It's early to wake up,  but what to do I want to do the necessary things for a makeover. It's very tried to pretend to be a girl but I have no choice. For five years, I erased every identity of mine. This new life has been tired but I feel independent, nothing to scare anymore.

I am already too cute to be a guy so I decided to live a girl. Now working in a cafe. I crossed many things so far to pretend to be a girl but nothing much compared to my previous life so I didn't regret it.

In these five years, I never cut my hair so I didn't want to wear some extension hair like that, actually I was tall to be a girl so I avoided wearing that damn heels. Sometimes I think why these girls wear so many things, whatever it may be clothing, makeup, hairstyle, matching footwear, accessories, etc.. Woof.! 

I finished my morning routine, done shower, of course, washed my long hair, done makeup, clothing (yep with artificial silicone breasts) I already had curvy pretty hip and butt, actually thanks to God. So I totally look like a girl. Final touch with accessories and footwear. I get my cluster with car keys.

Closed my condo door locked and waited for the elevator, once it opened I saw my neighbor, Mild. He is a talkative guy but a very kind person. Did I tell you no one knows real me? He smiles wide and asked " Hey Gem is it early for your work? Are you going somewhere?"

I look so pretty and beautiful in all eyes. As a kind and caring guy, he always worries for me. I smiled back and said, " Yes P. I am running out of necessity so first going to a convenience store".(in a girl's voice I practiced for years) He hops out of the elevator and said " Be careful on your way. Hmm" I smile warmly and said  "ok P".

I went to the parking lot, drove my car to a nearby convenience store, I hop out, pick the trolley. Stoll towards the shelves, I picked all the necessary items. Being alone for so many years I learn to cook,  I love to bake. Everyone says my cooking delicious too. I never thought my life will flip 180-degree upside down. But time deserves everything to change.

My eyes were concentrated on the shelves. Suddenly, my trolley bumped into another. I jolted with sudden collision. I looked up. I saw a handsome, well built, broad shoulders, fair complex with mesmerizing eyes standing stunned with his sharp jaws opened. I slightly bow and said " sorry P" still no reaction. He was staring me intimately like he gonna eat me alive. I actually used to this, many men doorl over me but this man's intimate stare making me uncomfortable.

I wanted to run away or earth wanted to swallow me. But nothing happened. I tried to pull out my trolley its not moving. It was struck with his trolley. So I call him again " P.. P.. Oye! Mr. " He suddenly blinked his eyes rapidly and said "What?". I pointed out the trolley and said " Get that back" He jolted a bit and said " Oh. Sorry" he gets back his trolley and again said " Sorry" I smiled at him and said, " It's ok P". He suddenly clusters his chest and fell on his knees.  I was scared to see him to fell like that. I left my trolley's rail and crotch to him by my knees, hold his palm where he clusted his heart and asked "What happened P? Are you hurting? Someone help! " I yelled by turning side by side but literally, the store was empty because of its early morning hours.

My long hair fell on my face with the panic reaction I did. Suddenly I felt a smooth touch in my cheek so I turned. It's his finger, he creased my hair that was closed my face, he gently slides it cross my face and put behind my ear. I looked into his eyes with confusion then realized he just act to get my attention. I cursed myself to care. I gave a death glare and gets up abruptly. But he didn't even flinch a little instead he smirked. I really pissed with his attitude. I about to walk away, he suddenly grabs my wrist.

Already I was controlling myself but this is limit. I pull out my wrist from his grip and said " This is your limit. If you make another move. I am warning. You will definitely regret" He raised his hands up like surrendering, smiled, and said, " Sorry. I am really sorry. But you are so beautiful. I can't control myself. Shall I hit on you?". I sighed and said " Don't you think this is nonsense. Love at first sight. What you know about me to fell in love or to like me. Because I am beautiful. What if I lost my beauty one day will you like or love me? NO. That's a big no. So try to make some sense. You are attracted to my body and face not to real me so better you go to the club or some other places where you can satisfy your need and search real love to hit on. Understand?"

I slightly pulled his trolley and pushed my trolley to another way he voiced "Hey Beauty". I know he is calling me without a second thought I turned. He walked to me didn't care to take his trolley so he left that behind. When he reached me with enough distance he said " I admit that I was whipped by your beauty and that's why first I wanted to hit on you but after hearing your rejection I truly wanted to know you better. In my lifetime I never heard No to me. You are the first woman who rejects me and gave the advice to search for true love. I guess I  found one. Be prepare kitty I gonna make you mine" with the smirk he walked away making me speechless.

I don't know what this means.

To be continued....

