Xx: What are you going to do today, Adriel? (he inquired, following the young man)

ADRIEL: After class, I'm going to work. Why? (he said while looking for a book in the library)

Xx: I thought we were going to see each other tonight. (he expressed, taking him by the waist)

ADRIEL: I can't tonight, but I promise we'll go out tomorrow.

Xx: Ok.

ADRIEL: Are you going out anywhere today?

Xx: Of course not, if you're not going out, neither am I.

ADRIEL: mmm, Ok.

Xx: I'll leave you for now, honey, I have to go to class.

ADRIEL: Okay, love, see you tomorrow. (he said, giving him a kiss on the cheek)

The man left the library, wiping his cheek, while his partner sighed with love for him. A while later, Adriel left the library heading to his class.

MEGAN: Where were you, Adriel?

ADRIEL: I was in the library, looking for books to do the project. (he said, taking a seat next to his friend)

MEGAN: Are we going to the club tonight? (she asked excitedly)

ADRIEL: Of course we're going, I have to talk to the manager to see if he'll rent me the place for Samuel's birthday.

MEGAN: Ugh, I wanted us to go have fun.

ADRIEL: We'll have fun, but I have to organize everything for my love's birthday. Plus, I'm going to propose to him.

MEGAN: Your life shouldn't revolve around that idiot, and regarding the marriage, don't you think it's too soon?

ADRIEL: It's not too soon, we've been dating for a year now.

MEGAN: And in that year, he's never let you kiss him on the mouth, you haven't had any kind of intimate contact, he hasn't introduced you to his parents, and he always takes advantage of you to buy him everything he wants and do his homework.

ADRIEL: He doesn't take advantage, I give him the money of my own free will, and regarding his parents, he told me he'd introduce them to me soon.

MEGAN: You're really an idiot for that useless guy. (she expressed, frustrated by how idiotic her friend could be)

ADRIEL: Let's not talk about it or we'll get into an argument. You know I love him and I'll do anything for him.

MEGAN: You're in love with him, but he's not in love with you, he just uses you as he pleases. Stop being such an idiot.

ADRIEL: Let's leave this matter here. I don't want to argue with you about the same thing.

MEGAN: Fine.

After that conversation, the young people concentrated on their class until 1 pm when it ended. Upon leaving the university, Adriel went to his job, where he stayed until 7 pm.

ADRIEL: ((My meeting with Megan is at 9... mmm I have time to go see my Samu)) (he thought as he left work)

Upon leaving, Adriel took a taxi and went to Samuel's apartment, he was happy because he would see the man he loved. Upon arriving at the building, he paid the taxi fare and went up to the apartment. Having the keys, he opened it carefully to surprise his boyfriend. However, upon entering, he could hear his boyfriend talking to someone else in the room, with a lump in his throat he approached carefully and what he heard and saw left him devastated.

Xx: Are you still with that damn faggot? (the woman inquired)

SAMUEL: Don't worry, with that freak not even a kiss. He's so stupid that he thinks I respect him for not being married. (he said, kissing the woman's body)

Xx: Poor idiot, if he only knew that you only want him to give you money and do your work, hahaha.

SAMUEL: I feel disgusted every time he gets close to me, I hate having to see him every day. But anything for graduating as the best jewelry designer.

Xx: You're cruel, Samuel.

SAMUEL: I'm not cruel, on the contrary, I'm doing that damn orphan a favor, that he sees me and I speak to him is a privilege for him. (he expressed, putting his hand between the woman's legs)

Xx: What will you do if he gets tired of your excuses for not kissing or touching him?

SAMUEL: Don't remind me of that, it makes me nauseous just imagining touching or kissing him, how disgusting. But if he gets tired, a few words and I have him eating out of my hand.

Xx: Ok, mmm I hope you convince him to do my project too. I'm too lazy to do it.

SAMUEL: Don't worry about that, that idiot will do whatever I tell him.

Xx: Good, because I need to get an excellent grade on this work.

SAMUEL: Don't worry, honey, we'll both be the best in the class and all thanks to that damn faggot.

