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If You Don't Love Me But I Do

what is this feelings ?

In a room a boy was looking at the letter. The letter which make him shock and feel love. Feel guilty and also some random feeling. He saw the letter and again read it.

In the letter.

You were standing far from me but I feel you are too much close to me. You should smile you know . Beautiful person look more beautiful when he smile. (He saw a pink rose at the table which come with the letter  and looking at this rose he feel like crying at this moment. He is feeling miserable. Broken and pain) I brought pink rose today you know what pink rose meaning. Pink is one of the most popular rose colors,These blooms are symbols of elegance, refinement, sweetness, and femininity. Pink roses are fit for royalty! With so many shades of this rose color, the meaning can actually vary between light and darker hues. Deep and hot pink roses convey appreciation, gratitude, and recognition, making them a great way to say "thank you!" Light pink roses are more often associated with grace, gentleness, joy, and happiness. I always want to see you happy. Pls be happy love. I know something really bothering you or else you will be not this much quite. I wish I can come near you and hug you tightly saying all will be alright. But I can't. Don't worry I am with you and always be with you. Love don't be sad in anything. Just love me like you do. If not then it's ok. I can love you for my whole life time for far away .

" Every music have own rythum. Feel my rythum feel my rythum baby. We are always mean to be together if it's not in this life then what about next life and if not possible in next life then what about after life. Don't care about which life but we are mean to be together my love "

He not close his eyes . He will surely cry at this moment. He don't wanna admitted he is in love. He fall for a person whom he doesn't know just reading his letter he fall. Too much stupid reason but here he fall in love with someone whom he doesn't know. Is it love or any attraction which he feel just by reading some letter. Maybe yes maybe no bcz he doesn't know . Maybe God knows what actually in his heart. But one thing he know the lines always make him happy. Always make him feel love. Always make him feel happy. Those lines was enough to make his day. He was standing now Infront of a mirror looking at his own reflection like he want to say something but nothing come to his mind. He saw another letter there . Obviously after 3 days he get in to the uni and everyday he got letter so it will be 3 letter . He pick that letter and start reading it.

In the letter.

I didn't brought flower today. Actually I brought and heard from your friend you will not come there so I thought it will be rotten and dry so I give this to the little girl . She is so sweet and cute. But you know after seeing you I can't find her more beautiful and cute. What you did with me mr. You know I thought to sing a song for you but guess what you are not here to listen. My every song is feeling like no melody without you. I badly wanna play the guitar and sing in front of you. But I am afraid too much afraid so I skip this idea. Should I start.

You’re so beautiful

you are so beautiful,

I could die to see you..2

you are so beautiful,

I could die to see you..

may my love be complete,

give me a little love..

let the sky come and bow in my feet,

give me such beautiful moments..

I should get drenched with you,

give me such a rain sometime..

just don’t give me a moment

in which I have to live away from you..

you are so beautiful,

I could die to see you..

You were present in every prayer of mine

Your name was always present on my lips

Your mention and worries about You are present every second in my heart

May the horizons come and rest at my feet, give me such lovely moments

May I get drenched with You, give me such rains

Don’t give me those moments in which I have to live without You

You’re so beautiful, I lose myself when I see You

you are so beautiful,

I could die to see you..

My love story is still incomplete

By God! For me, You are both the worlds

O my partner/beloved, only a desire to achieve/attain You rests on my lips

let the sky come and bow in my feet,

give me such beautiful moments..

I should get drenched with you,

give me such a rain sometime..

just don’t give me a moment

in which I have to live away from you..

you are so beautiful,

I could die to see you..

give me some amount of affection

Let the sky come and bow in my feet,

give me such beautiful moments..

I should get drenched with you,

give me such a rain sometime..

just don’t give me a moment

in which I have to live away from you..

you are so beautiful,

I could die to see you..

you are so beautiful,

I could die to see you.

(tu itni khubsurat hai song)

So all the lyrics dedicated to you. How is it? Sorry In advance if you don't like it. But bae I wanna know how is it? Ok leave all this we will talk it in future. Remember one thing baby.

