Evan's POV

“Gosh, classes were so hard, don't you think, Evan? Wanna eat together?” my friend Henry asked.

“No, I can't eat with you today. I gotta go. Bye.”

Saying that, I left. Because my situation wasn’t like other normal boys. I wasn’t even allowed to live in the dorms. I had my own apartment—bought by him.

Losif. The biggest name in the mafia and drug industry. He’s madly in love with me.

Even though I’m just a boy like him, it’s different. My body isn’t muscular. I’m really thin, short, and because of my fair skin and baby face, people sometimes mistake me for a girl.

Losif was the one who got me this apartment. He travels all the way from his city just to meet me every night.

I was about to grab a taxi when a black car suddenly stopped in front of me. I already knew whose car it was.

His men are always around, watching me. They come to pick me up too. And even if I wanted to, I couldn't reject it.

I sat in the car. After a while, the driver stopped, and I entered the building. I took the elevator up to my apartment.

After eating and taking a shower, I lay down on the bed and fell asleep.

My eyes snapped open when I heard the sound of the door opening. I realized I must’ve fallen asleep.But I knew who it was.

Quickly, I closed my eyes and turned to my left side, pretending I was still asleep.

The door to my room opened. I could hear footsteps approaching the bed. Then I felt it—he got on the bed and lay down right behind me.

“Huff~~” His panting echoed in my ears.

His hand wrapped around my waist. I already knew what he was going to do.He always did the same thing—every time he visited. For four or five hours straight, he couldn’t stop touching me.

Whether I was sleeping or awake, he’d start doing it. Tonight was no different.

His lips pressed against the back of my neck, kissing and sniffing me. His hand rubbed against my stomach.

Then he slid my t-shirt up and touched my bare skin, slowly moving his hand upwards toward my chest.

His lips and teeth grazed the side of my neck. I could barely hold back a moan.

His hand stopped at my chest, fingers pinching and flicking softly.

“Haah~~… hamster,” he groaned, suddenly flipping me onto my back.

My eyes flew open, startled.

He smirked at me.

“Hamster… you were awake?”

“I-I… just—” No words came out of my mouth as I stared at his face.

He smirked while loosening his tie and tossed it to the ground, followed by his coat.

Now only his shirt remained.

But before taking that off, he grabbed my hand and placed it on his chest. He was sitting on top of me.

“Open my clothes, hamster.”

Huh?! Me? But how can I take his clothes off?

Evan's POV

I gulped hard because how could I take his clothes off? It was too embarrassing. I clenched my eyes tightly.

“Hamster, didn’t you hear what I said? Or are you pretending not to?” I flinched at his voice and opened my eyes.

His tone was cold, and his sharp eyes were on me, making me nervous.

But since he was looking at me, I couldn’t disobey him. That’s why I stretched my hand, but it was short and didn’t reach him at all.

He suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me up, changing our position. I was sitting on his lap now, with both my hands on his chest.

I was scared of him because he was truly terrifying. I slowly touched his buttons and started to unbutton them.

As I was taking off his shirt, he leaned forward, and his face pressed against my shoulder, which made me shudder.

And then he started kissing my neck. I couldn’t even see his shirt anymore—only my hands were moving. Within a few seconds, I finally unbuttoned all of them. But by then, he was kissing and sucking on my neck without stopping.

“Sir…” I called out in a low voice after I finished.

He finally stopped kissing me and glanced at me.

“Take off my shirt, then.”

I started taking off his shirt and put it aside. He doesn’t usually do this. He just comes and does it right away. But today, he was making me do these things.

As I took off his shirt, he also took off mine in a second. I shivered as I got naked—it was winter.

One of his hands was on my back, and he pulled me closer, so now our bare chests were rubbing against each other. My hands were wrapped around his neck.

And then I realized—

“Aaaarghhhh~~”

He had already put it inside me.

“Haah~~… your insides are so soft and clenching me so tightly,”

he said as he started to push me down on his member.

“Ughhhh~~”

“Aaaahn~~… sir, it’s hurting, please stop…”

He looked at my face and stopped moving all of a sudden.

“Call me Losif, not sir.”

“O-Okay, Losif, si—”

I stopped myself from saying sir.

“Call my name again.”

“Losif,” I said. And suddenly, he started moving vigorously. He pushed me down on the bed, and as my back hit the mattress, he was on top of me.

“Ughh~~”

“Nnngh~~”

“Please slow down, Aaaahn~~… it’s hurting…”

We did it like always. He stopped after three hours today. Afterward, he lay down beside me and fell asleep.

I stepped down from the bed and went into the bathroom to clean myself. After that, I lay down beside him again. It was good that tomorrow was the weekend, so I could sleep till the afternoon.

When I closed my eyes, he pulled me into his arms. Well, I can’t do anything, nor can I run away from this man—he’s totally psycho. I don’t even know what he’ll do if I try to run from him.

Evan's POV

{ 3 Years ago }

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"Evan, wake up! Even if your monthly exams are over, did you forget that you planned to go on a trip with your friends?"

Mom’s one hand was shaking me while the other was turning off the fan and AC.

"Mom, I’m awake, so please close the window sunlight is so annoying" I said, sitting up with a yawn, rubbing my eyes. Still, she opened the windows anyway.

"I’m awake, aren’t I, Mom?"

"I don’t want to hear anything—just take a bath and come have breakfast."

She left the room after saying that. A few minutes later, I heard the sound of her and Dad laughing. I was glad my parents were happy. And I was happy too—I had passed the college entrance exam and got admitted to the biggest university in another city.

It was my dream university. My high school friends and I had decided that once we all passed, we would go on a trip to an island for two whole weeks. This trip was going to be damn fun.

I stepped down from the bed, stretched a little, and rushed into the bathroom. After taking a bath, I ate breakfast and started packing my luggage. Mom and Dad helped me too—Dad was on leave today to spend time with Mom, obviously.

Once I finished packing, I got a message in our group chat.

[Friend 1: Umm, guys… I know we planned to go on this trip after passing the exam, but my girlfriend says she wants just the two of us to go alone… so I’ll go with you next time.]

My heart broke into pieces. He was the one who organized all the tickets and everything, and now I was finding out he was ditching us just because of his girlfriend. What a total bastard.

"What happened, Evan?" Mom asked. She must have read my expression and guessed something was wrong.

"You know my friend—the one who organized this trip? He’s going with his girlfriend instead, so he told us we’ll go next time," I told her.

She and Dad exchanged glances after hearing me.

"Then why don’t you go on a solo trip to another island?" Dad suggested.

And my mood instantly lit up—because yes, I had never thought of going on a solo trip before. This could be fun, right?

"Yes! Great idea, Dad. I’ll go on a solo trip!"

Mom was worried because I was very thin, unlike other boys. No matter how much I tried going to the gym, it seemed impossible for me to gain muscle. My height was short too, but Dad made her agree, saying, "He’s a man—men don’t need to worry about anything at all."

I searched online for a nice island and found one—Blue Heaven Island. In the pictures, the water there shone like blue crystal at night. I even booked a small villa for myself, because I was going to stay there for more than a week and enjoy myself to the fullest.