I feel that to become friends it will take a lot of time....

You need to know each other a lot. Yeah, it takes a lot of time.

Conversations over conversations....

As for me, some of them were instant friends. They left me after their use, I guess. Some incidents which I remember are :·

I was the pandemic era. I joined to a new class. On my first day itself, I got a message in my chat. It started by introducing the person like" Hello, I'm XX. I'm one of your classmate. So-and-so ". But the next year I entered the class, I found the person sitting with someone else. I thought the person will come to me after a while. But we had only a little amount of conversation (considering the whole year).

By the time, I got a new friend. Just like the other one, I meant rush friend. We had a nice bond. But she was a bookworm. She always read novels, even in class times. I'm a person who never disturbs others. So I didn't do it to her also. But she felt ignored. She made a lot of issues and broke the bond with me. She also rushed away just like she came.

Through this time, I got a new friend. She was like a same page friend for me. We mingled more than anything.

I guess all the classes will have a domineering group of friends who used to make fun of others and mingles very less with others. Like that, I also had a group of friends in my class. One of the girl from that group became my friend for no use. I thought she will be my friend throughout those years. But she also left me when time came.

From the first till now I only suffered losses in the part of friendship. So tell me, how can I be able to befriend or to share my views to my surrounding personalities.

There is only a few, who looks from others perspective also. The left are considering themselves as superior and only talking to those who they feel are of their attitude.

I cannot beg someone to be my friend or to stay with me till end. There is no one who I believe like that. From these experiences of mine, I think that a friend will always betray you.

I know it's not same in every one case. But for me, from my birth, I don't have a long-lasting friend. I feel that it's a kind of stock market, where I'll win sometimes and loose sometimes.

Still I don't know how to make a good friend. More than that, I'm a little introvert. Maybe these are some reasons why I don't have a true friend. I don't know how to cover up these. And finally me and my words are still alone.....

Thank you for reading ....

Hello...

Let's say, once there was a rose in a huge garden. It was alone all the time because the owner liked only roses,, and he planted only one. After a month, the owners beloved came after her studies. She loved daisies, and she planted a one near to the rose. Before the Daisy plant, the rose was surrounded with long grasses. After all, they had a foul heart. So the rose couldn't befriend with them. As the Daisy had a little issue with the sun, it asked rose to help it. The rose found Daisy as a good plant and helped her. Day and night the rose tried hard for the growth of Daisy and the Daisy paid back with her friendship. Through these time, the Daisy was also making a friendship with the long grass. A month later, the Daisy grew higher than rose. The rose still talked with Daisy, but the Daisy started to ignore it. Daisy hooked up with grasses and mocked at the rose for being so soft and innocent. The rose suffered all the pain and still tried to befriend with Daisy. When the Daisy broke all the limits, the rose started to grow thorns on it. It started hurting whomever nearby. Still the Daisy complained the rose for having thorns. But the rose wanted to be alone because.... it understood

( credit to the owner...)

 " Being alone is better than being ignored "

As for me, I also learned it from one of my friend like a Daisy....

She was the first one I got as friend when I entered to my class for the first time.

We had a very nice bond until she met with a poisonous friend of mine. From them on she changed. Her change was so visible just like a chameleon. But for me, I believed that some way or other we had some bond.

The next year a new student came to our class. My friend started to support her as she was all alone in there. But I prefer to say it like, she was more like an introvert. Whenever I tried to befriend with her, she always neglected me. But my friend changed a lot. It was not acceptable to me. I was all alone in the class.

Most of the students in my class hated me for no reason. ( May be I don't know the reason.) Later befriending to my stranger group, my friend also became one in them. I had no choice, but to accept.

One sudden day she acted like I was not present in that world and whenever I tried to speak with her, she tried to move on. For the first two days, it was a little hard for me to accept it. But after that I hit back.

The next day, there where only three of us present in the class at morning. Rather than begging to her for friendship, I went to the other friend of mine. I acted as though she was not present there.

I was in one of my toughest situation when she left me . The next day she asked me about ignoring her. What I replied is... :⁠-⁠|