I should probably tell you some background info on me

My name is Rossy

I'm a 14 yr old bisexual who lives in a house of strict Christians and I have had a crush on my bestfreind for 4 years which is when I figured out I was bi.

I've known her for 10 years though so i don't want to fvck this up

Ive dated one boy had crushes on many boys and have been acused of having 3 boyfriends. But only one was true.

The others are just mean rumors by my family even though I'm not allowed according to myfaccordingnyway you dont want some bs you want the tea the good stuff

So lets get ito that

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The first boy i dated name was Casey and i was 12 going on 13 that year.

Let's get into how we met cause it's not normal in any way shape or form.

So that day was my friend Michelle's birthday party and we hung out with her family and friends which none of them were Casey well after that I stayed at her house in a tent in the front yard

Any way at around 9 o'clock we went to her neighbors house and that is where I met Casey. I'm a short girl like'only 5 ft tall and this boy is like 6,9 ft tall, and he's a little heavier set, and I'm like a twig compared to him, I only way 110 pounds like I'm tiny. Umm, but anyway.

My friend micelle said that she liked him and asked me to ask him out for her.

I know, i sound like a b!tch cause i dated my best friends ex-crush. But hear me out before you judge

Anyway he said he already knew she liked him and that he didnt feel the same . I told her and she was fine with it but... Id later find out what really was going on...

Anyway we walked to a gas station together ad he kept flirtig with me but not like dirty or inapropriot, he was sweet and kind. I liked that aabout him

Later in the tent I was on her phone play with the filters on snap chat because i wasn't aloud to have snap.

Well when I was on her phone messaged her saying he had a crush on me. I handed her the phone with a red face and just said

`You can have it.`.

She was confused then read the text and said that he just texted her asking if I would date him.

Then she blackmailed me and said that if i didn't say yes she`d tell him i hate him

Sooooooooo

I said yes

.....

And I never regretted it in fact I would do it all again just for him.

The next morning he texted me and asked if he could see me but i told him i couldn't because I had church

Later I was on my way home because I lived a half hour away! So no i never saw my bf after that.

No thats not the end

See ya next capter

We would text day and night and I guess I shouldn't say we. He would text me day and night even on school days. It was so sweet. He would text me good morning and tell me to go have a good day. And I would knowing that my boyfriend cared so much 🥰. then he would text me at night saying how I was beautiful and that he loved me. We'd play Roblox and chat up until around 10 pm then he would say goodnight to go get ready for bed

We both never told our parents cause they would kill us. It wasn't like Romeo and Juliet it was just that we were a little young .

One time we were texting at around 7pm and I asked what he was doing and he said he was at a school dance.

I asked him why he wasn't dancing then, instead of texting me

His answer was the sweetest answer in the world.

He said that it's not the same when I'm not there to dance with him.

I literally blushed so much when he had texted me that . Then my great grandma came in my room and asked why I was blushing.

I just said that" Edward and Bella kissed in twilight" and she laughed and left.

About 2 months in he text me and asked

" If you saw me in person would you kiss me"

This really shook me and took me by surprise but unlike a normal girlfriend I didn't have the answer he was expecting...

" probably not ..."

"but only cause we only met a couple months ago"

He understood pretty well and didn't break up with me! I was so happy.

Like I said it was a good relationship. I think better than most first boyfriends. From what I've heard anyway.

A couple of months later I was heading to my uncle's wedding but since we were in a different state we had to stay at a hotel 🏨

Well I wasn't thinking and I left my phone on the charger by my MOMS phone and on the morning my mother had seen someone messaged me on snap she just said

"who was that?" in a investigation serious voice

Just some random guy I met at my friend's he must have added me

Let it be known my mother doesn't know how snap works because she banned it from our house later that morning I hid in the bathroom and deleted Snapchat before breaking up with him.

Then I text my friend and told her to do it for me.

She asked why and I told her everything I told her to tell him everything as well she told me he asked for my phone number so that we could talk it out but.. I was to chicken and refused

And If I could go back I would give it to him in a heart beat since then I've tried talking to him on Roblox but he just ignores me...

What would you do if you were me?