Xx: hahahaha I'd like to see his face when he finds out that you never loved him.

SAMUEL: I don't love him and I won't love him, he's a damn faggot, can you imagine me making love to another man? No, no, no, how disgusting, plus he's horrible and bland.

Xx: You're right, he's bland, ugly, an orphan and on top of that a freak.

SAMUEL: Let's stop talking about that idiot, let's continue with our thing. (he expressed to settle between the woman's legs.)

Everything Adriel heard broke his heart, he truly believed that Samuel respected and loved him but the reality is totally different, a reality that he refused to believe since his friend Megan told him that she had seen Samuel being very affectionate with Liliana, who was supposed to be his other best friend and now she was having sex with his boyfriend. With his cheeks covered in tears, Adriel left that apartment without saying anything, what was he going to say? That he knew the truth? Why did he deceive him that way? What to explain the situation to him? He himself had the answers to those questions, he was simply an idiot in love who believed in a damn cretin who didn't care about playing with his feelings. But he wouldn't stoop to insulting or demanding anything from that imbecile, he would make him pay for his deception sooner or later, that unhappy man will regret having used him.

After leaving that building, Adriel headed to the bar where he was supposed to meet Megan. Upon arriving, he went to the bar and ordered a bottle of whiskey, which he began to drink nonstop. In less than 20 minutes, he had finished it, so, determined to forget what had happened, and a little drunk, he ordered another bottle. At that moment, he received a call from his friend.

ADRIEL: 📱 What time are you going to arrive, Megan? It's already 9:30. (between annoyed and drunk)

MEGAN: 📱 I'm sorry, I had an argument with my father and he wouldn't let me leave the house.

ADRIEL: 📱 I understand, then we'll go out another time.

MEGAN: 📱 I'm sorry for standing you up. I'll make it up to you.

ADRIEL: 📱 No problem. Goodbye. (he said to hang up the call)

After hanging up, Adriel grabbed the new bottle of whiskey, went to the bathroom, relieved himself, and returned to the bar to order a VIP room. Once in the room, completely alone, he burst into tears like a small child. Every word and every insult that Samuel directed at him hurt his heart. He did everything to please him, to make him like him and be up to his standards, but instead, the man repaid him with contempt and mockery. Disconsolate, he continued to drink without measure. Completely drunk, he went to the bathroom, and upon returning, he entered the wrong room, one where several men were gathered.

Xx: GUARDS, GUARDS! (he shouted upon seeing the young man sit on the sofa)

**@@**: Sir? (entering in a hurry)

Xx: Get this damn drunk out of here! (he expressed, looking at the younger man with anger and disdain)

ADRIEL: You're the bastard, you wretch. Are you humiliating me because I'm gay? Do you also think I'm a freak? Does my presence disgust you? (he said drunkenly, trying to break free from the guards)

Xx: What are you waiting for to get him out of here? (he said furiously)

ADRIEL: You're just like him, you're a bastard, I hate you, I hate you all! (he said amidst tears)

**$$**: Let the boy go. (he said\, seeing the young man cry desperately)

Xx: He's interrupting our meeting, let them take him away and throw him on the street.

The guards didn't know who to obey, while Adriel didn't stop crying and insulting everyone in that room. Some of those present murmured about the young man's condition, and others were angry about the interruption.

**$$**: I told you to let the boy go. (he said\, looking at them sternly)

Guards: Yes, sir. (they said, releasing Adriel)

ADRIEL: Sir, do you hate me? Do you think I'm an idiot? Do you think I'm a freak for being gay? (he asked, approaching the man who defended him)

**$$**: Young man\, you're completely drunk. Find your companions and go home or call your parents.

ADRIEL: Answer me, do you think I'm a freak? Do I disgust you? (kneeling in front of the man)

Xx: Stop the nonsense and get out of here, you're interrupting an important negotiation. (looking at the boy with disdain)

**##**: Kid\, go do your show somewhere else\, we don't need your services here. (he said mockingly)

**@@**: If you want to get someone's attention here\, you're wrong. We're not as degenerate as you are. (looking at him with contempt)

With each insult and each mockery, Adriel cried with more feeling, feeling rejected and humiliated by everyone.

