My name is ABI I'm a just normal boy like people think I'm never introduced my self. I'm just not a good at more work because of my condition, but you know about me much more in my next episode.

I'm gay because I like boy. My favorite boy Mike is my classmates who I love him. He is my morning. Just to see him I was come College Sharpe 5.OO in a clock to sit with him.

You also love someone else who is important to You. You do everything to stay with him. Just feel... even you never see him 2 second who you love him, and you never see him what you feel.

Mike is a rich family's son. His mom and dad mayor of this country, so I never confess them. I wish I'm live with him, but first I compare to my self. Mike is good guy, but he was looking cool to just hurt someone people s feelings.

He was thought he was looking cool, but he was also hurt himself because people always said he was always use parents position . All college think he was not nice guy but I know who is he.

Mike like girls. But I like Mike.

Mike never know what I feel. So I start my novel's first episode to tell you what I feel and why I said we meet again. Mike and my love story. Very sad but happy ending I promise.

A...ok

I know people tell me what you feel about your first love send me msg. OK.

I know you thinks always so many loves just first sight it's just drama know it's reality you love someone, but you never know even you think he /she is your best friend.

You just go and have a look and take a chance you have because love is gone. You just leave alone.

Mike always care about girls, but he never looks me like I was just an invisible. He never think about me.

Love is just not word you said, and it's Love not you try to feel, and you try your partner feel same.

My love is pure. But guys you read my novel it's mean you also feel something about someone so tell me what you think about anyone, but you feel.

My novel's EP someday I have never written because it's my own love story I tell you everything, but you tell me which part you like the most. Mike and me first time meet in a college I will try to best he loved me, but I will try to complete my study first because it's base on scholarship, so I have no time too much waste but I never give up my first love.

I will always think even I never love him but I feel even what he feel also. I promise I will take...

Sry I'm never send my next chapter to you about my love story...

So I will tell my life s most important part 2nd

I will always try to he will talk to me, I'm never give any chance to anyone he will always mine. But I'm afraid he was shouting and my mouth shut and breath deeply stop just looking him.

But the main reason I love him so why I'm always try to get a chance to tell him he never fell same. I will find him.

I'm always sit will him, but he was looking like I'm invisible. What I do.

I think I will do something but what I do…

How I find what he feels...

oh yes I have an idea.?

Mike and his friends always sit together basket ball ground, so I will go listen him what he talks about me, but first I will give something to drink because he sees me. But his friends never know about me. His friends try to something to introduce me even he was not secretly I lesson what he said about me.

I will go to my plans…

I will set Everything look all was here I will go.

hey …Mike what?

I will give you something because it's so hot summer so I buy for you cold drink. you feel good. OK.. hmmm

Mike said.. why you smile.. I said nothing.. so just go. yes...

Mike's friends said who is he?

I'm listening what he said, but I feel happy, but I listen his talk I try to hold my tears…

He said I was not like him, he was just always be my friend. But I think he likes you shut up I'm so much cool guy, but he was so much ugly look like bookworm..

I like girls not a boy. Abi just a tool for me, I will use him just to complete my work, complete my schedule because of him.

I think he is nice guy I don't care I'm rich he was poor, so I use him give him a money it's easy to me.

What I do I will cry...

I felt bad... he told me poor it doesn't matter, but he said I'm never cool like him and look like a who he loves him just tool.

Ah... ah..... ahhhhhhhh.

I know what he feels about me.

I will never look back and give a chance to me stand by myself. Never look back anyone.

Just complete my study and go for my dream path.

Next day .

We sit together, but I'm completely changed he was sat with me, but I never greet like old times. I never said hi to him, he was looking at me angrily, but I never said a word.

he will try to seduce me but I don't want to close to him again.

what he do again it's my next episode bye...