What a tiring day~~~ We just had our final exam. My brain is drained. Hmmm... What should I do now? I found a flash drive last week, should I check what's in it? I already told Rheena and Cobby about it. Rheena said I should throw it away. When I asked her why, she just said that it's not mine so I should just dispose it. What's with that woman? When I showed it to Cobby, his face looked like he just saw a ghost. In our three years of being friends, it was the first time I saw him react that way. My God his face was hilarious! He said I shouldn't open it because maybe it belonged to a high profile person and if he found out that I have it, he will kill me and my family and friends. Dafuq with that man? He's overreacting. As if I'll listen hahahaha! You shouldn't say that to curious people boi

So I opened my laptop and inserted the flash drive.

Wha-?! There's nothing in here. There's only one folder named 'myself yiieeeett'. WHAT'S WITH THIS FOLDER NAME?? CREEPY! I opened the folder. There are lots of files named by different dates. I clicked the first date "180214". 2018, 14th of February. Ohhh~ so this is not new. It's 2020, this flash drive must be really important.

WAIT-- Is this a diary? I've never seen a diary in this form.

➡️ 180214

" My name is Brent Quevas. Male. 19. Born on January 13, 1999. I'm currently studying freshman at Tem Su High School- "

That was my school. Ahh~ a schoolmate. The school's name is so weird. When I asked my mother why is it named "Tem Su", she said that the owner of the school loves Tempura and Sushi and so he named the school "Tem Su" short for Tempura and Sushi.

" My father is Arnold Quevas. Mother is --- I don't know who my mother is. "

Why does the name of this boy's father sounds so familiar?? I wonder where I heard this name.

" Today is February 14. Valentine's Day- "

Aww he's done with the introductions?? I want to know more!! >_< Gosh! Shutup self!

" *Valentine's Day. When I entered school today, there are lots of hearts everywhere. LITERALLY LOTS OF HEARTS EVERYWHERE! There are lots of different sizes of hearts wherever I land my eyes at. There are lots of hearts pasted on the gates, plants, trees, doors, on the uniform of the students... Srsly?? IT CAN RUIN YOUR EYES PEOPLE!!

It's not that I hate valentines, it's just that... the designs are so cliché. There are couples everywhere! Srsly, can those couples don't display their affection on public? HAVE MERCY FOR THOSE WHO ARE SINGLE*! "

I'm enjoying this diary. Whoever this Brent is, I'll ask my friends if they know him. He's cute~ uwu~

" I have this friend. His name is Desi. That's not his real name though. I just call him that, but I don't call him Desi when we talk. It's like I'm the only one who calls him that... in my heart. I like him. At first, I was confuse. Because I'm a boy and his also a boy, but I can't stop myself from thinking about him. Maybe I'm gay, but the gays I saw wear girly clothes and use girly stuffs, but I'm not like that. Maybe I'm gay, a gay boy (What??)

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"

OOHHEMGEEE!! WHAT IS THIS?? BOY'S LOVE?! OMG MY FUDANSHI HEART IS SCREAMING!!!

Let's move to another file. My curiosity is killing me!

The dates are not consecutive. The first file is written on Feb. 14 and this second one is written at the end of the month. Unlike other diaries that are written almost everyday, this Brent only writes whenever he feels like writing. When he wants to say or express something on that day, he writes it.

➡️ 180228

" *My Desi accompanied me to eat lunch at school today ❤️ He usually doesn't eat lunch at the school cafeteria because it's too crowded. My Desi is a little anti social. He doesn't socialize with other students but is very talkative when we're together. He even curses at us, his friends sometimes which I don't find annoying or anything at all. I find it cute and funny.

I named him Desi in this diary because I read it somewhere that Desi is a Spanish name for 'desired one' ❣️ hehehe cute right*? "

This Desi boy is so lucky to have this Brent in his life. Aww~ This Brent is already claiming him by calling him "my Desi" in this so-called diary.

" Last week, when we were walking at the school grounds, my Desi suddenly passed out. I hurriedly brought him to the clinic. I was really afraid that time. The nurse told me that he fainted due to too much heat and dehydration. We had our Physical Education class at the school ground that day. It was really hot and the P.E. teacher doesn't even let us sit or even squat on the ground. We we're just standing there while the teacher is lecturing. WHY DID HE EVEN BOTHER GETTING US OUT OF OUR CLASSROOM IF HE WILL BE JUST LECTURING ?! >_< It would've been better if we just stayed at our classroom. Something's wrong with the brain of that teacher! Because of him, my Desi got sick. Should I just kick that teacher out of our school? Yes? No? Maybe? Ugh! I guess I shouldn't. I'll just let him rot. He's already old anyway. "

I think this Brent doesn't know how to show his feelings to his friend, that's why he made this. Through writing, he can say and express everything how much he likes this Desi boy. I wonder what's this Desi boy's real name is. Also, will he just be talking about this Desi in this diary? I'm really curious who this Brent is and who is his Desi.

It's already 7 PM. I think I'll just continue reading this tomorrow, I still have assignments to do. The final episode of my fave yaoi series will air tomorrow evening! Ah~ another final episode, another goodbye. This is one of the most heartbreaking part of watching a series. When you're so into it that you doesn't notice that it's already ending, and when the final episode comes, you just "WHAT?? WHY??" specially when you really like the characters. *sigh* life.

I asked Rheena and Cobby today if they know someone who's name is Brent Quevas. Rheena just ignored my question. She said I shouldn't be involved in other people's business. "I ALREADY WARNED YOU" that's what Cobby told me. I already told him that there's nothing in the flash drive that can harm me. What's in it is just a diary of a boy who's inlove with his friend. It's not like in the movies that involves cruelty. "Just ignore the diary. It's not like we can be able to contact the owner anyway", he added.

I've always been a curious person. My curiosity is also the reason why I watch yaoi anime series. I was curious how relationships of the same sex goes. Because the stories are not new to me, I got so hooked into it that I even searched yaoi or boys love genre movies of different countries and made a list so that I can watch them whenever I have free time. Now, I stick with animes.

➡️ 180302

" I've always hidden my true identity. Even the name I use at school is not my real name. My father is a man with power. Not that kind of power that involves unhuman tricks and magics. He's a man who's so wealthy that he can even buy a country. That's what I don't like about him, and that includes me because I'm his son. He's even the owner of the school where I'm studying. " -

That's why his father's name is so familiar. I now remember that Arnold Quevas is the one who built and owned our school. He just assigned a director to manage it. He is the highest member of our school's faculty.

“ The reason why I hid my identity is because I don't want to be treated differently just because I'm a son of a wealthy man. I don't like it. I don’t like being the center of attention. And I don't want my Desi to treat me differently. But the thought of him staying away from me when he knows the truth is killing me. There are lots of “what ifs” in my mind. What if he’ll be disappointed in me if he knows I like him? What if he’ll stay away from me? What if --- That’s why I never had the guts to confess my feelings to him. He’s not heterosexual though, he’s open minded. He’s never been in a relationship with a guy or even with a woman. He was always single. I don’t know what are his thoughts if he will be the one in the shoes of those men who are in a relationship with the same sex. “

I just noticed that the names of each file is the date when he wrote his entries to this diary. Why? The moment you saved a file in the computer, there is automatically a date and time attached when you save it. You don't have to title it with dates. Oh well, it's his style.

"MY DESI. MY DESI. MY DESI"

Gosh! This boy is inlove!