All Over Again !!!
                                                        Chap 1. {First Love....}
                    
        - Love Is Unfair When You're The Only One In Love -
 
       
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        ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡- FIRST LOVE -♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱
 
       
        First Love Is Something Very Important To A Girl 
It Is Something Very Precious
 
       
        You Realize It's Not The Love You Have For Your Parents And Siblings 
It's Something Else..... Something Equally Important Like Our Parents 
The Love For Our Family Is Formed Because Of The Blood Or Bond We Have With Them Since Childhood 
But This Is Something Different....
 
       
        Something We Just Connect To And Can't Disconnect
 
       
        It's Something That Can Happen In Few Seconds, Few Minutes Or Sometimes Days And Years 
But It Stays Till The Last Minute Of Your Life
 
       
        The Feeling, The Memories And The Love You Had All Look So Clear Like It Happened Yesterday 
That Beautiful Feeling It's Like Magic
 
       
        The Love Which Brings Colors To Your Life Can Also Paint It With Darkness 
Those Memories Will Turn Into Your Worst Nightmare 
And That Emotions Will Break You From Inside
 
       
        You Will Be Desperate To Get It Back But It Will Take You Forever To Realize That It's Long Gone
 
       
        That's When You'll Start Hating It 
Not Just That Person 
But Also Their Memories 
Everything Related To Them
And Most Of All The Feeling You Have For Them Which You Can't Let Go No Matter How Hard You Try
 
       
        Because A Part Of You Wants To Hold Onto That Light And Never Let It Go.
 
       
        
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*Looks At The Sky As She Steps Into Her College*
 
        
       
        
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{I'm Starting A New Phase Of My Life, Steve}
 
        
       
        
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{A Phase Without You}
 
        
       
        
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{And This Time I'm Just Going To Mind My Own Business}
 
        
       
        
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{No Friends, No Relations, No Emotional Rollercoasters 
Just Focusing On My Career And Life}
 
        
       
        
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*Face Expression Saddens*
 
        
       
        
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{My Life Has Always Been Like This, 
Lonely Without Anyone, Even When I'm Surrounded By Everyone}
 
        
       
        
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{I No Longer Hope For Any Change And Let It Continue}
 
        
       
        
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*Take A Deep Breath And Walk Towards Her Hostel*
 
        
       
        
        Author
Hey Pepsss (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
 
        
       
        
        Author
How's Life Going On ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
 
        
       
        
        Author
I'm Starting Another Story
 
        
       
        
        Author
So Stick With Me As I Try My Best To Write This Story "As Beautiful As It Is" (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
 
        
                                                                Chap 2. {Roomate...}
                    
        Some Things Are So Unexpected That No One Is Prepared For Them
 
       
        
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*Walks Into The New Room*
 
        
       
        
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{Why Do We Have To Share Rooms}
 
        
       
        As Soon As She Stepped Into The Room,
She Was Stunned 
The Room Was So Messy To The Point She Didn't Have Any Place To Move Forward
 
       
        A Girls Head Popped Out From The Mess 
And Her Eyes Widened As She Stared At Her New Roomate Who Just Walked In
 
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Hey Hi
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
*Walks Towards Her*
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Hi
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
I'm Nicole 😄
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Huh...??
 
        
       
        
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{I Don't Want To Be Rude But It's Better Not Getting Close To Anyone}
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
{She's A Cold One}
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
{How Am I Going To Survive With Her For A Year 😭}
 
        
       
        
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{Finally Done Unpacking}
 
        
       
        
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*Looks At Her Roommate*
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
*Looking At Her Phone*
 
        
       
        
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{I'll Take Bath And Then Sleep}
 
        
       
        
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*Walks To The Washroom*
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Do You Want To Have Dinner 😄
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Ooh
 
        
       
        
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*Walks Into The Washroom*
 
        
       
        As I Was About To Close The Door I Heard A Loud Scream Followed By My Roommate
Hiding Behind Me
 
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Li..izard
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
I'm V..very Sc..cared Of Liz..zards
 
        
       
        
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Let's Go *Drags Nicole Out*
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Where Are We Going
 
        
       