It's been a long time I went shopping but today no choices are left because of my stupid secretary. I was picking things with a grumpy mood without seeing further. My trolley crashed into another. I about to yell whoever it is but seeing the gorgeous angle on earth my world stopped everything moment she does see in slow motion.

I was mesmerized totally by her beauty. She was just wearing a simple white crop top with blue skinny jeans that showed her perfect round butt, pretty waist is visible slightly due to the crop top. Then her lips, there are no words in the earth's languages to describe that. It's so tempting. I just want to eat that juicy red candy.

When she finally brings back me to sense I said sorry. She smiled warmly. That's the second my heart swelled with undesirable happiness that I didn't feel in my whole extinction. I clust my heart and fell on my knees. She ran near to me full of worries. She yelled for help with her angelic sweet voice. She smells like strawberry its so tempting. Her long hair closed her pretty face. So I touched her hair which was soft as a feather I slide it behind her ear. She glared at me. When she walked away I don't know what takes over me, I didn't want to lose her so I grab her wrist.

She immediately pulled out her wrist from me. As expected, her skin is so soft too. When she turned around she looked pissed so I apologize for my mistake and confess my feelings towards her. She advises me to find true love. So far I didn't intend to do that after what she said I want her to be my last and true love.

When she walked away I call her beauty she turn around that's when I noticed that she is so tall to be a girl just a few inches shorter than me. But it's ok. I said I gonna make her mine and I mean it. I saw her disappearance while I was smiling like a mad man.

I reached my office, all greeted me. I replied enthusiastically. I am not a rude CEO who behaves like a jerk something like that. I have always been very friendly to my employees. They approved me without any fear that's what I want. I am a fun-loving guy so I always tease around my employees. When my receptionist greeted me I waved and gave a flying kiss to her, she immediately catches that placed in her lips.

I walked to her and put my chin in my palms elbowed in her desk. She frowned and asked " What sir? How may I help you?" I smirked and asked, " Why did my take my kiss to your lips?" She giggled and said " The kiss is yours, Mr. Hansome, how can I ignore it? Hmm," I raised my brow and asked, " What if I tell I want to hit on you".

She forgot to blink his eyes literally became a statue. Suddenly, her nose is bleeding. I was scared to see her. I grab her shoulders and shake her, she smiled like dumb. I gave her my kerchief. I made a pout and said "Is really all women having this effect on me then why doesn't she had nothing" after she calmed down I apologize to her and said I just played with her. Thank God she took it lightly.

I entered my cabin there my secretary waiting for me. I ran to him and hugged him tightly he pulls himself from me and asked " What's the wrong P" I smiled ear to ear and said, "Thankyou you didn't go there today".  He frowns and asked " Where and what are you blabbering? We having a meeting in half an hour, better we depart it's already late"

Again I smile like a mad man and said " I want you to found details about a girl, she looked like an angle. I met her" before I complete my sentence he said, " In that store". I frown and asked, " How do you know?" He sighed and said, " The only beauty came there is her. Name Gem working in blue ray cafe". I made a surprised look and asked " You are telling me that she was working in the cafe that is opposite of our building?" He just nodded. I made a tsk sound and said "It's unfair. She is very close to me that I didn't notice her sooner".

My secretary let a deep sigh and said  "P, she is not your type. She is a really serious one. One day when I went to that cafe. A mid-age man touched her butt, seriously she broke his arms. Three more men gang up, she handled them without breaking a single drop of sweat. Finally all of their joints we're dislocated. She was scary one". I smirked and said " So my kitty is so wild. I like it". My secretary grabs my shoulder and said " Seriously P. Please not her I will make you meet cute girls and chubby boys that's your taste na"

I smiled and let myself from his grip and said " Taste can be changed nong. Just get her details, everything about her background, likes dislikes where she lives all about her. My Secretary sighed, said ok, and left.

I just want to make her mine. I want her to spend my life with her.

To be continued..

Gem(Gulf) got flowers daily at her doorstep. It's actually so annoying for him so much. Mild asked Gem who's sending her flowers daily. Gem answered just some annoying bastard. 

Mew daily visited Blue-ray cafe. Just ordered a cappuccino with some sweet. He observed Gem's every single movement. He admired the wandering angle daily. Whenever he got a chance he flirts with Gem. He made all his moves on her.

Gem(Gulf) was clearly pissed with the business man's actions, he clearly rejected him and said to him not to bother but the stubborn CEO never listen to him. As a man he to know how this work and why he does such silly things but the poor CEO doesn't have a clue he was pursuing a boy not a girl.

Gem(Gulf) feels sorry for him. That he can't do anything about Mew's feelings. After what he went through before five years Gem(Gulf) never been interested in any new relationship. Before five years too he never dated anyone obviously he doesn't have time for such things in his miserable cruel life. But in Mew's eyes, Gem(Gulf) saw the sincerity but he doesn't want to give false hope for Mew so he decided to avoid him. Nor he doesn't want to lie to him.