**$$**: Get out of here\, this meeting is suspended. (he expressed\, annoyed at how they were treating the young man)

Xx: But Mr. Farah, you can't suspend the meeting because of this gigolo's intrusion.

**@@**: Mr. Farah\, let the guards take care of that drunk and let's continue with the meeting.

FARAH: I said the meeting is suspended. Furthermore, I will reconsider the negotiations with you. It's unacceptable that you treat a young man in a state of intoxication in that way and also make those kinds of comments about his sexual orientation.

**@@**: B-but...

FARAH: But nothing, everyone out of the room. (he expressed, raising his voice)

Without any other option, all the men left the room angry because Adriel interrupted their negotiations with Mr. Farah, and also their other agreements were in danger because of that gigolo. Once they were alone, Farah lifted Adriel from the floor and sat him on the sofa.

FARAH: Tell me, young man, where are your companions? (he said, looking at him with pity)

ADRIEL: I-I'm alone, I didn't come with anyone. (he said, crying)

FARAH: Okay, call your parents or your friends to come for you.

ADRIEL: I don't have a phone, I don't know where I left it.

FARAH: Do you know your home number or your friends' numbers? (he asked, a little frustrated)

ADRIEL: I don't have a home, I don't have friends, I don't have anyone.

FARAH: I'll send you to a hotel to rest, you're completely drunk and you could get into trouble. (he said, getting up from the sofa)

The younger man instantly got up from the sofa and approached the older man.

ADRIEL: Y-You still haven't answered my questions, tell me, do you think I'm ugly? Do I seem bland to you? Do I disgust or repel you? (he said, hugging the man around the waist)

FARAH: ((It's difficult to deal with drunks)) If I answer you, will you let go of me?

ADRIEL: I promise. (he answered, hugging him tightly)

FARAH: You're a very attractive young man, I don't think you're bland, and you don't disgust or repel me.

ADRIEL: Do you really think I'm attractive? But, I should repel you knowing that I like men. (he said, clinging to the man and with his eyes on the floor)

FARAH: You're quite attractive, don't doubt that, and your sexual orientation shouldn't be a reason for disgust or repulsion. (he said, trying to release the young man without hurting him)

ADRIEL: B-but, he said that he was disgusted to have me near, that my presence caused him repulsion, he said that I'm ugly.

FARAH: Whoever told you that is an idiot, you're not ugly and you don't cause repulsion either. Now let go of me so you can go rest.

Adriel didn't pay attention and threw the older man onto the sofa, then sat astride his lap. The older man, a little disconcerted by the younger man's action, tried to push him away, but he wouldn't let go.

FARAH: Young man, get off, if someone comes in, they'll misunderstand everything.

ADRIEL: Sir, if I don't disgust you, ca-can I be intimate with you? (he said, hugging his neck)

FARAH: Boy, you're completely drunk. You can't ask that of a stranger. (he said, pulling him away)

ADRIEL: It doesn't matter, I want to lose my virginity with you, that way I'll show that idiot that I don't disgust anyone.

FARAH: Get down immediately, you can't ask strangers for things like that just to prove something to who knows what idiot. Respect yourself and respect your body.

ADRIEL: Everything he told me is a lie, I do disgust you, it disgusts you to have me near you and to touch you, you're just like that damn bastard. (he said, bursting into tears)

FARAH: I must go, I don't have time to waste with a heartbroken drunk, if you want me to drop you off somewhere tell me, if not, go back on your own. (he said, sitting the young man on the sofa, he wanted to help him but he wouldn't let him)

ADRIEL: You're just like him, I disgust you. No, he doesn't want to be with me because I disgust him, it disgusts him to be intimate with me, yo-you… (he didn't continue talking because of the crying)

FARAH: ahh, I should have let the guards kick you out. (he said, wiping away his tears)

Having the man so close, Adriel pulled him by the tie and gave him a kiss on the lips, the older man, completely surprised, pushed the younger one, making him fall seated on the floor.

