"AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!"

Jimin's pov

Once again I screamed. I gasped for air as I sighed out getting enough of it. I haven't slept. I can't sleep. I couldn't since I was 7 years old. The misery at that awful night still hunts me day after day.

I curled up at the corner of the garbage box on the dark side of the street. I've been on the streets for 3 years now. Everything has fallen apart leaving my family dead and leaving me dead inside. I rubbed my eyes and noticed a drop of blood on My rubbish trouser. It happened all the time. I don't understand it but whenever I see that man's face or recall that awful situation my heart aches. of course it does emotionally but it's real pain in physical. sometimes my eyes start to bleed or I run out of breath but commonly it's the nose bleed.

Once again I just sat there and looked up at the night sky, by then tears roll of my eyes. the pain started and i couldn't help but cut myself for it to go away. all the razors I've had are rusty but I just scoffed and rolled my sleeves and cut my arm. I've placed several cuts on both of my arms leaving a smile on my weak pale face which I decided to be my next target. I was about to cut my left side of my face from my forehead to my chicks when I heard someone's foot steps coming my way. I hesitated but I couldn't careless so when I was about to do it someone grabbed my hand and yanked me to the street floor. whoever they were, were power full that I lost my conscious.

When I opened my eyes all I could see was white. after few minutes I turned to my right seeing a boy who was basically my age smiling at me. I was shocked at my view. the boy came closer to me and placed his hand on mine.

"Finally you woke up." he said still smiling bright like the sun.

"Where am I?" I asked with my raspy voice.

"Some where safe."

"Who are you?"

"Ow excuse me. My name is hosek but please call me hobi."

"Why am I here?"

"One of the patrols saw you at night and thankfully it was at the right time. thank God you didn't do what he said you were about to but still some of your cuts are infected but you're okay."

"Patrol? what is this place exactly?"

" St.Mariya orphanage."

'Orphanage' I thought. so itmeans that I'm in the medical care. that explains it. but wait...

"How do you know me?"

"Ow I actually don't just last night I heard racket and woke up to see you in his arms and you caught my eye."

"Both of our eyes." said another voice from my left. when I turned around there was another black haired boy standing beside me looking at hosek and right at me. for a moment I was startled when hosek spoke again.

"Ow hey tae he just woke up introduce yourself."

"Hi my name is taehyung but you can call me tae." he said with a deep voice unlike for his age. I noticed both of them staring at me with their Dow eyes smiling sweetly which left a smile on me. I moved to sit up but my arms pinched making me hiss in pain which made them get close to me more.

"Hey! don't! rest a little bit more." hosek exclaimed.

"The cut on your arms are infected mostly because the razor was rusty and old." said taehyung touching my Arm and i widened my eyes as I realized what hosek said 'rest a little bit MORE?? I asked myself. they noticed my surprises looking face and asked what was wrong.

"I SLEPT?!?!?". Both of the looked at each other then at me with confusion.

"What do you mean?" asked taehyung.

"Did I sleep?" I repeated.

"Not exactly. you were unconscious when you got here and the nurse injected you with some anesthesia." hosek replied.

"Oh" i only sighed. both of them looked at me and sat at there places. I was just looking at the ceiling leaving them to clear their throat to get my attention.

"Whats your name?" hosek asked.

"Jimin"

"Why were you out there jimin?". I responded with nothing but a sigh and unfortunately with a teary eye.

"Its okay. you can tell us and open to us when you're ready until then we're here if you need anything for now get some sleep and we'll chat when you're okay enough." said taehyung and eyed hosek signalling him to leave with him. both got up and went to the same direction while my eyes followed them until they were out of sight then to the celling recalling why I was out there on the first place.

I felt my eyes closing knowing the medicine is kicking again, I closed them.

Taehyung's pov

After me and hobi left jimin at the medical center it has been a week. we both went to the park outside sitting on one of the benches side by side. I was zoned out when hobi's voice wake me up.

"what's up with you?"

"Ow nothing just I can't get that jimin guy out of my head."

"What do you mean by that?"

"I don't know just that what patrol said was really shocking and the instant tears in jimin's eyes when you asked him about why he was tgeew made me curious."

"yeah you're right. the patrol said that he found multiple razors with him and seeing him cut himself makes me wonder why as well."

"do you think he would ever open up to us?"

"Who knows but maybe he will. I mean he smiled a faint smile at the sight of us and he told us his name. that's a starter. don't you think so?"

"yeah it may be so. huh it's true that the curiosity killed the cat." I said chuckling hobi along with me.

It was noon when the bell rang for everyone to get inside for lunch. we got up and headed inside having our plates eating then finishing. we asked the woman for another plate for jimin and headed to the medical center. when we got there we saw jimin sitting up zoned out on whatever was in his mind. when we got to his bed he didn't notice until hobi touched his shoulder and he flinched looking at us in shock.

"we brought you lunch." I said smiling. earning a smile back he accepted the plate and started to eat roughly until he leaned up to see us staring at him. he smiled stupidly with a mouth full of food which made us laugh. when he was finished he sighed in satisfaction.

"WOW you looked like you've never had food." said hobi jokingly. Right then jimin's eyes shifted to the bed looking down at his hands in embarrassment. I noticed and pinched hobi.

"Ow I'm sorry I was joking around." hobi said scratching his back of his neck.

"Its fine. um so.... mind if i ask you guys about yourselves?" asked jimin scratching his hair.

