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episode 1:

intro:

Him being the crown prince of the kingdom and her being the daughter of the bussiness tycoon who none like to mess with.

they are bound together from childhood .their parents fixed their marraige at the age they were 8.

fl pov:

she promised the queen that she would protect her son with her life and she soul pleads her to stay alive and she couldnt to lose her .

she is a person who is lonely from birth stuck with fight of power and loads of responsibity from the first memory of life.

she lost a people who she loved in fight ,which made her a closed person and lonely .

she is tired but can't rest and put her duty behind. to a realisation just breakdown doesnt make you feel to die . Even lonely, responsibility put you on a thinthread where you are not allowed to die also sometimes people are just being strong in front of everyone just to save themselves from being attacked . they know they already on a edge they cant afford to escape if they do the break the promises to protect and death is reward to which she is waiting from the time of her birth .

ml pov:

from the first memory of life he is trained to be a king lost a lot in return nothing just a crown which has power which he never wanted .

his aim is to be powerful enough to protect his people.everyday is a war without weapon .he has compromised with fate of being a king who is lonely with power and hungry wolves under human skin waiting for him to lower his gaurd .

he miss his mother who loved him without a reason in his life, but left in process of protecting him and his brother . day he realised that either he should bear the crown or get his loved ones die in front of him .

his mother last wish was to marry her . he was happy it was her he was the only reason other than his brother for his happiness they were they the two things he wanted to protect he doesnt want his brother to live a life like him and the only way way for this is to bear the crown till his whole life.

AYUSH RAJVANSH RATHORE: ml (crown prince of amleria)

AYAN RAJVANSH RATHORE:ml brother(prince of amleria) loves his brother and knows how his brother scarifices his happiness just for him. he knows ml love for fl but hates her because she doesnt aknowledge it ,instead she just be emotionless .he is a playboy but is smart and doesnt let anyone trap him acts like a spoilt brat ,has his own judgement any makes his own decision .hates his father .

RIYA RAJVANSH RATHORE :ml mother (dead )

RAJESH RAJVANSH RATHORE :ml father (king of amleria) both had political marraige. His first priority was the kingdom that he couldnt be for his family ,he regret it but it was too late . he loved his wife and never married after her death he thought it was the least he could do for his children . he feels guilty that riya had to find someone find someone than believing him.

episode 2:

author pov: ayan came inside the house with an aura being dominant and arrongant

ayan (ml brother): WHERE IS SHE ?

swetha(fl cousin): hello kuwarsa , you here?

ayan: (made a hand guesture) i want to meet her now!!

swetha: she may be sleeping its early in the morning .

ayan:wake her then tell her the prince has come to meet her .

swetha: she ... she doesnt like anyone entering her room and .....

ayan : i said wake her up .

hearing all the noises a lady with emrald shiny eyes came out in her sleepwear

reza(fl): what is all this noise early in the morning ? throw them out !

ayan : (got furious hearing it ) how dare you ?

reza :(smirked )ohh its prince , kuwarsa wat work do you have early in the morning ?

ayan : may i know why were you not in the family meet yesterday dadasa prepared a lot yesterday and you knew may ministers were trying to fix their daughter with dadasa why didnt you......

reza : kuwarsa it was the minister who were speaking i cant control wat they cant and can

ayan : dadasa is your....

reza : fiance by promise not heart and if ranasa likes someone it will be broken in one sec i just promised to protect him and nothing else and even i have my space i wish you respect it .IF YOU CANT I WONT FORCE YOU

ayan: (pissed) you ......you know maa told you take care of him you cant break it

reza : (pissed) i never did ,dont forget because of her you are standing in front of me after screaming nonsensually and even my parents need my permission before disturbing me and you here wasting my morning peace do you think your post is saving you ?. and please grow up just dont make things difficult to everyone .(turned to swetha ) i guess everyone knows i hate meeting anyone in the morning .( turned to ayan ) kuwarsa anything else if nothing please permit me to leave.

ayan: wait ! ..............i want to ask you if possible can you be a bit less formal with dadasa he..... "

reza: its between me and him you have no right to comment on it or act if you care for him , i respect him nothing less or more and i will make myself clear for the last time . i wont repeat again and again .

author pov: it was the practice ground where reza stay whenever she is free at home mostly. she stays only during meal time and stays longer only if someone has important to speak and she has to know . she feels suffocated to stay at home as everyone walks on glass because of her ,she feel she takes their freedom being there ,so she avoid staying there . she has a pet vulture(hayaa) whom she believe in this world and hides him most of the time to protect him . they both have their own language and they are connected by soul.

reza:(smiles) it nice seeing you flying freely hayaa. lets go to forest (2 hrs from their house)today what do you say for hunting?( hayaa nodes as no ) why!? i am free today i dont have anthing else .(hayaa turns head in direction of sky) rain? (nodes yes)its fine i will take a raincoat for you and me too. (hayaa nodes as ok) ok! lets goo!!

she comes home and pack her bag of all necessities and about to go devaki(her grandmother) sees her

devaki: reza,.....you are leaving?

reza : call me if important .

devaki : um....but....are ...

reza : i will back about food....i can eat out dont need to worry if i am early i will order online so food wont be wasted .

