"Venica, I'm here come over" I was just going there and "Ouch" I fell "Are u alright?" as I looked up those girls behind the classroom door were laughing at me. " Hey are you stupid or what? can't you walk straight!?" , "No I -i'm sorry my bad." I grabbed my all books and went straight to Crusha. She's my best friend since we're in 3rd grade, she always cheered me when I felt embarrassed or unworthy. "Why did you say it was your fault?" she said and push me on my shoulder. "Uh I think it was me maybe, leave it lets go to the classroom" , she threw a glance at those girls who were laughing at me and we left. *bang on the desk* *sigh* I sit down on my seat and put my head down on the desk. It was raining outside, I was watching it threw the window but suddenly I felt like someone touched my neck. I turned around immediately, "I'm sorry if I scared you" "No its fine I thought maybe someone else". "Why do you think any stranger would touch a beautiful lady like you without even my permission? Well I doubt it". And the way he said that it gives me butterfly even though I don't like Kris. "Huh! anyone can touch me if they wants too" (F*ck what did I just say?) "Babe if you really want someone to touch your skin then I'm down for it." As soon as he said this he left with a smirk in his thin lips. But why does he likes me? He knows that I've a crush on Evan. Whatever I'd never let him atleast to touch me.

Later that day. "Mum I'm back" I ran towards my room and jumped on my bed. closed my eyes for a second and ("you got that ocean blue eyes, you blonde hair, pink cheeks and that juicy lips everything looks perfect on you. I wish I could have you but I'm too old for you Venica") *Shuddered* If he thinks I'm that much pretty then why did he left me? does age really matters to him that much? why Evan why? um maybe I should call Crusha she didn't tell me about the assignment yet too. *Buzz buzz* "mhm, wait babe someone is calling me let me check for a moment" "Yeah sure, but don't make me wait too long." ugh! (Why is Venica calling me right now!? never mind I'll call u later.) "who was it?" " yeah it was Venica". (why didn't she answer my call?) "Mum did u make my snacks?" my mom opened the door as soon as I said it. "No honey I can't make it today I'm giving you $20 order anything you want. I'm going on a da- Date tonight." (wait what did I just heard a date? and mum?) "wow wow what oh my goodness, That's sick!" Her face coloured up when Venica said that. "Alright, take the money. I'm leaving now, take care honey." Now that she left I can go to crusha's house.

......................

To be continued...

I dressed up and went out. I reached at her apartment. "Ah here's the bell, ahh mhm Eva-. (what's this sound)". As I opened the door "CRUSHA! WHAT is this? why are you here with Evan?" "Let me explain Venica Wa-" I was shocked and numb after seeing Crusha and Evan together lying close to each other. Special they were cover with a blanket and I know what it meant.I can't control my emotions anymore my whole face became red , tears were popping out of my eyes like a river flows. "You said that you're too old for me but now she's isn't too young for you? Just admit that there is no feelings for me inside you, all those things was a lie that I've a pretty face." I was shaking my head was hurting me so badly I didn't knew what to do I turn back and "Venica I love yo-." *door shut* how could they do it to me? am I really that much unwanted? I almost got a panick attack but somehow I managed it. I thought about going to my therapist but I saw a bar infront of me. (I'm 19 maybe I'm allowed here) I entered into that bar. Lots of people, music, alcohol, drugs everything feels like a dark side of the world. People who was there looked like they have addiction of it. "Hey shawty wassup? Alone here?" This guy looks so scary, he was also drunk I can smell it through him "Yes I'm alone here. Thought about checking this place". Without taking my permission he held my waist towards him "babe then let me give you some company" He whispered in my ears "Show me your kitty cat I know how to feed your cat, I'll put my tongue inside it an-" *punch* "KRISSS" At that moment when I was so scared Kris came to protect me. "Venica are you dumb or what? what are you doing here alone?" He pulled my arms towards him and scold me like I was going to kill myself. "Yeah surely I'm a dumb, for believing then. Why do I even exist Kris?" I started crying infront of him even though I didn't wanted to show this side of me to him. His reaction changed after seeing me cry he took me outside of the bar and hugged me tightly. "it's alright I'm here right now."

"Venica where did u go? and is he your boyfriend?" I thought I ruined my mom's mood that day. when I was about to answer "miss don't worry I'm her future boyfriend. just few step behind it." He winked at my mom and smiled at me. I don't know why I didn't said that day that he wasn't my boyfriend. "haha Venica why didn't you tell me earlier that this handsome young men is your boyfriend?" "mum I just-" "shut up you look so tired. you guy go and take some rest and also it's almost 12 O'clock you should stay here." Mom didn't even hesitate to ask him to stay. I tried to convince mum but it didn't work out as a result he stayed that night in the house next to my bedroom.