Fragments of Myself
Prologue and Author's word
Author
It's your author with one of my dearest story.
Chitra Rajlaxmi lost her kingdom in blood and fire, only to be awaken in the body of Jivika Mehta— a modern girl.
Occupying the body of Jivika, she uncovered some truths that blurred the line between present and past. Deeper she digs darker the truth become.
Her parent's planned accident, her brother's disappearance, the past Jivika's death, all pointed towards something she never wanted to acknowledge. Now she was only left with fragments of herself.
Author
So let me clarify first, this is not one of those stories which are insanely popular nowadays.
Author
Where the female lead just transmigrates to another world and just want to change the ending of someone else before stabilizing herself.
Author
Hear me out, I'm not degrading another's work, because it's their blood and sweat. I'm just clarifying that don't drop mine because you think the storyline is too similar.
Author
Have patience and bear with it. Lol
Author
Let's solve this case together.
Chapter 1
Place: Hospital in Banaras, India
Time: 7:28 p.m.
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*open eyes*
Jivika opened her eyes and looked all around the room. She was unable to move her body and could only wait patiently for someone to come.
Unknown
*barged in the room*
Unknown
Jivika are you mad? You seriously tried to commit s*icide? 💢
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*clueless*
Unknown
don't look at me like that. I know time's tough, but that doesn't mean you will.....you will try to...harm yourself
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
Who are you? *confused but alert*
Unknown
YOU ARE FUCKING ASKING ME WHO AM I? 💢
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
DON'T SHOUT AT ME💢
Unknown
*facepalm in frustration*....look Jivika .... Drop your act, I'm not in the mood now.
Unknown
See.....*patiently*....We can discuss....I—
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*cut off*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
I asked who are you
Unknown
I'M DEV. DEV RAO, YOUR CHILDHOOD FRIEND💢
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
Now Jivika, my dear Jivika, let's go home. I'll take you home. Ok? *helpless*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
Who are you calling Jivika? I'm Chit—
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
DOCTOR
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
*run outside*
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
Check her up. She went mad
Doctor
*enter*.....Jivika? How are you feeling? *smile*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
(God, where am I and what the hell are they even wearing?)
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*staring at her straight*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
I'm not Jivika. Why you all are calling me that?
Doctor
*Whisper something to the nurse behind her*
Doctor
*walk to Jivika*....then who are you dear?
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
I'm Chitra. Chitra Rajlaxmi *anxious*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
I was at war fighting for my kingdom. I think I was....*realisation*....killed there.
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*confused*...then how am I here?
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
Doctor....she finally went mad. Right? *concerned*
Doctor
So you are Chitra Rajlaxmi? From..?
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
Hastinapur
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
It's 2027 for god's shake
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
2027? *got up after pulling all the needles out of her hand and ran towards window*
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
*concerned* JIVIKA
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*look at the scenery*....how....how is it even possible? I was....I was fighting in the war, the blood, smell of fire, the sound of drums, screams, all are.....*mild panic attack*
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
*hug her shoulder*....Shh. Jivika. I think you should rest.
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*asleep*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
Jivika Mehta, daughter of Aisha and Vijay Mehta. Belongs from a small family where her father owns two small sweet shops near Banaras ghat. She's 20.
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
Dev Rao, Jivika's childhood friend and neighbour. He works in a Government Bank as a manager. (20 years)
Chapter 2
Corpses were laid everywhere, as if rivers of blood had been shed. People always start wars driven by the greed of power, but they don't always consider the consequences.
They don't consider where the war results in the death and injury of countless individuals, leading to immense grief for families and communities.
Unknown
MOTHER. FATHER. *shout*
Unknown
*jump across the corpses in search of her family*
Unknown
*look around the whole land which was once an epitome of beauty, but now, it was just covered by the bodies of people who were the love of their families*
Unknown
Moth— *stumbled on a body and fall down*
Unknown
*scream in horror* SAMARTH
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
*taking his last breath* prin-cess
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
Samarth *crying*
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
How....How can this happen? *crying and stammering*
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
Princ-ess don't.... don't...cry *wipe her tears with shivering blood covered hands*
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
*clutch his hand*....no...no...not you Samarth....please not you
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
Prin—
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
*crying*... don't speak. I'll find a doctor. You would be fine, you have to—
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
No doctor can....stitch a soul princess *cough blood*
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
Don't cry.... I don't want to see you in tears....my...my heart hurts. Smile.
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
How can I smile when….when you are in this state....when..when I'm losing you?...*crying*
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
You'll never lose me Chita. Even....if I fall here.....fall in the battlefield...I'll find you....my soul will find you....across lifetimes.
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
*kiss her on her eyes and then nose*
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
Wait for me. *hands fall on the blood and dirt covered ground*
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
SAMARTH *cry pierces the battlefield*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*open eyes suddenly*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
Samarth
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*breathing heavily, sweat covered forehead, face wet with tears*
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
Jivika? *enters the ward while carrying a glass of water*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*look at Dev*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
(Is this my new life? But isn't all this so.... unbelievable? Year 2027? This is way ahead my time. The body of the girl I'm occupying is named.....Jivika? But why don't I have any memories of her?)
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
You are awake? How are you feeling? You were crying in your sleep! *hand the glass of water to her*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*take the glass and chunk down the water to calm her breath*.....*deep breath*.... I'm Chitra, the princess of Suryagarh. My kingdom was on war with enemy kingdom and I don't know how....I travelled here.
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
*stiffen and then sigh*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
Who is this Jivika? What kind of life she had before I.....came here? *confused as she doesn't have any memory of the past Jivika*
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
*sit beside her and took her hand in his as his eyes softened*.... You are Jivika. You are my neighbour and childhood friend. We basically grew up together.
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
Where are her.....parents?
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
*sad*....uncle and aunty are....dead.
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*shocked*...dead?
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
Mm....they were killed in a car accident.
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
*heart clenched*....then how am I here? *look around*
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
This is hospital. You are here as....you wanted to harm yourself because you weren't able to cope up with the situation. I found you near a river, barely breathing.
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
You never thought what will happen to me before taking action? Did you?
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
I—
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
You can rely on me Jivika. *brotherly affection*
Jivika Mehta (Fl/Chitra)
(He's just like my brother. He has such an aura around him that tempts one to rely on him.)
Dev Rao (Jivika's childhood friend)
*close eyes*
(After her emotional breakdown, the doctor said that her depression and attempt to harm herself has lead her to block her memories. Now she thinks herself as someone else as a way to escape reality. Doctor also said I need to give Jivika time and shouldn't force her as her memories might come with passage of time.)
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
Chitra Rajlaxmi (Princess of Suryagarh)
Chitra Rajlaxmi, princess of Suryagarh. She was bought up as a qualified queen by her parents and brother. Even if the kingdom was to be handed to her brother, her parents never discriminated between them. She was well versed in literature and poetry along with swords and strategy.
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
Samarth Yadav (Commander of Suryagarh)
Samarth Yadav, general warrior of kingdom Suryagarh. He sometimes acts as a personal bodyguard of Chitra, and he was also the close confidant of Chitra's brother.
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