A Beautiful nd successful woman was standing there with emptiness nd longing in her eyes which was invisible to almost everyone , as they are always busy envying her. Not knowing how much exactly she had to sacrifice to reach the top, where she stood now being envied by the people who once didnt even know her name " Bella Marchese". She is a gorgeous yet a daring woman. Who refuses to give in to anyone. She is a professional level neurosurgeon and the CEO as well as the chairwoman of a Fashion house company. She is a billioner but she prefers to live like an ordinary person."why?" maybe its because she just wants to live peacefully nd comfortably. But it was only a fantasy she has been dreaming of since she was a child. Even if she is a billioner now,...she never actually chased money. she had always chased peace and love. But now its all dark,...she cant chase anything now. She doesnt even know where she has ended up. since little, all she has ever tried was to make people notice her. to satisfy them. To get their love. So, here she is now. But....while reaching the top, she somehow lost herself long ago without even noticing. Now, although..everyone sees her, she doesnt feel anything inside. She's empty. Now, for her, "love" is a beautiful but deadly curse which ruins everything. So, she decides to never fall in love or have any emotions so as to protect her heart which is barely throbbing anymore. When she was a child, she was supposed to play like any other child would at her age...instead, she was being taught to become someone she doesnt even know but she obeyed her parents in everything nd while doing so...she slowly started to lose herself bit by bit everyday without even realising. Everyday for her was worse than hell itself . There were times where she tried to end it all but couldnt. She torchured herself in order to feel something as she stopped feeling anything. For her living was a punishment. Life was like a cage to her. and she refused to be caged forever. She craved freedom, love, trust, loyalty and understanding. But she never got any. Now whoever approaches her comes with an Ulterior motive. So, she stopped trusting anyone after conutless betrayals. She trusted no one. She loved no one. Not even herself. She despised herself. Whenever she looks in the mirror, she always asks"who am i?" , "why dont anyone like me?", " Am i that bad?". These questions have been haunting her for 15 years now. She is tired. She doesnt want to go on anymore. She once believed in love but now she despise it. She is scared of it. She is secretly waiting. Waiting for someone to approach her and extend their hand for her buried self to hold. But now, she has lost all hope. She has become cold. As cold as an ice berg. But still flares up fire when someone threatens her.