Hello EVERYONE ☺️. I am IMARI And now LET'S BEGIN MY STORY.

We are 9 siblings in our family. My father's work is a Mason in carpentry and sometimes he had sideline works in our neighborhood to sustain our needs.My mother is a housewife she is taking care of us and the house chores. At first when I was growing and develop my understanding in such situations I can see that both of my parents are working so hard to rise us and to provide everything we needed. The financial,attention,Love,care,safety and the guidance.We are very thankful and grateful to them not until the disaster came to our family. My father is having an affair and my mom discover it. But both of them decided not to tell us. The peaceful living turn into cruelest life I ever had. That time I was the fourth sibling and my mom is pregnant. I was take care by my grandmother on father's side. I am so sad that I was separated with my siblings that time but I understand the situation. My mom and dad's relationship is ruined because the trust is no longer exists. They are always fighting that cost so much trouble. Sometimes they hurt physically each other I was so worried because my mom is carrying my brother in the womb that's why she should not get so much stress. When I was in my grandma's house she often talks about mom and dad. Grandma said that we should trust our parents to solve their issues and not meddling them. I told grandma what if they will not be fixed anymore what will happen to us. Granny reply to me,God will never let that happen and carry me to the church to pray and beg to god. It was Saturday I visit the house but no one's at home maybe my elder brother is in school and also my 2 elder sister so I waited for a long time until I can't see the sun anymore and yet no one goes home. I was crying because I was afraid that they left me behind then I fall asleep when I woke up they are already at home. Mom feed me dad is working on something outside my siblings are doing chores and home works. They were so quiet I don't know why in just a minute my older sister covers my ears while she's crying and I cry too because I don't know why my parents are fighting again throwing things on each other. Saying inappropriate words without thinking of us in front of them. Were so hurt broken to see them fighting and feel so useless. My brother bring us far from the house that we couldn't hear the words that mom and dad throwing to each other. We stay under the mango tree waiting there to calm my parents.

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One day my parents decided to break apart my mother left us to my father with my four younger siblings. My elder sisters is with my mother. After 2 years my mother is back home carrying a Baby. I refused to talk to her because I feel so mad,how irresponsible she is my mother left us and then come home with a baby? there's a lot of questions in my mind. I was so disappointed. When father got home from work they talk far from us. I did not know the whole story if the baby is my father child. I ask lots of questions to my father but he doesn't respond all of it. A few days later my father got a work. He told me that his gone for weeks he left us to our mother. The first days are better but the next days come are so terrible my mother always scold us even a small thing we did wrong she get mad and beat us. She did not make house chores instead eating and sleeping even taken care of her baby she couldn't make. If I have a chance to choose my mother I will never ever want her to be. She acts like we're not her children and ungrateful for having us.My father is back after 3 weeks from his work it was morning at that time my mother supposed to took care of my father because his tired and not got enough rest but what she did? She has so many complaints and then they start arguing my mother's mouth is like an armalite . I feel sad for my father because he did his best to provide everything we did but for my mother it doesn't enough. She always blame my father for our situation and us her children I don't know why she's like that she doesn't know how to be contented and be greatful for everything she has. We are so disappointed to her but we don't have a choice and accept the fact that she's our mother. We just hope that she will realize someday and do some changes to cope what she lacks I hope that time isn't too late for her. Days pass they are still fighting and fighting. The worst part was mother left us home alone while my father is in his work. At that time I feel so messirable for a moment but I had to be strong for my siblings depends on me. She left home and didn't come back for how many days and the babies milk is run out. We didn't know where to buy and also we don't have money to spend. I seek help to our neighbors for help they feel sorry for us. Where just kids and supposed to be taken care of a responsible mother but we're so unfortunate living in this world.

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