The Struggles Of Life
Struggle filled past
Dark Ale
Hi it's my first time writing so if there is anything wrong I am sorry for that.
Asta Wilson
Hello everyone my name is Asta.
Asta Wilson
No one really cares about me at first I used to think my life and family both were perfect, but slowly I realized truth of my life.
Asta Wilson
Yeah, you would be thinking why I am saying that well you will understand let me first tell you about my past.
Asta Wilson
When I was small like in kindergarten. I used to think I have a quite decent and happy life, but everything changed the day I turned 6 yrs old.
Asta Wilson
My father started his own business and it was the reason for our devastation. Everyone his family, friends hated the fact that my father will earn more money than them so they started scheming about which we were not aware slowly when I started growing up I found out truth of life.
Asta Wilson
Till the time I turned 11 yrs old my father had taken a lot's of debt.
Asta Wilson
I use to talk to the people from whom my father took debt and my mother was forced to hide whenever anyone comes for money.
Asta Wilson
That same year when I turned 11 my father sold his single income source he closed his business.
Asta Wilson
The next year he sold his own house which was the single property left after selling everything and we came on road.
Asta Wilson
Since then my life took 360 degree turn.
Forget my existence
Dark Ale
I am so sorry for uploding the new ep so late.
Asta Wilson
So you would be thinking why I am telling these to you all.
Asta Wilson
Well because I am fed up of my life. I know I should not say these but I just can't take these anymore.
Asta Wilson
After what happened in past my father has changed he is not what I thought him to be.
Asta Wilson
The business was named after my name so everyone blamed me for the misfortune that occurred.
Asta Wilson
Yeah I know it's childish to blame someone else for something they have not done but what can I do now.
Asta Wilson
After few years the condition of my family has gotten better but mine has become worst.
These were the thoughts she was expressing in her diary like one use to express another person but because there was not a single soul present for her whom she could share her suffering she just wrote it down.
Well after pouring her emotion she went downstairs.
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Levin here sit down and have your breakfast. I have cooked your favourite.
Levin Wilson(FL Lil Bro)
Thanks mom you are great.
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
Isa where is my princess.
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Vanessa is in her room she is getting ready.
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
Why is she going somewhere?
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Don't tell me you forget today is the first day of their collage.
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
I actually really forgot about it.
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Sigh* Eat your breakfast you have to drop them to collage today.
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
Yes wifey.
Vanessa Wilson(FL Lil Sis)
Mom Dad good morning.
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Good morning dear now sit and have your breakfast I have prepare your favourite.
Vanessa Wilson(FL Lil Sis)
Thank you very much mom you are best.
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
What about me my lil princess😶?
Vanessa Wilson(FL Lil Sis)
You are best dad in the world.
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
🙄I have a lovely daughter.
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Yes yes now enough chatting eat your breakfast or you will be late on your first day.
While they were having a lovely family breakfast. Asta on another hand was watching these from afar. She was once again ignored by them everyone forgot her existence.
She felt lonely her heart was shattered in a thousand pieces, tears rolled down her cheek, but she controlled herself and left from there .
Asta Wilson
I guess today also they forget about me. I have to go empty stomach.
Asta Wilson
Sigh* I should leave now or else I will be late.
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
Come kids or you will be late.
Levin Wilson(FL Lil Bro)
Coming dad.
Vanessa and Levin sat inside the car..
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Byee kids.
Vanessa Wilson(FL Lil Sis)
Bye mom.
Levin Wilson(FL Lil Bro)
Bye mom.
Isabella Wilson(FL Mom)
Bye hubby~
Authur Wilson(FL Dad)
Bye wifey😳.
With these everyone left.
On another side Asta was seen walking all way to her collage.
Asta Wilson
I have 30 min more to reach collage.
Asta Wilson
Sigh* If only I have a job I could at least afford bus fare.
When Asta was busy walking a car suddenly stopped in front of her.
