"Are you okay there? Feeling comfortable?"

He looked at me with concern look.

I stay sIlent and just nodded, looking back outside the car window again.

I'm Felize Hadid, I'm 18, I'm a young popular actress in America until everything messed up.... I used to be an actress, I love acting, my acting was very admired by everyone, I became known by everyone, there are some haters, but there are also some supporters, that's just how life goes, I got used to It. My fame continue increasing and increasing until....I got in car accident.

_5 Months Later_

I woke up in a Hospital, My arm full of cuts and bandages, my head start aching and the doctor came. After i recover, he explained everything to me.

He suddenly asked in additional to confirm "do you remember your name or anything about you?"

I shake my head

"Im sorry Felize but the reason you had headache is.... You have Amnesia, during the accident your brain got damaged..."

As he said that, he sigh, feeling bad.

To be honest I can't really remember anything, not even my name or who am I, after the doctor explained everything, 2 adults rushed and hugged me, I was confused, they explain everything and reassure me, turns out they are my parents, they are crying while i sit there in confusion trying to process everything,i tried hard to remember anything but my brain is empty i even forgot how to speak words properly but i seem to understand what their saying but only barely. As soon as i recover people keep asking if im going back in acting, i was unsure what to respond becausee i can't remember how to act but i practice and work hard, i got back in acting, people praised, I thought everything is doing great again, but most of the director approached and said

"Felize, i know you doing your best but it's just not enough, your good but not that best anymore, please consider this and practice harder"

I started pacticing harder and harder like he said, but...no matter how hard i tthis year'sthis years how come i cant act the way they want me, they all give my their previous opinion, its the still the same... and it continues until i got pressured and cant do it anymore, i talk to my parents about it, they are shocked and said

"But honey, this is you're dream since your just a little kid"

"Mom, i know that, i don't want to ruin my past self dream career too but i feel tired mom...no matter how i tried, im stuck being good....only...im pressured mom..."

"Oh honey come here"

They hugged me, my body relaxes and all the pressure has been lift

"Should i scold them for pressuring our baby?" Mom said to dad teasingly with angry look, and she giggled after.

After weeks, we had a flight and move to the countryside of Japan from America, i feel confused what their saying, and my mom told me, she will set a tutor for me to help me learn about Japanese language.