Hey I'm Siya yes, it's me I have love phobia (philophobia)I'm 24 and I'm a doctor(heart surgeon) in the Saint Martin's hospital a well known hospital in the country Z, by seeing me no one can imagine that I'm single because at this 21st century a beautiful girl is always committed or married also when she is successful in her career . I'm a girl with fair complection and light brown full volume short hairs which come till my shoulders with golden brown eyes .But when we talk about figure you can think yourself that I have my breat size as 32C for most girls it is advantage,but for me this is no more than disadvantage cuz even if I don't want to attract any boy they themselves get attracted . So, now I tell you my life story starting with my present life .

Siya (POV)

I waked up at the noise of my alarm clock and saw the time it was 7:00 in the morning and the saw the day from the calender on the wall No way why this day came I don't want to go ,forget it I should wake up . Today is Saturday the day I will I go to the hotel after mom passed. It's my mom's hotel, 5 months back she passed away in an accident .Her name was 'Riyana Jane' my one and only family by blood .My father didn't lived with us and I don't where he is , he left my mother before I was born so I never saw him and he doesn't exist for me . After he left my mom she couldn't go home so she started her own cafe 'Siyara cafe' which she opened by earning from her part-timers . At start it was just a small cafe but with my mom's special latte it became very famous just after a month and now it is has renueted into a hotel and is the topmost hotel in the country and also has many branches in many big cities .

Unknown ( POV )

She was busy in these deep thoughts when her room's door opened and a girl came with waist length hair which were tied in a neat ponytail , she was 3 years younger than Siya and wheatish brown complection .

"Siya get ready fast today is Saturday we have to go to the cafe .Don't tell me you forget" she shouted out loud with excitement.

"No no.. I remember Nina but can we not go I just now remembered that there was an appointment with a patient in hospital " I don't want to go to the hotel it will remind me of my mom and without her it will feel so empty I can't see her empty chair and second I don't want the site of that lovely dovey couples sitting there making me feel uncomfortable.

"Come on I know you well and that is why I asked you yesterday at the dinner table and you told you are free today. So no more excuses and get ready fast or we will be late " Nina said with an irritating face . Siya was still sitting on the bed ." please" Nina said with a puppy face ,Siya then got up and went inside the bathroom to freshen up after 15 minutes she came out with a bathrobe and wet hair .She saw nina standing with a hairdryer in her hand and gave her a sign to sit in front Siya came and sat in the front after siya's mother died nina has been taking care of siya .Riyana (siya's mother) used to take siya to orphanage every weekend. Where she meet a girl who used to sit under the tree and playing house-house alone . One day she went near her and asked her name and if she can play. "I don't have proper name they haven't given me any name yet" the little girl said . "Then let me call you Nina" and siya gave her a name then they played the whole time and from next time onwards she used to play with only her . After two months siya told her mother that she wants to take Nina home and Riyana agreed because she loved her daughter and wanted to give her everything she wants and secondly Nina was cute and a very good girl so she agreed and took Nina home . Riyana got a daughter and siya got a sister as Nina came home.

"Done"nina said and started choosing clothes for siya .

"You take me as a child ..."Siya asked .

"Yes, because you behave like a child" nina answered without looking at her . Siya chuckled.

"Okay so this is nice .Wear this..." and she threw the clothes towards Siya ."Fast"

Siya took the clothes and walked towards the dressing room .It was a sleeved blue colour boat neck dress till knees and the worst thing skin tight .She sighed and wore it .She applied a pink nude colour lipstick and kajal which she usually does and let her hair open and waved them and combed them with side division of hair when she saw herself in mirror a scar on her collarbone was showing she touche it will this scar be with me untill I die like the scar on my heart as she thought this she started taking heavy breathing she took the medicine kept in the drawer and swallowed it then she took some makeup and applied on it to hide it .

She came out and called Nina just then her mobile phone rang who is it now she thought. When she saw the name a broad smile occupied her face it was her best friend Kiara , they were friends since 9th and it's been 10 years since they are friends .Kiara's mother passed away when she was just 2 years old when she meet siya they became so close that siya used to call kiara's father dad and kiara used to say siya's mother mom. When Riyana passed away kiara cried the same as she would cry for her mother

"Hey buddy whatsup .Ready to go?" kiara asked .

"I... I don't know" siya replied with a nervous tone.

"I knew it but you have to mom also wanted you to take over her business and .... I have a surprise "

"Just dont tell me you are in front of my home.." Siya asked jokingly .

Kiara didn't speak and kept silent then siya shouted.

"NO... you are really in front of my home"

"Come on... now quickly get ready and come down"

Siya sighed." Coming...." and she hanged the call .

