a Jeon's family!" My father said.

 

 

 

 

"Why? I'm not Junghyeon! I'm not a girl anyway!" I argue.

 

 

 

 

He slapped me too.

 

 

 

"You will do what you are told or else there will be a big punishment." He said and look at me ever so deadly. He use to sweet and kind, but now... He looks like monster. Both him and my mother.

 

 

 

 

From that day forward, I act as my younger sister. I shut all my emotion and forget myself too. No more Jeon jungkook anymore...

 

 

 

 

3rd Person's pov

"Tae~" Someone calls him ever so sweetly.

 

 

 

"Tae~"

 

 

 

"TAEHYUNG!" She shouted. Taehyung open his eyes slowly to met up with the girl in his dreams.

 

 

 

"Hm... Tzuru whats wrong?" Tae ask as he was still sleepy. He lean forward and gave a peck to Tzuru who blush.

 

 

 

"Don't you have to meet up with your fiance today? Hurry and get up!" She yelled.

 

 

 

"Nah don't want too, I want you." Tae said and hug her from behind.

 

 

 

"Really? I also want you but I don't want you to beaten up by your father." Tzuru said and smile at Tae.

 

 

 

Tae groan in annoyance. "I hope he will die someday." Tae cursed.

 

 

 

 

"Stupid! Don't say such a thing!" Tzuru said.

 

 

 

"You sounded like Jin-hyung!" Tae said and chuckle.

 

 

 

"Now lets get going or else we won't have anything left for breakfast. Jin-hyung is cooking right now." Tzuru said.

 

 

 

Tae's eyes lit up and stand up. "You had me in Jin-hyung's cooking." Tae said and smie.

 

 

 

"Who can resist his cooking?" Tzuru said.

 

 

 

They went to the dinning room and saw Jin was the one who was setting the table and Namjoon sit their patiently and do nothing but pout and look at Jin.

 

 

 

 

"Good Morning Hyungs!" Tae announced.

 

 

 

"Morning Tae." Jin said and smile.

 

 

 

"Mornings" Namjoon said and just wave.

 

 

 

"You look upset Namjoon-hyung" Tae ask.

 

 

 

"Well Jin-hyung won't let me help him." Namjoon pouted.

 

 

 

"I think that's safe or else you will brake everything." Tae said and chuckle.

 

 

 

Namjoon glare at his brother."YHah! your my younger brother you should be in my side not him."Namjoon said and pointed Jin.

 

 

 

"But Jin-hyung is sweet and kind compare to you." Tae said.

 

 

 

 

"What that's suppose to mean?" Namjoon said.

 

 

 

"It means you're an idiot joonie. But even you are I still love you." Jin said and kiss namjoon's cheek. "Now lets eat breakfast." Jin said and smile.

 

 

 

 

"I don't know what you are talking about but that kiss surely made my day." Namjoon said happily.

 

 

 

Tae look down and sigh. "I'm jealous. I wish I can be like you two. Having a happy relationship with the person you love. Not forced." Tae said.

 

 

 

 

"YTae you and I know it took us a year to get to know each other right?" Jin said.

 

 

 

"Yeah,I was forced marriage too." Namjoon said.

 

 

 

"I know Namjoon Hyung, But at that time you don't like someone. Me on the other hand, found the girl in my dreams." Tae said and look down. "Why can't father set her with me? That will be good." Tae said and smile.

 

 

 

 

"Yeah it will my love. I wish our story would be like a fairy tale." Tzuru said and kiss Tae's Cheek.

 

 

 

"That made my day." Tae said and smile.

 

 

 

"Come on, Lets just eat." Tzuru said.

 

 

 

"Yeah." Tae said smile

 

 

 

After the breakfast.

 

 

 

"Your going?" Tzuru ask very concern.

 

 

 

Tae smile and Kiss Tzuru once more on the lips. Before he smile. "Don't worry I'll do everything I can to make this marriage stop." Tae said and smile.

 

 

 

"Promise?" Tzuru said.

 

 

 

"I promise." Tae said and kiss Tzuru in the forehead once more.

 

 

 

"See You later My love." Tae said. He exited out of the mansion. A black limonwas already waiting out for him. He frown and enter it as he saw that his father was elegantly waiting for him.

 

 

 

"Father as I said, I don't want to marry someone I don't know." Taehyung said.

 

 

 

"I already told you too that you will." His father argue back.

 

 

 

Tae sigh and keep silence the whole time. Tae clench his fist tightly no matter what he said his father won't listen to him.

 

 

 

Once they arrive at the Jeon's resident. Tae furrowed his eyebrows. Jeon was one successful business but then currently he heard that they are having crisis.