devaki : its not about food ........r u going for hunting? its not safe to be alone

reza: (sad smirk) dont worry i cant afford to risk life of any of your family member .i am alone none will be hurt because of me. anything else?

devaki : no i mean .....you can

reza : nothing important i will be by tommorow if i am not back . i have my team to search for me i dont think have to get tensed about sending someone.

devaki:(hurt) be safe

reza just left without replying this whole conversation was seen by ajay(her eldest uncle)

ajay : maa its fine she will be safe i will send my people behind her .

devaki: (sad, crying) umm.....i dont know how to heal her . i feel like she feels this house is not hers but....

ajay : maa she doesnt feel like that .

devaki: you know after riyal's death she started keeping everything to herself and fights alone sometimes i feel we are becoming strangers to her and her cousins are not at close they act very diffrently in front of her silent and obidient other that arush noone speaks to her about anything . forget about sharing thier secrets they speak cautiusly around her............i am scared ............i dont wanna lose her .

ajay : maa , its was our fault we left her when she needed us. but you cant blame swetha (second aunt) also we just couldnt see her wound because she was silent . i wish someone was on her side that time too maa .

devaki : where is raj and siya ?

ajay : they .....raj told they wont come because siya and her family want reza and ayush engagement to break and get her engaged to a relative of their .. reza gets innvolve in it it can be worst they will solve it before coming so it may be late

devaki : tell them your baba is going meet them and make them clear reza or reyansh they have no rights on them . not even siya because of her our family and my grandchildren are suffering and tell him let siya not come i dont want reza to leave because of her . i want my granddaughter if he tell something tell him i never accepted her .and by tommorow i want reyansh here atleast like reza ok?

ajay : ji maa......but siya...

devaki: ajay dont i have eyes she is lucky that got such good kids and husband . but we are unlucky to have her as daughter in law and i dont like to give her hope that is false .

arvind : maa shruthi told ayan came in morning?

devaki : is it ?

arvind : yeah she told reza was pissed after meeting him and ayan told that ayush will be coming to stay with us for few days .

devaki: (shocked) ranansa ? fine i will make arrangements .

arvind: maa..........i guess he is coming to fix a marraige date ? is it bit ...early?

devaki: umm..........arvind ranasa is good person i will agree if its him .and you speak to her once is it fine?

arvind : ok but ........

ajay : arvind she is a bit free to you than us and i will be there ok?

arvind : i just want her to be happy.

devaki: ajay can you convince her if possible .ranasa is a person who can bring her to us and who can heal her .we can help him break the wall .

pov: swetha divorced arvind not in family now . she remarried someone later.

episode 3:

next scene: reza got hurt while hunting a big cut on her shoulder due which she didnt have strength to go back home he found herself a safe place(a cave from wild animal (shelter))hayaa brought his friends to safegaurd the entrance of the cave . and he entered the cave to safegaurd when she is unconsience. she did first to herself and slept for some time . she woke up and saw it was night . she felt she should leave because her hurt is deep . when she came out of the cave she saw ayush sleeping under a tree she tried going by ignoring him . he woke up by the footsteps .

ayush : (worried) you are fine?i saw so many vultures safegaurding the place thought you are in .(saw her shoulder bleeding) are you fine? lets move to hospital fast!

reza:(showed hand) i am fine ........leave its not much . and why is ranasa here? i remember coming alone?

ayush: i came to your house in evening you were not there so.....

reza : its not safe for you to be here .........hayaa....

ayush : is it safe for you? come with me and lets argue after your are treated.

he didnt wait for her to speak he held her wrist and dragged her out she found he kept his gaurd on his path way . hayaa sat in the car with them .hayaa sat on her lap comfortable .

reza : (smiled) your tired . sleep i will wake you up when you reach.

ayush :[thought] you smile only to him . atleast you believe him . i wish you smile like that to me once . dont worry i will protect and love you . even if .. you wont love me i will make sure my love is enough for both of us to be together . when i heard a guy wants to marry you .i thought i lost you too .i am sorry to be a devil but i cant lose you . i had to kill him and i dont regret even a bit . i am able to sit next to you keep you safe it enough .

reza: ranasa you should have stayed at home . your life is more valuable than mine so don’t risk it . i wont be able to answer rajasa then.

ayush :(smiled) hmmm [thought] i will keep you safe dont worry.

reza : (to driver) go home .

ayush/ ranasa: but ..your

reza : i will treat it at home myself ...dont tell anyone about it .

ranasa : fine i will come to your room to treat .

reza: but..

ranasa: i am also a doctor dont forget .

reza : ok

ranasa : (smiled )

the whole ride was silent but reza was happy that other than hayaa someone came to find her .waited for her . she remembered riya and just thought ( i miss you ,i wish i could follow you there too then i wouldnt be alone right ? dont worry you have me i will show them you were not alone then and i will prove them you still have who never forgot you . you are still my angel who gave me strength) a tear fell from her eye she wiped it before ranasa saw it.( he is not like you just 1% of you both your sons are dumb but dont worry they have me like i have you )

when reza got down from the car ranasa give her his coat to hide her wound . she went in she saw her cousins laughing and talking she stood there she felt hurt and thought ( it make no diffrence like before)darush saw her and everyone become silent when they saw her.

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