Kyle Varley (FL Best Friend)
Hey As what are you doing here?
Asta Wilson
Hi Kyle nothing just going to collage.
Kyle Varley (FL Best Friend)
By walking are you insane if I remember correctly it takes 30 min from your house to college if you took any vehicle right?
Asta Wilson
Yes that's why I leave an hour ago from my house.
Kyle Varley (FL Best Friend)
Huh! that's why you look so exhausted in class have your parent's again ignored you?
Asta Wilson
Well leave it let's go or we will be late on our first day.
Kyle Varley (FL Best Friend)
You are changing topic huh okay come with me I will drop you.
Asta Wilson
No need I will manage.(in mind* if I will go with her she will not stop pestering me to ans her question.)
Kyle Varley (FL Best Friend)
(In mind* really you think I will let you go so easily bestie.) Stop making excuses and come inside aren't you afraid you will be late today.
Asta Wilson
(In mind*Huh I knew it she will not let me go) Fine.
Asta sat inside the car and Kyle tried many times to question her but she did not answered after a while they entered inside collage.
Kyle Varley (FL Best Friend)
Today you are saved but someday you will have to ans my question.
They really does not care about me
When Asta was finding a chance to run away from Kyle she saw a familiar car coming near collage gate.
It stopped near gate and two familiar people camed out of it they were none another than Vanessa and Levin. Asta's lil sis and bro.
Even though it's not first time they have done these with her still she felt heart broken.
Asta Wilson
Huff huff* my heart pains (she was having difficulty in breathing)
Asta Wilson
I think it's another panic attack I have to leave before anyone spot me* in mind
She started walking faster towards wash room away from all the crowds.
She was in so panic that she bumped into a boy but without waiting for anything she just entered inside washroom.
But what she did not knew was that after these incident her life will change completely. After all her destiny had stored something else for her.
Dark Ale
So let's come back to the story.
The boy felt something was wrong with her so he entered inside girl's wash room to check on her and what he thought was true.
There he saw that girl shaking uncontrollably, she was having difficulty in breathing and her condition was not well she was going to faint.
Alex Rion (ML)
I think she is having panic attack* in mind
Without waiting for anything he rushed towards her.
Alex Rion (ML)
Do you have any medicine with you.
Asta Wilson
Huff huff * Ye..yes...in...t..the...bag...fr...front..ch..chain.
She was having hard time seeing anything everything was blurry and anytime she was about to faint but the boy helped her.
Alex Rion (ML)
I got it here take these( gave water bottle and medicine to her.)
She ate it and after few seconds her condition returned to normal.
Asta Wilson
Thank you for helping me.I am in debt to you.
Alex Rion (ML)
No need to thank me how are you feeling now?
Asta Wilson
Better than before.
Alex Rion (ML)
Are you sure you are okay if you want you can take a leave it's better to take rest.
Unknowingly she shouted a little loudly than she thought which made the boy curious.
Alex Rion (ML)
Woah cool down it's okay if you don't want to go.
Asta Wilson
Hmm sorry actually it's normal I don't need to go home.(I can't go home now or else I will have another attack this time it was my luck that I am saved but if I will go back no one can save me. Recently my attacks have been increasing I have to visit doctor today and also find a job for me atleast I can pay bus fare and few expenses of mine)
Alex Rion (ML)
Hmm okay well let me introduce myself I am Alex Rion .
Asta Wilson
Well Alex I am Asta Wilson.
Alex Rion (ML)
Wait you are in same class as mine.
Asta Wilson
Oh really I never notice it .
Alex Rion (ML)
Well you are always busy studying and never see around yourself that's why you don't know anyone it's okay though.
Asta Wilson
Oh no we are late I am really sorry because of me you are also late.
Alex Rion (ML)
It's okay let's go before it's too late.
They entered inside the class and after professor scolded them he let them sit with some warnings.
After few hours class ended and after hours collage ended with these everyone went their way including Alex and Asta.
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