I'M REGRET
prologue
I let out a weak breath. I saw my handcuffed hands. The blood was stained. How long should I last? I'm tired! why does he have to torture me like this? i love him! but he didn't believe me at all! he still trusts a stranger than me, his wife? tears drip fast on the cheeks. painful!
Suddenly the door was opened by someone-
DARREN MIKAEL
*opened the door*
DARREN MIKAEL
"hye sayang- did you enjoy staying here?" *smirks*
HULYA DAREESHA
*look at darren weakly*
DARREN MIKAEL
"why are you crying sayang? are you sick?"
DARREN MIKAEL
*suddenly laughs* (sarcastic laugh)
DARREN MIKAEL
"you look weak- i love seeing you cry, baby" *smirk*
HULYA DAREESHA
"w-why don't you just kill me, ren? I'm tired of being tortured like this" *weak tone*
HULYA DAREESHA
"you tell people to hit me, give me stale food, pull out my fingernails slowly-" *closes her eyes in pain*
HULYA DAREESHA
"a-and you also cut my hair- you know I love my hair very much-"
DARREN MIKAEL
"i told you sayang-"
Darren started to gently caress my bleeding cheek that was the result of a blow made by his servant caressed gently. very gently. I miss him but- a small sigh was released
DARREN MIKAEL
"I told you sayang- if you were honest with me, maybe your life would be easy"
DARREN MIKAEL
"but you prefer to protect that useless man! Do you love him so much?!" *grabs Hulya's cheek hard*
His soft voice began to turn fierce. he gripped my cheek so hard that I complained of pain. his jaw was clenched tightly. his white cheeks began to turn red. he was angry!
DARREN MIKAEL
"If you were faithful to me, maybe your life would have been safe for a long time!"
DARREN MIKAEL
"we may also be happy with our son for a long time, arsel" *slowly closes his eyes to hold back the pain*
DARREN MIKAEL
"If it wasn't for your stupid actions-"
HULYA DAREESHA
"how many times do I want to tell you tht-"
HULYA DAREESHA
" I.DONT.CHEAT!" *shout*
DARREN MIKAEL
"STOP LYING HULYA DAREESHA!" *shout*
DARREN MIKAEL
"YOU ALREADY HAVE SON! YOU'RE SOMEONE'S WIFE AND MOM BUT YOU'RE WILLING TO DO THIS TO US?!"
DARREN MIKAEL
"I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, HULYA DAREESHA! BUT YOU-!"
DARREN MIKAEL
"y-you cheat on me. you broke me into pieces!" *💔*
DARREN MIKAEL
"I am disappointed in you-"
HULYA DAREESHA
*start crying hardly while bite her mouth painly*
DARREN MIKAEL
"Is this how the queen of the DEMATA GROUP is? You are willing to betray your own husband? Maybe you will also betray the country one day!"
HULYA DAREESHA
"y-you don't believe me- *gasps while crying in pain*
HULYA DAREESHA
"YOU DON'T TRUST ME! WHY DID YOU KEEP LETTING ME ALIVE?! JUST KILL ME!"
DARREN MIKAEL
"yea- you're right!!!"
DARREN MIKAEL
"a woman like you doesn't deserve to live! doesn't deserve to be a queen for the DEMATA! doesn't deserve to be the mother of arsel!"
DARREN MIKAEL
"YOU ARE NOT WORTHY TO BE DARREN MIKHAEL'S WIFE TOO!"