FARAH: I'm sorry, but I have to go. I wanted to help you, but it seems you're looking for something else. (heading to the door)

Before the older man could leave, Adriel grabbed his leg and clung to him.

ADRIEL: D-Don't go. Just one kiss, yes, just one kiss and I won't bother you.

FARAH: (( If I leave him here, he's capable of sleeping with the first person who appears... Where are this kid's parents? ))

Coming out of his thoughts, the older man picked up the younger one and put him over his shoulder, to leave the bar. Adriel was kicking and screaming for him to put him down, on two occasions he said that Farah wanted to kidnap him, to which the older man said that he was his son and he had to take him home, with this, those present did not interfere. Farah put Adriel in the car and headed to the nearest hotel.

ADRIEL: Did you bring me to a hotel to be intimate? (he asked cheerfully)

FARAH: I brought you so you can sleep, stop thinking only about being intimate.

ADRIEL: Then leave, I'll look for someone who wants to sleep with me. (he said angrily and drunk)

FARAH: Then I'll leave you, tomorrow I'll see on the news how a young man was kidnapped and sold to a pimp. That pimp locks him in a dark room and forces him to be intimate with all kinds of men, who do perverse things to him. (he said, leaving the place)

ADRIEL: S-Sir, don't go, I-I'm afraid of dark places. Don't let them kidnap me and sell me. (he said, looking around while holding the older man's arm)

FARAH: Then listen and stop saying nonsense, you're an adult, behave like one... (( ahh I forgot that he's a young adult completely drunk and heartbroken, I shouldn't have gotten into this mess ))

Farah booked the room and took Adriel to it. Upon entering, the younger one forgot what the older one had said and threw himself to kiss him desperately, Farah pulled him away but the younger one returned to him and held tightly to his neck to kiss him again, the man resisted the kiss so Adriel bit his lip making the older man open his mouth, the young man kissed the older man without restrictions and the older man little by little was returning the kiss. Between kisses, Adriel led the older man to the bed, where he lay down and made the older man climb on top of him. The young man opened the older man's shirt to caress his chest, Farah, letting himself go, caressed Ariel's leg, while continuing the kiss.

...THE NEXT DAY...

It was 10 AM when Adriel woke up disoriented and with a headache. Looking around, he realized that this was not his room, scared he got out of bed realizing that he was in boxers and his waist hurt, this situation altered him so he immediately looked for his phone but he couldn't find it, full of nerves and fear he went to the bathroom to check his body finding several red marks on his chest and neck.

ADRIEL: W-What did I do? D-Did I have relations? But with whom? No, no this can't be true, I-I did I lose my virginity with a stranger? (he asked himself scared while looking for his clothes)

Finding his clothes, the scared young man dressed and searched the entire room for his phone and wallet but they were nowhere to be found, however, on the bedside table there was money and a note that said "buy medicine for the pain and go home"

ADRIEL: W-Who is the person I slept with.

Reacting, the young man was filled with anger and began to throw everything that was in the room.

ADRIEL: THAT DAMN BASTARD, DID HE THINK I'M A GIGOLO? DAMN YOU, A THOUSAND TIMES DAMN YOU, WHEN I REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE I'LL LOOK FOR YOU EVEN UNDER THE ROCKS AND I'LL KILL YOU. (he shouted angry, scared, nervous,)

Calming down a bit, he left the hotel and called a taxi to go to his apartment. On the other hand, Farah was in his office working, when his assistant and friend entered looking at him confused.

FARAH: What? Why are you looking at me like that?

MARCUS: Because I see that my friend had fun last night.

FARAH: Why do you say that?

MARCUS: Because you have a bite on your lip and from here I can see the scratches on your neck. Hahaha, tell me what she's like, is she beautiful? Is she a model? Do I know her?

FARAH: (( he's cute, he could definitely be a model... What nonsense I'm thinking )). Take care of your work and don't stick your nose in my business.

MARCUS: Ok, sign these documents and don't forget that tomorrow you're going to the university as a provisional professor.

FARAH: Good.