you were sitting in your room, watching your crystal intently, debating weather to protect it or shatter it...

Wait?...why were you thinking this?no you can't just kill yourself!...right?

You gritted your teeth, with trembling hands you placed the crystal on the table, the king of the kingdom...

Prince...

What a nice name...and he was not even worth for it

You let out a sign, trying to let the tears not flow out of you eyes, you closed your eyes, you stood up and tossed yourself to the bed, hugging the pillow that always were your guide

She sniffed, the tears wetting the already •always wet pillow•

you then remembered the old memories of the past, when you all used to be one, but prince...the moment he found this village, he digged a grave for everyone

"Why?!" you asked yourself "why do you have to mess us apart?", you choke, failing to contain yourself

She remembered the time when everyone was same, the time when everyone was true, the time when everyone was selfless....

You gulped and swallows, you hiccup out of his hard you cried

The once happy, full,and cheeky you was destined to turn out this way...your world was twisted by you still fund peace somehow and mask your inner fears...inner sadness

•your parents died due to saving you, you are the one who made them die•

•14 years ago~

•you were happily playing with your parents, your age 4...today was your birthday,you were happy until the prince's father and his men randomly arrived and killed your parents...for why? *laugh*

That your parents did *some* heart sinking betraying to the kingdom,and what was that betrayal?

You and the prince's birthday was somehow on the same day and know your parents are killed right in front of you, you cried, the guards and prince's father laughed, but then you heard another laughter, a laughter for the grand coach, the prince laughing, he was just two years older than you, he was just 6 and still he found solace in killing mere innocent people

You gasped at his venomous laughter

•back to the story•

You bit your lips, crying,he was handsome, he looked sweet, but he was just a mere man who got the mind of a devil

You walked to the sink and washed your face until your realized

°•you just left your steaming ramen on the counter•°

Did the ramen cool down!?

You rushed to the ramen and eat the ramen, hopefully it was...cold

You spat the cold broth and noodles out of your mouth, it looked tempting...but it became cold, and the taste was gone, you mentally slapped yourself

"I am a whole of an idiot"you murmured to yourself, you went to the kitchen and started preparing another bowl, cutting the lust vegetables, the tempting steam filling the room, with each slice heard as a soothing rhythm to your stabbed heart

You hummed softly,you sliced the egg into two pieces as your mouth watered as you inhaled the glorious smell of the ramen