DARREN MIKAEL
"YOU ARE NOT WORTH TO BE WITH ME-"
I saw darren start to take something out of his shirt.it was a gun.gulp! Saliva was swallowed rudely. It's true that I'm tired of living but I'm still want to alive! I want to be happy! happy as before! happy with my beloved husband and my son
Eyes closed tightly. ready. maybe this is my last moment
DARREN MIKAEL
"any last words dear?!" *smirks*
HULYA DAREESHA
*look at darren weakly while smile sweetly*
HULYA DAREESHA
"i- i love you ren and i never regret loving you. i'm happy to live with you- a-and have a son with you"
HULYA DAREESHA
"I'm happy to be your queen"
HULYA DAREESHA
"Please send my love greetings to our beloved son, Arsel Zahran"
DARREN MIKAEL
" i will sayang-"
DARREN MIKAEL
"then goodbye"
CHAPTER 1
this story begins once upon a time-
On a very dark night, rain drenched the earth
It looks like there is a woman and a man who are running while holding their child together while running panting
I ran fast. Sweat began to appear around the forehead. But I didn't care. darren's grip on my hand got stronger. I looked at him while running. He- who was trying to run- ran to save us from the enemy's attack. He who was persistent ran while holding my hand to run away together. while the other hand was carrying arsel- arsel who didn't know anything. just sleeping. didn't know what was going on at all. the newborn baby- haih. maybe we will be separated- and the sad thing is that Arsel is just a baby- a holy baby. knows nothing but maybe will lose the love of the mother- maybe even the father? who knows-
While I was engrossed in daydreaming, my foot suddenly hit a rock - I kept falling on the ground. A small cry started to ring out- darren also started to stop running- he looked at me anxiously. A concerned tone started coming out of his voice box.
DARREN MIKAEL
"are you okay sayang?" *worry*
HULYA DAREESHA
"I-im okayh" *bitter smile*
I smile thinly. It's sad, isn't it? i should have a happy ending with darren and arsel- but why must there be obstacles? why do they hate us so much? What wrong have I done to them?
DARREN MIKAEL
"be careful sayang-"
HULYA DAREESHA
"until when do we have to run away from them, ren?"
HULYA DAREESHA
"I-I'm tired ren- so tired! I just want to be happy!" 😭😭😭 *cry hardly*
DARREN MIKAEL
"I know you're tired dear - but we have to run first and then we'll think of a solution - okay?"
HULYA DAREESHA
"until when?"
HULYA DAREESHA
"What if we don't manage to escape, ren? What if he catches us? What will happen to us? To you? To Arsel? I can't bear to part with you-" sob sob 😭😭😭
HULYA DAREESHA
"I don't know what will happen if I have to break up with you and Arsel- I can't bear the pain of missing ,ren" 😭😭😭
DARREN MIKAEL
"p-please dear- don't say that" *caressing Hulya's wet cheeks*
HULYA DAREESHA
"I'm scared Ren" *gasped while crying painly*
DARREN MIKAEL
"I believe that nothing will happen to us - we will definitely be happy hulya. sure!"
HULYA DAREESHA
"but i-" 😭😭😭
DARREN MIKAEL
"shhh stop crying sayang- you make me sad-"
HULYA DAREESHA
"i'm sorry-" *sobbing hardly*
DARREN MIKAEL
"can you promise me one thing?"
HULYA DAREESHA
"w-what?" *sob sob 😭*
DARREN MIKAEL
"promise me- no matter what happens later-"
DARREN MIKAEL
"please don't- don't give up on me"
DARREN MIKAEL
"and never stop loving me-"
HULYA DAREESHA
"i-i will abang"
DARREN MIKAEL
"and now I'm relieved to hear that - where's your beautiful smile? I want to see it dear"
HULYA DAREESHA
*smile sweetly"
DARREN MIKAEL
"you're beautiful sayang-"
HULYA DAREESHA
"you too abang" 💗
DARREN MIKAEL
"let's go dear- before they find us-"
HULYA DAREESHA
"okayh abang-" 💐
We didn't have time to continue running when suddenly my movement died after seeing some men dressed in black surrounding us. I couldn't see their faces clearly because they were wearing face masks
Darren started to push me behind him. He pushed Arsel close to his chest. He kissed the top of Arsel's hair.