 

 

 

"So this is all what is it about, tsk gold digger." Tae said and mentally scoff.

 

 

 

"Your finally here Mr. Kim." A man said and smile. "Welcome to my home."

 

 

 

"Thank you Mr. Jeon." Mr. kim said.

 

 

 

"Shall we go inside?" Mr. Jeon said and Mr. kim nod as Tae follow behind.

 

 

 

"Mr. Kim, this is my wife." Mr. Jeon said as she present her wife.

 

 

 

"Nice meeting you Mrs. Jeon."

 

 

 

"Like wise." Mrs. Jeon said and then her eyes travel to Taehyung. "You must me Mr. Kim's son. My, you look so handsome Just like your father." Mrs. Jeon said.

 

 

 

Tae put a fake smile.

 

 

 

"Thank you very much." Tae said and bow politely.

 

 

 

"I'm sure My daughter would happy to see you as well." She said and smilled.

 

 

 

"I'm happy to see her too." Tae lied. "I hope that gold digger would die." Tae thought.

 

 

 

"That's Great." She said and giggle.

 

 

 

They were lead on the room and Taehyung was getting impatient about since its been 5 minutes since they were waiting for nothing. Then the door opened. "I'm sorry Mr. Kim it seems my daughter is missing." Mr. Jeon said.

 

 

 

"No its ok, We'll wait for her." Mr. Kim said.

 

 

 

"Thank You." Mr. Jeon said and bow.

 

 

 

They wait after but Tae was getting impatient and stand up.

 

 

 

"Where are you going?" Mr. Kim ask.

 

 

 

"Walk, you had a garden right? Call me or text me if you find her." Tae said and look at his father who nod.

 

 

 

Taw walk in the garden and he gaps what he saw. Their garden was nothing like this, because their garden might be filled with roses and flowers but this garden was beautiful because it's a pond. Bridge was made here and there and it has a beautiful vine with flower decorated.

 

 

 

Tae breath a sigh of relief since the stress of this arrange marriage things was depressing. But when he see this garden it wash it somehow. This place is somehow beautiful but it looked so lonely.

 

 

 

"Arf!" Tae heard a sound. He looked around and saw where it came from.

 

 

 

"Arf, Arf!" He heard the noise again. Then he look down and saw a small dog looking at him ever so cutely.

 

 

 

"AW... How cute~" Tae said and pick up the dog and pat it. "Hm? Whats your name doggie?" Tae ask as he pat the dog.

 

 

 

The dog bark again and happily run away. Tae chased after it. He crossed the bridged and followed another garden. There he saw a garden filled with Cherry blossoms. Among one of the trees their she saw a beautiful girl. Fair skin, long brown hair, and wearing a long sleeve pink color. She was wearing a jeans too and a beautiful boots. She was like an angel.

 

 

 

The dog went near her and lick her face. She open her eyes and rub it.

 

 

 

"Huh did I fall asleep?" She said and rubbed her eyes and look around.

 

 

 

"Arf, Arf!" The dog happily bark.

 

 

 

"Oh, Yeontan. Sorry I guess I'm just tired and stressed and all." She said and smile at the dog.

 

 

 

She look up and met up with Tae's eyes.

 

 

 

"Who are you?" She ask.

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Episode 3

3rd Person's pov

She look up and met up with Tae's eyes.

 

 

"Who are you?" She ask.

 

 

 

"Um... I'm Kim Taehyung. I'm sorry for interrupting your sleep." Tae said and bowed.

 

 

 

"Kim Taehyung? Oh Your my Fiance. My name is Jeon Jungk-Hyeon. There is no need to apologize." Jungkook said as he pick up Yeontan in his arms.

 

 

 

"Jeon Jun-hy-hyeon... the-then... yo..your.." Tae said sheepishly.

 

 

 

"Yes your fiance, nice too met you." Junghyeon said and bow.

 

 

 

"Nice to meet you too. Your mother is looking for you, she is really worried." Tae said.

 

 

 

 

"My mother? Its fine, she doesn't care about the real me." Junghyeon said and looked sad.

 

 

 

"The real you?" Tae said.

 

 

 

"Let's go. We don't want them waiting." Junghyeon said. She walked past Tae towards the house and Tae followed her. Its just that he expected that this girl will be a bitch but no, it looks like the girl wasn't fund of the marriage too.

 

 

 

 

But Tae didn't expected that his fiance is beautiful.

 

 

 

 

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After that Tae and Junghyeon enter the house they sat down on the table.

 

 

 

 

"Thank you Taehyung, Thank you so much that you found my daughter." She said and bow at Tae.

 

 

 

 

"Junghyeon, you already met your fiance. What do you think he looks handsome isn't he?" She said and smile.

