Hi It's me Axel.

I'm a 7th grade high school student.

I know the first day of school is hard.

Some of us overthink about what if we will have no friends at all.

I mean like yeah, that's what i thought before too.

My first day was kinda nice cause i got to meet my old friends from Primary School.

But there's that one one girl who wears a skirt and jacket.

There's something wrong about my heart.

The time she walk pass me, My heart starts racing like crazy.

And that's when i realize that i like this girl at first sight.

My friends notices that i was being too obvious.

"Do you like that girl dude?" my friend said as he put his hands on my shoulder and tapping it.

I refuse to believe that i like that girl.

I mean like who ever liked someone at first sight?

Like that would be dumb.

"Do you believe at love at first sight?" i asked my Friend who's been through a lot of heartbreaks.

And yeah of course, you guess it right.

He answered Yes.

I had always been hopelessly in love with an old friend of mine before.

But she's already dead.

I had a friend before on instagram.

She was a kind girl but a little stupid at Math.

I'm just saying.. I'm not being rude okay?

She always comforts me whenever i felt lonely about my old crush death.

She's the one who turned my world upside down.

But that's all in the past.

I could never bring back the past.

You know... Whenever you felt lonely and want to hug someone but your're shy and you have social anxiety.

Every Subjects we have different teachers.. I like our English teacher the most cause she always give us 15 minutes free time before our class starts.

I found out that the girl i like was Maya.

Maya is a sweet girl or so i thought.

One day, It was Recess time and me and my friends are going to buy some snacks on the canteen when suddenly Maya pulled me aside and did the Kabedon thing on me.

All the students in the Cafeteria look shocked and some of them look disgusted.

I mean i kinda like it though about being kabedon by the girl i like.

But! I was like wait a damn minute!

How dare she Kabedon me infront of Many students!?

" Your Cute."she said that to me while holding my chin up so that i could look into her eyes.

And my self just ******* did the whimper thing!It's not dirty!it's just that i do that whenever i'm shy.

My friends were laughing at me because i got Kabedon by a girl.

I was like.. I thought this girl was shy and sweet?

How dare she?

I was literally embarrassed by her.

I never thought that this will happen to me in real life.