DARREN MIKAEL
"sit behind me-don't disappear" *whisper into hulya's ear*
DARREN MIKAEL
"who are you? what do you want with us?" ❄️
HENNA ANDREA
"hye sayang- long time no see" *suddenly*
HENNA ANDREA
"glad to hear you still remember me sayang"
DARREN MIKAEL
"what do you want from us?!" ❄️
HENNA ANDREA
"i want you- sayang?"
HENNA ANDREA
"do you want to be my lover again for the second time sayang?"
DARREN MIKAEL
"I JUST WANT MY WIFE!" ❄️
HENNA ANDREA
"tch-you really hurt my heart darren mikael!"
HENNA ANDREA
"I'M LOYAL TO YOU ALL THIS TIME! BUT THIS UGLY GIRL IS ALSO THE ONE YOU CHOOSE!" *shout*
HENNA ANDREA
"I SHOULD BE THE ONE BY YOUR SIDE! I SHOULD BE ARSEL'S MOTHER! I'M THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE YOUR WIFE-"
HENNA ANDREA
"i should be the one you love sayang-" *broken into pieces*
HENNA ANDREA
But you still chose that girl! *points the gun directly at Hulya*
HENNA ANDREA
"Maybe she should die- then i can be your wife and mother for arsel"
DARREN MIKAEL
"Don't try to hurt my family! YOU MAD WOMAN!" ❄️
And the gun kept pointing at me.i closed my eyes.close.maybe this is the end- bye arsel- maybe i'm gone in this world but i hope i can still be with my son- i want to see him grow up healthy
Only the sound of shots being fired. I still don't open my eyes. strange! Why don't I feel pain? I opened my eyes slowly and what made me stiffen was that I saw Darren lying weak on the ground. Blood started coming out of his body. I was shocked! Arsel, who was in Darren's support, also fell. Arsel was crying loudly - God! My knees feel weak
HULYA DAREESHA
"d-darren" 😭😭😭
CHAPTER 2
loss- losing someone valuable in life teaches us the meaning of life- this is life. every meeting there will be parting- but we still have to move on- life must go on right?
And at that moment all the memories about him came pouring out in my mind. came out like a fast-moving movie recording-
Starting at the beginning of the marriage-
until I was told I was pregnant
Arsel-arsel zahran. My flower. The flower I love 💐
Our flowers that will bloom and make our lives happy - color the days to come
I cried again and again- my breath started to feel tight! My chest is tight! I can't handle the pain. What should I do? i love them so much-
HULYA DAREESHA
"d-darren please- please wake up" 😭😭😭
HULYA DAREESHA
"please wake up- I still want to live with you"
HULYA DAREESHA
"I want to be happy with you and arsel-"
HENNA ANDREA
*clenching jaw hard*
HENNA ANDREA
"hey b!- aren't you tired of crying?!"
HULYA DAREESHA
*ignore henna*
HENNA ANDREA
"heh? cry as much as you want, kiss your husband as much as you want because tomorrow he won't be yours anymore-"
HULYA DAREESHA
"why are you doing all this? what did I do to you-?"
HENNA ANDREA
"You're not wrong- you just unlucky. If you don't meet ren- if you don't snatch ren from me-"
HENNA ANDREA
"maybe your life is not like this-"
HENNA ANDREA
"but don't worry- your beloved husband isn't even dead yet- maybe he will have a long sleep- 1 month? two months? or maybe three months? and then-"
HENNA ANDREA
"all memories of you- will disappear. he will have no memories of you anymore-"
HENNA ANDREA
"there's only me and arsel-" *evil laugh*
HULYA DAREESHA
"w-what do you mean by tht?"
HENNA ANDREA
"in that bullet- there is medicine and yea darrean will lose his memory-"
HULYA DAREESHA
*cries even harder while sobbing hardly*
HULYA DAREESHA
"you're cruel!"
HENNA ANDREA
"yes I am but don't worry- I will take good care of your husband later- better than you taking care of him" *smirk*
HENNA ANDREA
"and I am darren mikael's wife and arsel's mother"
And that's the end of it-
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