        
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Ask Someone To Take It Out
 
        
       
        We Were Sitting Outside As The Caretaker Aunty Was Busy Getting Rid Of The Lizard
 
       
        I Was Busy Scrolling Through My Tab 
When I Heard A Voice
 
       
        
        Viella Asael (FL Friend)
Hi
 
        
       
        
        Nicole Whitlock (FL Roomate)
Hi
 
        
       
        The Unknown Girl Looked At Me 
I've Already Had Too Much Human Interaction Today 
People Kept Coming To Our Room Asking For Something And Sometimes Just To Speak
When Is This Ever Going To End
 
       
        
        Viella Asael (FL Friend)
{Why Is She Like That} 😐
 
        
       
        After Chatting With Nicole For Sometime She Left
 
       
        
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{I Guess She Doesn't Like Me}
 
        
       
        After Sometime We Went In And That's The End Of My Day
 
       
        As I Laid On The Bed 
I Couldn't Help But Think 
How Exhausting Tomorrow Is Going To Be
 
       
        Normally People Wake Up With Thoughts Of Making Today A Good Day, A Useful Day....
 
       
        But Here I Am Lying On The Bed
Looking At The Roof And Chanting My Mantras 
As My Roommate Is Using The Washroom
 
       
        
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{Don't Be Happy...}
 
        
       
        
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{Nothing's Going To Change...}
 
        
       
        
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{Everything's Going To Remain The Same...}
 
        
       
        
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{Be It Now, In The Past Or In The Future}
 
        
       
        
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{You Will Be ALONE...!!}
 
        
       
        
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{How'd It Come To This}
 
        
       
        As I Thought About The New Life I'm Starting 
I Couldn't Help But Remember The Old One
 
       
        The Scars That Never Got Time To Heal...!!
 
       
        
        Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
{You Can Do It, Jane!!}
 
        
       
        
        Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
 
        
       
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                                                                Chap 3. {Betty Russell...}
                    
        People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
Some To Teach Love
Some To Teach Pain
Some To Teach Betrayal 
While Some To Teach Hatred
 
       
        We Were Told To Sit According To Our Roll Numbers
 
       
        Nicole Had To Go Sit In Another Row 
While I Remained In This Row
 
       
        I Met Betty Russell 
Someone Who Is Sweet At The Same Time Sour If You Get On Her Nerves
 
       
        
        Betty Russell (FL Friend)
 
        
       
        
        Lavender Jane Livinton (FL)
Hi
 
        
       
        No Matter How Cold I Was To Her 
No Matter How Much I Pushed Her Away 
She Still Came Back 
She Still Spoke Like We Were Besties
 
       
        Slowly Without Knowing I Started Accepting Her 
Even Though I Still Remained Cold To Her
But I Atleast Wasn't Being Rude To Her
 
       
        Betty Was Like A Social Butterfly
Wherever She Went People Knew Her 
No Matter How Much She Shouted Or Spoke Angrily 
The Moment Her Anger Subsided She Would Come Apologize
 
       
        And Thats It Everything Would Go Back To Normal
 
       
        Personally We Didn't Have Any Fights 
But I Labelled Her As "The Angry Bird"
 
       
        Though She Spoke With Many But Her Close Friends Were Countable 
And I Somehow Ended Up Becoming One Of Them
 
       
        She Introduced Me To Her Close Friends
 
       
        Looking At Her Friend Group 
I Felt Sad
 
       
        I've Always Craved For One....
For A Friend Group
Where I'm Welcomed
 
       
        I've Always Wanted A Best Friend 
Someone Who Is Always There For You 
And I Was A Little Bit Jealous As She Had Everything
 
       
        Not Only Friends But She Has That Beautiful Smile
Which Would Lighten Up Your Mood
Maybe Her Smile Was The Reason Why She Was Able To Get Away With A 'SORRY'
 
       
        That Smile.... Which I Lost Long Time Ago 
That Smile.... Which I Guess Will Never Appear In My Life
 
       
        That Can Be The Reason Why I Let Her Get Close To Me, 
She Reminds Me A Bit Of My Past Self
 
                                                            
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