"Ow well I've told you my name and I'm 11. I was here when I was born and never been adopted." first answered hobi.

"Me I'm 10 I was brought in here when I was 5. I vaguely remember why but I'm sure its not so tragic or saddening." i said sarcastically which left the other two chuckle.

"How did you meet?" asked jimin.

"when tea got here well he was just a kid and always at the corners so one day when I was playing I saw him sitting alone so I got close to him and bloomed a beautiful brotherhood and friendship." said hobi smiling his sunshine smile. jimin just smiled and looked down.

"you may as well return the information you got by some of your own." which made him look up and hesitate but eventually after few minutes he sighed and started to speak.

"well I'm 10 as well. I was on the streets for 3 years alone. My family....." he stopped.

"look me and tar are here and there was only two of us until we saw you. please trust us hmm?" asked hobi. jimin continued

"I'm a person who smiles whoever whatever and to who ever. I can't stop caring but all I got in return was hate and blood which costed me my soul my freedom and myself. I fear maybe opening up may scare you away and hate me as anyone I've encountered with before. but that would be cliche for me." he said looking down. we both got close to him at that point. I held his hand and started talking.

"maybe your past is horrible but yet again your past is there and you're here with us and me and hobi do not judge by any circumstances whatsoever so maybe opening up to someone who is the same place as you could ease the pain a little bit."

"yeah besides we need a theirs person in our pack." added hobi. jimin just smiled and started talking.

Now everything is clear why he was surprised that he slept why he cut himself why he was on the street and why he stayed in the medical center even tho he was okay.

Hobi was shocked his tears fell unconsciously while jimin covered his face by his arms and sobbed while I was just sitting there like a statue. Suddenly hobi got up and hugged him me joining as well. when jimin faced us his eyes had blood tearing out. we were shocked at the sight and got up to call the nurse but he stopped us.

"Don't bother when I'm stressed shocked or anxious my heart starts aching and mostly my nose bleeds and sometimes my eyes bleed as well but when it's over loaded I run out of breath or siez. it's just what happens." he said smiling faintly. I held his hands and said

"we're here".

We all smiled and then told him to have his own bed and to share a room with us and to clean up. he hesitated but agreed eventually. The women arranged another bed for him with us and gave him clothes as they led him to the bathroom. He didn't have his own things other than those rusty razors so we agreed to share clothes with him.

Once he came out of the bathroom he looked like someone else. His hair was smooth silver colored his face white and gloomy his eyes were more clear and more of a hazel color. But still his body was thin and pale from lack of nutrition. But as time went by his condition was better and our bond and love grew and strengthen but still he couldn't sleep. We tried to help him but it was no use. we stole some sleeping pills from the medical center which went unknown for some time but eventually was found out. And that was when everything changed.

Hosek's pov

I fluttered my eyes open when the voices downstairs grew more louder. when I turned to my side to continue my sleep the sun was another obstacle. I got up and sat on my bed rubbing my eyes when I realized there was no one in the next bed. I slid in my slippers and went downstairs to see jimin running around the kitchen. I then smell something burning.

"Jimin-ah what are you doing?" I asked lazily. He then stopped and looked at me.

"Ow hobi! you're awake! breakfast is nearly ready Come." I followed him to the kitchen where there was a small dinning room attached to it with only two chairs and one rectangular table.

"Ow shit" swore jimin from the kitchen while I was sitting on one of the chairs. He then continued walking towards me with two plates and a pan.

"Well the toasts are once again burned." he said sighing. he placed the plates to each of us and added some eggs on it. he went back to the kitchen and brought some milk and bread. he sat down and we started to dig in.

"so what are you up to today?" I asked.

"Ow well I have a job interview."

"What?! another?! c'mon chim you have like two jobs now why need for another?"

"This is different"

"How?"

"Well first it's a big big company and the payment is huge and they are looking for an accountant so I might as well run for it."

"But you don't know anything about accounting"

"Nope I do know. I saw the flyers a month ago and it seems like they haven't found the one but since then I've been studying."

"When have you? you're always at work" I exclaimed.

"Sometimes if i have a break at work I read there but mostly is at night."

"You haven't sleeping for a month now chim?!?!".

Then he got up from his chair taking his plate to the sink. I followed along.

"Chim why do you so this to yourself? why don't you take the pills and rest a little?" I said making him face me.

"Hobi you know we're barely on our feet. it's a miracle that we found this place. I need to work well enough so we could eat."

"No WE need to work so we could eat chim but yore doing it far more."

"It helps me" he said looking down. I then hugged him.

"I know but just don't stress yourself and sleep a little bit."

"okay but now I need to be heading there." he said parting from me.

"What's the company?" I asked

"Big Hit corp" he said going towards the door. I stopped him then

"What? are you going there to that big *** company looking like that?" I asked looking at him up and down.

"what's up with this?"

"Go to the closet and change in to my suit coat and a whit shirt inside but your black jeans are okay." he sighed and went upstairs coming down after few minutes wearing what I told him to.

"Now you look okay" I said teasingly which made me earn a glare from him.

"Ow don't forget your glasses and be safe okay? call me if anything happens."

"Sure okay you be safe to hobi love ya bye!" he shouted closing the door.

I smiled and went upstairs to change for my own work. When I was about to go out of the room I saw a picture on the shelf beside the door. I picked it up and it made me stretch a smile on my face but it disappeared in an instant. The three boys in the picture smiling seemed to be full and happy but now not as much as before. I sighed and put it where it was closing the door behind me.