The Will In My Hopeless Life
torture
it was drizzling outside.. with the beautiful green scenery,among them was a building
the situation inside the building (more like home) wasn't as pleasing to eyes as it was outside
A man in his late twenties,sat on the couch,the top bottons of his shirt was unbuttoned
his hair was in a mess, his eyes lacked moisture and looked bloodshot,his lips were dry....a perfect example for walking dead
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
....
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
it happened again...*mumbles*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Why?....why does it happen again and again...?! *runs his fingers on his hair*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Im tired of going through the same things agian and again! *grips his hair*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
...I want to rest...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I really want to rest....
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I don't even have tears to shed anymore...*miserable*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
maybe...put in a eternal sleep...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
but...I couldn't even die...
He din't move...shout...or..take out his anger... sorrow..
He din't even have the energy to do it...
it's hopeless when you try every means to achieve what you want and see no change in the outcome
it's such a kind of torture where you can neither move on..nor put up with the present...or end things...
Arthur is going through it...not just once but...for the fifth time of his life
Everytime he dies...he comes back to life..same events..and again...the loop continued
invite
"there is someone who is very dear to me"
"I love her so much..I just can't help it"
"...but well..not every child gets their favourite candy..."
"some might be given the moment they want it...some might be given late...and some wouldn't even have the chance to touch it"
"such a life is mine...clarissa..."
"the name and person who makes me feel the things I never felt before..."
" i couldn't get her....not in the first....or in this fifth life..."
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I want to look for a solution...but it's the same outcome
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I want to share it with someone..but..who will believe me?
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
i want to let her go ..but...I couldn't...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
it's getting painful....
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
How to escape? Is there a way?
With that question... silence filled the room
Arthur went back to his usual life...but this time he din't look for clarissa anymore...he is already broken..
His routine...it was like a programmed machine
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
*reviewing the documents*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
*leans back*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Theodore
Theodore davis ( ml pa)
yes sir
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
What's my schedule this afternoon? <stern>
Theodore davis ( ml pa)
Well we will have a meeting with mr josh regarding the bridge project
Theodore davis ( ml pa)
and that's it
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I see...
it was 4 in the evening when the meeting came to an end
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
*phone buzzes*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
*sighs looking at the caller id*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
*attends and keeps it away*
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Broooooo
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
*eyebrows twitches* don't shout! I can hear you
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Whatever 😑
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Broooooooo come on let's drink
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
( I guess he doesn't need a phone,maybe I would be still be able to hear his voice from there 😑)
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Fine..
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
<having his drink>
Julian everhart(ml bff)
..dude...you don't look good at all
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
..
Julian everhart(ml bff)
I'm really concerned arthur...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
*sighs*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
What could be done?
Julian everhart(ml bff)
try...moving on
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
( move on?with who?) *scoff*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
(...I can't die...or put up with the present...just..let's see where time takes me ..)
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Bro...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Huh?
Julian everhart(ml bff)
isn't that ms sterling?
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
<looks at the direction>
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
is she here with her friends?
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Looks like it...
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Should we invite her? 😃
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
😑why? So you can flirt with her?
Julian everhart(ml bff)
<pout> how could you say that? it's out of friendship
gratitude
Delilah sterling (fl)
<enjoying her drink>
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
Hmm..deli
Delilah sterling (fl)
Yea?
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
why din't kate come with us today?
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
<eating french fries>
Delilah sterling (fl)
😐that whirlwind told me that she is going on a date
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
A date? 🤨
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
when?with whom?!
Delilah sterling (fl)
Dunno a date set by her parents actually <shrugs>
that's when a man approached them
bodyguard
hello ms sterling
Delilah sterling (fl)
Yes?
bodyguard
Mr Montgomery asks for your presence <polite>
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
(mango merry?...😶)
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
( why aren't people serious when naming their children 😶!)
Delilah sterling (fl)
Ah... is it? Lead the way
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
( what will I do? All alone!! 😶)
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
( mumma said it's dangerous to be alone in such places 😨!)
bodyguard
you can come along ms <says to celeste>
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
I see...I'll follow then
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
Deli...*whisper*
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
who is he?
Delilah sterling (fl)
You will come to know when we reach there
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
oh ..( I want to see that mango merry 😐)
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Hello ms sterling <waves>
Delilah sterling (fl)
Hello mr everhart and ..
Delilah sterling (fl)
Mr Montgomery
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
<nods in acknowledgement>
Julian everhart(ml bff)
Come on,take your seats
Julian everhart(ml bff)
I see you've come with your friend today <smiles>
Delilah sterling (fl)
Yes by the way,she is celeste prescott
Julian everhart(ml bff)
oh it's ms pianist <extends his hand>
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
Yes <smile>
Julian everhart(ml bff)
I'm Julian by the way
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
oh I knew you <smile> ( who wouldn't? it's the famous model)
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
( so that....zombie guy is mango merry)
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
(😶...he looks scary...)
Delilah sterling (fl)
by the way mr Montgomery
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
<looks at her>
Delilah sterling (fl)
I must apologise,I couldn't visit that day...when old master Montgomery passed away..
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
its fine <stern>
Delilah sterling (fl)
I was at the research institute,and I got to know about it really late...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I understand it's a unavoidable situation afterall
Delilah sterling (fl)
( why is he like ..this....?)
Delilah sterling (fl)
( he looks tired and....weak almost)
Julian everhart(ml bff)
<dead drunk and was bickering to celeste>
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
( this motor mouth guy!!)
celeste prescott ( fl bff)
( my ears will bleed 😭!)
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
<sighs> we will leave then ,it's getting late <stern>
Delilah sterling (fl)
Ah..sure
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Escort them safely ❄️
deli and Celeste where about to leave
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
ms sterling
Delilah sterling (fl)
Huh?
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Thanks....so far...
Delilah sterling (fl)
<lifts eyebrows in surprise>
Delilah sterling (fl)
I'm so-
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
You did your best
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