At the same time nina came with a pair of beige strap heels and signed siya to wear .Siya was in hurry so she wore what was given she hurriedly went down and as she opened the door there she was standing her bestie . Kiara wore a black crop top with white denim Jean and black high heels , she had brown waist length hair which were straightened and with golden highlights .Kiara ran to siya and hugged her and said "Everything will be okay don't worry I'm with you" Siya took a deep breath and said "I know" .

"Come on let's go ladies let's go and you.." she said pointing siya" YOU specially you are going to be the boss" . Siya took Nina's ear in her hand "I know you told her to come here right " nina screamed with pain. siya let go of her ear and sat in kiara's car it was a white colour BMW . Kiara full name was Kiara Robert Tesla was the only hier of Robert's group which came in worlds top most exporting companies. So yes she can easily afford it . It's not just that she was born rich so she can afford luxurious accommodation but she herself worked hard to be in the position of CEO and make her company in top list . people who don't know Kiara personally have only see her as a rich elegant and cold lady in front of Siya she is always childish.

" Hey wait where are your bodyguards " Siya asked .

"I gave them a day's off " kiara said while opening the door.

" What if Dad got to know " Siya asked in disbelief.

" He won't. Ok now fasten your seatbelts , we gonna fly " Kiara said with a wink while sitting on the driver seat .

"NOOO" both nina and siya said at the same time .

Kaira started the car with a smirk and said "let's see"

It would take at least 20 to 25 minutes to reach the hotel but due to kiara they reached there within 12 minutes ."See here we reached" kiara said with a broad smile on her face with excitement. When she said the other two hurriedly moved out of the car .

"Really kiara I feel lucky that I survived"Nina exclaimed. Kiara chuckled

"You know it was worst than my panic attacks"Siya said in a sarcastic way . Both nina and kiara started laughing ." Oh please.... no one can even stand on the front of your panic attacks"nina said .

"Yes and no one should because nothing can be worst than those attacks...... so please don't compare both things" kiara in a plain voice .Siya sighed and said

"Okay I agree it wasn't that worst ".

"Come on dude... when will you both understand the excitement "kiara said with a disappointment.

Both siya and nina looked at each other and the at kiara"NEVER" they both shouted and showed there tongues . Kiara sighed "Okay so now let's go inside everyone is waited for there new DIRECTOR"

She said emphasising on the word director listening to which siya started getting nervous. The other two saw it and rested there hand on each shoulder, siya grabbed both of them's hands and took a deep breath it will be okay.... mom I will fulfil my promise to make it on top , hope you will be happy .miss you mom .she thought.

"Let's go for it" she said leaving all her nervousness .

This is our siya they both side hugged her she hugged them back.

Then they started walking towards the entrance.

Most of the staff was standing outside waited for ther new director.As Siya reached in front of entrance the manager came running towards her with a pink rose bouquet ." Nina" she said her name in a very cold way and signed her to take the bouquet .Nina took the bouquet then siya turned her face towards the manager and said "there is no need for anymore formalities this not the first time I'm coming here" she said in a cold and bossy way. Then the manager bowed his head once and backed off to show her the way inside . As she entered the hotel most of the mens were having their on Siya as she was so elegant and beautiful which was not first time ,so she took her shade from her leather hand bag which was hung on her hand and wore them ignoring there faces. She reached the personal lift from which her mom used to go and the watchmen near the lift opened the door with the button , she went inside and when the watchmen was about to press the button she showed him her palm indicating to stop. He bowed and backed of both Nina and Kiara who never have seen such side of Siya were confused but they didn't speak just saw each others face and then her in shock.

Siya was a very cold and aloof person in her professional life either she is a surgeon or a director which she is now .The reason is her phobia and her bad past experiences which made her such a person with strangers but when she is a person who has a very few person who are close to her .

She reached the floor on which was on 22nd floor.

When she opened the door a lady in her late 40s was sitting on the cushion in the office she was wearing a sheath dress with a shrug and platforms .When she saw siya she reached and hugged her .

"How's you my dear child . Riyana would have been so happy if she would be here "the lady exclaimed .

"She is not here that is why I'm here and yes I'm fine" siya said with a bitter smile.

"Don't worry you will make her proud .I know" lady said still hugging siya.

"But aunt Kellen in all these months you have managed all these I didn't even saw it .....I "siya sighed.

"It's ok you just needed some time but now you are here so no issues and don't say all these which make you feel low cheer up "aunt Kellen said cheering Siya. Siya nodded. Then she moved back to where she was sitting and took the bundle of papers kept on table and settled them on the director's table

"siya here you go , check all the accounts and these shares , stockprices " aunt kellen asked looking at her.

"Aunt are you sure she can do these because I thi..."kiara was going to speak 'think' when siya closed her mouth with figure.