One day Gem(Gulf) finished his shift. Today from the morning he doesn't see Mew somewhat he missed the cheesy pickup lines of the big baby shows his sulky face with a pouting lip when he avoids his words. He mumbled  "Cute" himself with a smile. Suddenly he realized what he thought and cursed himself for that. He shooked his head in disbelief for what he thought about Mew.

It's already 11.40 pm. All finished their shift, Gem is the last one who left. He finished all the cleaning work, went to the worker's locker room, changed his dress, switch off the lights, makes sure all doors were closed, and went out closed the main door of the cafe. Walked to the parking lot, it's already near midnight so there are only a few people in the street. He about to open his car door, there is a loud thunder roared in the sky, with the panic Gem dropped the car key, it fell somewhere. He tried to search it but no avail.

Again another thunder with lightning hit Gem screamed loud. Searching vigorously the car keys but no use, he can't find out. Suddenly rain poured. Once the raindrops began to soak him, his breath became heavy. He had a problem in breathing, due to the rain his vision became blurry. Now searching the keys became harder. He decided to open the cafe again to avoid the worse case.

He is already in his knees because of searching the keys. He about to get up, strong lighting, with loud thunder made the boy more scared. He fell on his *** on the street full of dirt and water. His legs lost all strength. His breathing became harder. His heart is beating very fast due to anxiety. He is close to a panic attack. All the memories resurfed. His eyes pooling tears continuously. He pulled his knees to his chest, buried his face in, and cried so hard.

Rain-soaked him fully. Once in a while due to thunder and lightning he screamed, all his makeup smushed. Suddenly he felt a pair of arms engulfed in a warm hug. He chins up to see who there he realized its Mew who he missed today. Mew wiped the tears gently and asked "What happened baby?" When he about to answer another loud thunder roared Gem(Gulf) Buried his face in the hard chest of Mew.

Businessmen don't know what to do further so he decided to make Gem calm. He carried Gem in bridal style. He thought she is not as light as she looks. He placed her in his car's passenger seat when he about to move. Gem clust Mew's shirt tightly by telling him not to leave without words. Mew kissed the forehead of Gem. It's a genuine one like telling his crush that I will be here for you. 

He pulled the fist of Gem in his shirt, kissed it, and said "I am here. Don't be afraid. I will protect you and I promise". Gem in his whole life he didn't feel such warm feeling in his heart just by hearing simple words form a person and this is the first time he has been protected by. In past years he is the one protected all his loved ones but now at this moment, he felt relieved that there is someone who is out there who wanted to protect him.

Again his eyes were streaming tears. Mew kissed the fresh tears in his cheek. Closed the door of the passenger seat jogged to the driver seat, drove to his mansion. Once they reached, Mew carried Gem to his bedroom, no one  I mean his maids and servants never saw their boss with a girl in the mansion. Gem observed the surroundings but didn't say anything.

Mew placed Gem on his bed and said " You will get cold. You better take a hot shower, I will get to fresh clothes. Hmm." Gem just nodded his head. Mew left Gem to get clothes. Gem went to the bathroom, filled the tub with hot water, threw all his girl clothes away, and immersed himself fully in and relaxed for quite sometimes.

In a while, he gets back looked his artificial silicon ******, and sighed. He always wore just his boxer or sometimes just slept ***** because in the day time he used to wear such tight things for the whole fucking day. Today he had no choices left, he wants to wear that damn artificial silicon ******. He sighed for the seventh time wore that thing and put on the bathrobe and went out.

Mew was waiting for Gem. He already took shower, wore a simple tee with sweatpants. Once he heard the door sound he turned his gaze to the door, almost his eyes fell on the ground together, with his jaws. He was more whipped with the natural beauty of Gem. Wet hair still dripping water, no makeup still so beautiful, and finally just wearing a bathrobe.

Mew's wild thoughts snapped back by Gem. Kind CEO gave a tee with shorts to Gem. He got, went to the bathroom, wear the dress, and came back. Mew smiled warmly and said, "Ok it's already too late you get some rest let's talk tomorrow". By saying this Mew gets up and about to walk away. Gem grab Mew's wrist. Mew made a frown and asked " what?" Gem asked "Where are you going?" Mew said "To guest room" Gem said, "Why? This bed is big enough for five. You stay here with me, I don't wanna sleep alone tonight".

By hearing Gem's words Mew gulped his own saliva. He thought "You don't know what you are asking for Gem. Please God help me to control myself".

To be continued...