Well where should start haha... this is kinda awkward you know... let'just start...

Again? Browsing again?? This is so boring hmm... Well might as well wreak havoc He-he I was just minding my own cheating business when I saw a profile damn.

Just how the hell can be this cold? I messaged him but no response? Does he want to offend me, he is just uninterested in me? Hahaha this is confusing me, but too bad, I do not give up easily, finally a worthy playmate. Better be careful with I should defeat another one...

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Hmm, another *****?? Hmm, why though? Is she blind? I'm too busy for this nonsense can someone just tell my why the girls are throwing themselves at me?? Has the world gone crazy lately? Although I have to admit this girl is well.... Hmm, interesting in a way, she kinda reminds me of someone close to me, why am I getting too attached just because of this girl, just respond normally I guess that should be the trick.

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OKAY WTF HE RESPONDED?!! Finally, after three days I was bored already with my boy toys huhu. Well with this reply at least I made progress, better than nothing as they say.

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Stella was too careless with her actions with that random boy, she wasn't sure why she thought the boy was somehow special, or was she hallucinating? Well it can be both in her case, after a month of flirting, dirty talks and some crazy things, she knew this was bad... Too bad to even pass up she was so impulsive but why isn't she regretting? In fact, she looks happy... Will that last though?

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: how could you Stella?! How could you cheat on me?! After all the things that I have done for you?!

:Caleb, I do love you, that's why I did this, I didn't want to lie anymore!

: You? Love me? haha if you really loved me why would you hurt me this much?! I am so stupid in thinking that you actually cared and loved me...

: But I do, I really do, If I didn't I wouldn't hold on to you this long, Caleb I love you more than you think...

: Liar! If you really did you wouldn't hurt me, if you really loved me then why the **** would you do this? Why me??

: Caleb, I love you that's why I'd rather lose them than lose you, and I'll be honest I didn't know that this would turn out this way, I really thought I wouldn't catch feelings, please don't leave me... I'm begging you.

: Enough, I'm done Stella you've done enough.

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...Shit how do I fix this?! I cannot lose him, not now that I am sure of what I felt for him. How can I be so stupid and so ignorant at the same time?! **** I messed up this is all my fault, Caleb you'll be mine again, with all that I have I will have you and show you how much you mean to me....

oh, my... I am so hopeless I miss him, please someone, just turn back the time, I want him to be mine again... I miss him terribly.

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Days turned to weeks, sorrow became regret Stella couldn't manage her thought so well for she was clueless of what to do, all she ever did was just stalk all of his social media accounts. She couldn't accept the fact she wasn't his anymore, it haunts her even in her dreams.

for so many attempts of bringing back that love, she failed miserably and worse, he became bitter and bitter every time. Stella couldn't bring herself to the level of those who chased guys, but now was a different situation. She is really gonna risk it all, more than she should.