"Don't worry I know how to do "Siya said to which Kiara and Nina got shocked .

"okay then I'll get going " aunt said and left.

"Siya how can you know all these arn't you a medical student" Nina asked siya. Kiara nodded to the question "exactly".

Siya moved and settled on the chair and opened her laptop the while seeing the screen she said "Dad taught me".

"Dad!!....really why did I never get to know it siya . Now you started hiding things" Kiara said in anger and turned her face in side . Then siya started typing and didn't spoke a words .

"Was it after that incident when you go to live with dad " Kiara asked in a low voice .

Siya stopped typing she took a few seconds pause

"hmmm" she said in a plain voice yes it was a incident actually not incident but a accident that made my life miserable and changed my whole life she thought and then she again started typing.

"Siya and when will you tell us the reason that made you like this , and that scar on your neck do you think if you will hide it with make up we won't get to know " Nina asked in a irritated way .

"You don't need to know" Siya said in a arrogant way.

"Siya can't you see we care for you that is the reason we ask we can't see you like this .After that incident you went to live with dad for at least an year and didn't even contacted any of us whenever we asked dad to talk to you , you always say don't want to talk....."Kiara shouted out loud in anger.

Siya stopped typing and saw both of them how should I tell you what happened "See it's just that I.....I ....I" she started taking deep breathes she took the support of table both kiara and nina came running towards her shouting her name .Siya felt her world upside down then her eyelids started becoming heavy and she closed her eyes and was about to fall when Nina caught her they took her to hospital . The doctor checked upon her .

"Doctor how is she" asked Kiara.

" I think she might have triggered her painful past that she don't want to remember that lead to such a big panick attack . She is now in coma"

"And when will she wake up " Kiara asked again .

" Maybe tomorrow or week or months , I can't say anything now " he said and walked by .

" Siya what is so painful that you have been in this condition only by remembering it " she said holding her hand .

6 years back (Kiara's dad office )

"Mom want me to do management course dad "(here siya is referring to kiara's dad )siya told him in anger.

"Where do you want to go my child?" he asked siya.

"Dad you know I always wanted to become a doctor and I got scholarship from the country's top most medical college "

"But my child if you will go there kiara and you won't be together anymore "

"Dad I know but you know me right"siya said moving her eyebrows and shoulder up.

"Okay " he sighed "What do you want me to do tell me I'll do it " . Siya hugged him and said "I love you dad"

"okay now tell" He asked siya .

Siya bit her lower lip and said" Actually dad I filled the form with a......with a different last name ,so that mom can't know that I filled a form and I want you to do all the needed arrangements " she said and waited for his reply .

He took deep breath and said "I know what to do you go get ready to go to the college ".

Siya nodded with excitement and left his office.

That night she sneaked out of the house and sat in the car which Mr. Robert (Kiara's dad)arranged for her.The car stopped at the airport the driver unloaded the luggage and gave siya the documents needed for admission and flight ticket. She was about to go when the driver stopped her and gave her a paper given by Mr.Robert .

Siya took the paper and nodded indicating the driver to go.

When she reached the ticket counter she got to know that the ticket was of business class .she sighed Dad you are always like this I told you that I want to be a girl from normal house and you arranged business class ticket she thought in her mind and smiled.

The lady on the counter gave her the ticket back and said "thanks may you have a good journey ".

Siya smiled and nodded.

Siya it's going to be a great journey now you are not Siya Riyana Jane but Siya hales an orphan let's see what waiting for me there.

But she never knew that this journey would lead her to an unforgettable nightmare. what happened next ?what was that incident?how did she became like this to know please be updated.

Hope you will all like it and if any problem plz comment and tell 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

When siya entered the fight she asked the air hostess for her seat and followed her . when they reached near the seat she saw a girl with pixie hair which were quite suited her clothes she was wearing a tshirt and shorts on her lap was a denim jacket ,her eyes were closed and she was wearing a eye mask .Siya was wondering how will she look like without the mask she was lost in her thoughts when the air hostess asked her to be seated as the plane is about to take off. Siya nodded and sat next to the girl when she was about to read the paper given by Mr.robert the girl removed her eye mask and opened her eyes . Her eyelashes were long which looked stunning over her amber coloured eyes .

"Hey! I'm Rosaline Nicols and your name " she said moving her hand forward for a hand shake. Siya folded the paper and placed into her jeans pocket.

"I'm Siya Jane " she said while shaking hand .

"Nice meeting you SIYA JANE " rosaline said .

Oh no I said my real name and I was blaming dad for not taking my talks seriously. I'm done .Now leave she won't be in my college so no issues.

"Wow!" rosaline with a gesture of surprise .

Siya started looking around to see what was so surprising.

"Hey hey " rosaline called her .Siya looked at her with confused look .

