Hi, my name is Tina.

And this is my story, i will be doing some introductions where my story will be starting from the next episode.

I will do my best, hope u will support me.

           One day, I opened my eyes and I began to know what Is good and bad.

            Suddenly my body started to change when I was 13 years old, despite changes in my body I was very slim and my skin was very dark. The only good thing that changed in me was height, despite that I was proud of myself since I'm a good kid and a very smart student. But what's coming for me was a nightmare as well as good memories.

             I was in 9th grade that year, 1 more year until my matriculation. It is the Time when we started to panic since it's a crucial year for us. What we learned in 9th grade will be included in 10th grade, and so we will appear for the exams for matriculation. But that year I was not able to focus on my studies, as i Have another problem where my seniors and classmates started to judge me.

               I started to think about my past where i was still stupid girl and how i was treated at school. Well i may be treated like a princess at home since I'm the only daughter and the eldest of my two annoying little brothers. But when i go to school both boys and girls avoid me except some of them. They used to make jokes with me being ugly, even though I feel bad i played along with them, if they are happy that's good enough for me. But there are two of my most unforgettable friends, I'm really, really comfortable with them. They never talked to me about my face instead they always made me happy, and they always looked after me.

                   I have many friends but i have no best friends. I was friends with two classmates, one being my cousin(N). We used to be close but she started to change after we started to hang out with (S). Since I'm usually quiet and not so active they started to change as well. They were basically not good at studying, they only talked to me about books and assignments. Everyone is the same, well there are a lot of beautiful girls in my class as well as ugly people like me, we usually were all introvert. They looked down on us pretending to be good, talking behind our back and giving me that weird look on their face. I asked myself a lot of questions back then, what is the reason i was born that way?? Is it really for a good purpose ....... My life hasn't even started yet! Was how it all started. I did get my confidence through some advice given by one of my teachers. Hopefully thanks to the advice i was able to come this far by that advice. Though i did have a scar deep down in my heart forever.

2018 ....

New year started, new classes began.

I hurriedly got dressed up, had my lunch and went to school excitedly hoping to see someone again.

As i reached the school campus, I inhaled deeply and thought about how much he had changed . As i walk outside the door .....

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Of course!!!! My head was hurting from thinking how many girls are falling for him.

I drooled.....Nona(forget about that).

Puberty hits differently, he has this friends circle where only popular kids hangout.

His friends were gorgeous as well,...just watching their beautiful and gorgeous faces made me really happy and i feel like going to school is fun.

He was totally my type, like I've been having a huge crush on this guy from elementary school. Every girl in my school liked him and his friends, so what can i do ......I'm a black swan unable to do anything..

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Everyday i went to school for him, but who would have thought studying would be so tiring and stalking would be easy-peasy.

One month has passed, and the school clubs announced to recruit students from our class. We were only able to join after 8th grade. There were three clubs:

1) The science.

Here most of the club members are smart, and usually they get first position all the time in any competition of sciences.

2)The traditional.

Well most of them are not smart, but they have a great talent for handicrafts. As well as they have preferably a lot of knowledge about one's tradition.

3) And last The sports club.

Well these ones are not for me but.....he was in this club basically.

The precious gem as well as the golden club for any tournaments are here.

Well it took me a while to think about it but my friends R and N don't hesitate at all at joining that team. Ahhhh because they are always bullying other boys and fighting..... They are always playing around, so i have no options left . I basically went to die to be honest, i have no talent . I hate sports, i hate running, i hate doing exercise. But i like watching him play, well i have a nice physique so i got to play many games and i participated a lot, everything was forgotten once i saw his face.

Even when I exercise i always peek at him....which my friends keep disturbing me . They were playing and laughing loudly and mostly they didn't know anything which was a relief for me...

We were playing football and sadly i didn't hit the ball and fell down like a jar broken by accident.....my pride left me.

Then i lost my mind for five seconds and when i saw everyone laughing my face burned .

But i didn't care much since i liked people laughing because of me.... Good or bad its fine, i thought. Whatever there is to make people happy cause of me, i can do whatever .