 

 

 

 

"Yes Mother I agree." She said with no emotion at all, she didn't even look at Taehyung at the matter of fact.

 

 

 

 

"Junghyeon! Why do you have that dog in your arms! Throw it away its dirty!" Her mother spat.

 

 

 

Tae Frown. "WHAT THE HELL BITCH! ITS ACUTE DOG! HOW THE HELL YOU DON'T LIKE IT!! YOUR COLD HEARTED MONSTER!" Tae wanted to shout, but it was just all in his head.

 

 

 

"No! His my friend. His only the one who understand me!" She argue and hug Yeontan near at her.

 

 

 

The air filled with akward silence.

 

 

 

"Taehyung, What did you think of their daughter? Beautiful isn't she.?" Mr. Kim smiled.

 

 

 

Tae look at Junghyeon and saw that she was really beautiful. But there is something wrong with Junghyeon, she was a emotionless and doesn't smile. She wonder why she doesn't smile.

 

 

 

"Yes, she is beautiful Anyone could love her." Tae commented.

 

 

 

"Thank you. I'm glad she is marrying you." Mrs. Jeon said and smile.

 

 

 

"Junghyeon, why don't you show Taehyung your room?" His father said. Junghyeon stood up with Yeontan in her arms and went to the door. He turned to Tae.

 

 

 

"You coming?" Junghyeon ask.

 

 

 

Tae looked at his father who nod as a response and Tae stand up and follow Junghyeon up stairs to her room.

 

 

 

There Junghyeon sat down near the window as Taehyung observe for the room. He looks that it was pretty simple, but one thing caught his eyes was near the study table there is a CD that he was too familiar with it.

 

 

 

"Your fund of RM & Jinnie's song?" Tae ask.

 

 

 

Jungyeon sigh. "Yes, their son was the only one makes me fill ok with all the lonely things in this world gave me." Junghyeon said as she look at the window with a lonely eyes.

 

 

 

Tae felt like Junghyeon was pretty lonely. Only YeonTan was the one who can understand her.

 

 

 

"Do you have any friends before?" Tae ask.

 

 

 

"No one, I never even step outside of This house." Junhyeon said and look up the sky.

 

 

 

"Do you know what the difference between Home and House?" Junghyeon ask.

 

 

 

"Huh? I gues.... No.." Taehyung said sheepishly.

 

 

 

"House is just a shelter where you live in, but a Home is somewhere you are comfortable, cared, and happy to be with it. Home..... This house never felt like home." Junhyeon said and sigh again.

 

 

 

Taehyung fell the same, No actually its far from 'the same'. He might not like his father but his house felt like Home. His hyungs was there, his two friends was there, and his girlfriend was there. He never thought that Junghyeon a beautiful girl would actually living in the world of loneliness.

 

 

 

"Do you like the marriage?" Junghyeon ask.

 

 

 

"I guess." Taehyung said.

 

 

 

"Pls don't lie, I know you don't even like this. I also don't like it too." Jungyeon said and pat Yeontan.

 

 

 

"Do you have someone you love?" Tae ask.

 

 

 

Junghyeon narrowed at Tae. "You're an idiot." Jungyeon said.

 

 

 

Tae pouted. "Why?"

 

 

 

"Didn't I told you that I didn't even step outside of this house? You even listening?" Junghyeon said.

 

 

 

Tae felt embarrass. "Sorry." Tae said and look down.

 

 

"Its fine." Junghyeon said.

 

 

 

Tae felt sympathy towards Junghyeon. This wasn't suppose to be an beautiful girl doing. She was supposed to find friends have fun and maybe look for someone she love.

 

 

 

"What about you? Do you love someone?" Junghyeon ask.

 

 

 

"Yes, and her name is Tzuru." Tae said

 

 

 

"Lucky you, I wish I'm free from this place and go outside sometimes. It must be fun to be able to go somewhere you want." Junghyeon said sadly.

 

 

 

Taehyung felt the connection. Both just wanted to do what ever they want not to be force by something they don't want.

 

 

 

"Then lets get married." Taehyung said.

 

 

 

"Huh?" Jungyeon ask curiously.

 

 

 

"Lets get married, and after that you can do what ever you want. You can be free ofcourse I'll divorce you then you free I'm free." Taehyung said and smile as he held Junghyeon's soft hand.

 

 

 

"Really?" Junghyeon said and with a slight light on his eyes.

 

 

 

"Yes You will." Taehyung said and smile.

 

 

 

"Thank you." JunghYeon said and smile.

 

 

 

 

Taehyung stares at that smile. For the first time in his life, he saw someone smile so cute like a bunny

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