"The WOW was because I found you quit cute in those specks of your I have seen many people with specks but in your case it seems to be EXTRA cute..." rosaline explained " and not to mention that messy bun of yours"

"Thanks but actually your not only cute but also gorgeous and I'm nothing in front of yours" siya said returning the compliment.

"Okay if you say so then maybe "she said in a bored tone . Siya chuckled.

"Now I think we should sleep or I'll get dark circles on my GORGEOUS face " she said in a sarcastic way and both started laughing .

Rosaline was about to wear her face mask when she asked "where are you going to?".

"I'm going to city Y " Siya said with her eyes closed .

"Really I'm also-" siya closed her mouth with her fingers ."Can we just sleep I'm really tired its midnight you see" siya said while opening her eyes and looking at rosaline. Rosaline nodded wore her

eye mask "Good night " she said as siya took her figure back . "hmmm" soya replied in lazy way and slept .

The next morning when they both woke flight had reached city Y .

Siya stode to go out when she saw rosaline also stode . "That's what I wanted to tell last night " rosaline said in a joking way and chuckled.

"Ohh....I see.. let's go then"Siya said .Rosaline nodded .

They checked out with there luggage and walked towards the exist .

"My car came so I'll get going what about you ?" rosaline asked siya.

"I'll take cab and go " siya said in a plain voice.

"why cab I'll drop you to your destination, come !"

"No no I'll go by myself please you don't have to.....I'll manage "

"Okay as you say but you sure we can still drop you"

"Yes I'm sure"

"Bye then . Nice meeting you hoping for further meeting " Rosaline said while sitting in the car

Siya nodded and called a cab , she settled in with her luggage and told him to go to the St Martin's College.

It took her 20 to 30 minutes to reach her destination

,when she reached there she opened the door and walked out Siya you did it you are finally going to fulfil your dream and her eyes became wet due to her tears of happiness. The cab driver helped her to unload her luggage. she paid him through online transfer ,he thanked her and drove away.

Siya took a deep breath and walked in .

(SIYA's POV)

I walked inside the gate on which it was written with bold letter Steve lawrence college. I stopped and prayed Oh my dear lord please bless me through my new journey I came here to fulfil my dream please bless me . Amen.

I walked towards the direction where the board signed as office to collect my hostel room number .

when I reached near the information counter I saw two mixed lines of boys and girls which was from the entrance till the counter . I sighed siya lets go for it. I decided to line up in left sided line as there was a group of girls already standing .As i was walking towards it my phone rang i saw the screen it was a message from Dad .Why did dad messaged me .

The message was :

'Read the paper i gave you or not? '

'Sorry I forgot dad' ,I texted back

'I knew it. Read it then '

'okay '

'Take care'

'You too'

'Bye then I'm a little busy'

'hmm'

I switched off the phone and took the paper abd and started reading it.

Dear Siya , I know you told me that you will be okay by your own but still you call me dad and I have to do everything I can to be your dad that is the reason I booked your ticket in business class and I also have arranged you hostel room number 2708 with my good friend's daughters because I don't want you to be in a bad company .I don't have the guts to speak this to you on phone or you will be angry with me so I wrote this letter. Don't tell Kiara that I helped you to go to different college or she will not talk to me .Take care.I will miss my little teacher love you. If you face any problems just give me a call and I'll be in front of you to help.

Oh dad when will you leave these childish tricks. I thought and sighed.

I turned was about to leace when someone collapsed into me and my specks fell with my luggage . When I saw in front I can only see a musculine body obviously a boy .

"Did you left your eyes at home" he said in a irritated way .I bended and picked my specks and wore them and then saw into his aquamarine eyes he was having good features full lips , sharps nose and was having fair complection. His hair were golden coloured and in messy way but still looked perfect on him. asdccvv

"What can't take your eyes off me. I know I'm handsome" he said while combing his hair back with his left hand fingers and smirked seeing me .I chuckled .

"Ya actually I realised you are just so.....ugly. I would be blind to say you handsome" I said returning him compliment with smirk .

"And yes you are the one that left your eyes that is why you can't see that you are the one that ran into me.....So please" I said signing with my hand to get a side .

I picked my luggage and started walking towards the hostel.

"You'll regret it specky" he said with his same irritating smirk .

"We'll see" I said and pass through him . Who the hell he think he is and he can do .Oh god why does I meet such a unique personality on my starting hope I won't meet him again .

What will happen next to siya ? who is this boy ? will siya meet him again ? will he create problems for her ? to know all these please be updated🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

And now I'll tell you all a tongue twister see if you can do it :

I thought a thought but the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought .If the thought I thought I thought would be the thought I thought I wouldn't have to thought too much.

Stay safe and blessed 🤗🤗