"Every music have own rythum. Feel my rythum feel my rythum baby. We are always mean to be together if it's not in this life then what about next life and if not possible in next life then what about after life. Don't care about which life but we are mean to be together my love "

I know the feelings

So guys what happening here.

So the boy is jeon Jungkook. 22 years bubbly boy. He can literally make anyone smile by his appearance. 2nd year uni student. He have huge crush on his senior heartthrob. Everyone have but in his case his heart skip some beat . But his crush doesn't even know about his existence. Maybe know bcz he is uni's sweetheart. Everyone is crazy for his beauty. He got lot of letter from many students but one letter caught his eyes and those soothing word become his life. He admire the letter a lot. While admiring those letters he got curious for the person and those curiosity make a new feelings in his heart. He start to fall for his admire and eventually forget everything. But just last night his father said his grandma already fixed his marriage and he have to do it. He can't say no bcz it's his grandma's last wish. He is feeling miserable from that time. He is not crying not even smiling too. But last night those painful tears and his heart give him answer. His is in deep love with his admire. How badly he wanna decline this fact but this muc badly his heart made him feel how much he fall for a stranger. 2 years and now he can't back away nor he can't decline this marriage. He is broken too much broken . He can't do anything. He Badly wanna see his admirer and claimed his love infront of everyone. But he can't. Those sparkle eyes now all blank and don't have any sparkle. Just in some hour he is feeling miserable . He is feeling like nothing. He is all broken from inside now.

Next morning

Jk come to the uni with red puffy eyes and his best friend Jimin saw his eyes.

Jm; what happened kook? Are you ok

Jk; I am ok (emotionless voice and face)

Jk start taking books from his locker but jm stop him and made him turn around.

Jk; what happened chimmy?

Jm; what happened to you. You are not ok and I know it. (Hug jk and jk let his tears fall . Jm can feel his friends is crying and now he need comfort. He rud jk's back and in no time jk calm down.

Jm; now tell me what happened?

Jk ; chimmy eomma APPA arrange my marriage. (Said while crying)

Jm; what but you I mean what is the reason.

Jk ; told everything to JM who just loom at jk with hurt eyes. He know how much his friend love his secret admirer. How much he become happy while talking about him. Jm can feel the sadness in jk's eyes . Jk look at jm and sigh heavily.

Jk; let's go.

Jm; everything will be fine baby. But tell me one thing (in the meantime a boy come inside and directly goes to his locker taking out his things but seeing him it's looking like he wanna listen what jikook are saying. No one saw his face but they know him . Not name also just know he come this time to take out his things that's it. ) Are you ok in this marriage. You know na you can back off also.

Jk; no Chim I have to and I am ok with this marriage.

He said and walk out but little did he know someone was looking at his disappearing figure with glossy eyes. Maybe he could turn around and saw the moment he left someone fall on his knees holding his chest area.

??: It's paining too much pain. My bunny is getting married. He is ok with this marriage. He doesn't love me. He don't love me. Why I saw those dream why I expected this much from my fate? Why I saw some dreams with you bunny. You don't love me. You can't be mine.

He look at his hand and saw the red rose he brought. He wanna propose jk but now he can't. He was afraid of rejection but now never can told about his feeling was killing him up. He left throwing the red roses on the dustbin . Wiping his tears he start to walk without listening anything from  anyone. He keep walking and come to the terrace . He thrown his mask and sit hiding his face in his knees crying his heart out. His sobs are enough to make anyone's heart weak. He cried until he feel a little bit less pain. He open his phone just to see the time. A sweet smile appears on his face seeing his wallpaper. The bunny looking bit indeed can take away his heart in just one smile. He was smiling looking at the mesmerizing feature. He forget his pain. His broken heart. His every broken dreams. He forget everything and was just smiling looking at the feature. His doe eyes. It's indeed the most precious and beautiful black diamond. Everyone can fall for this eyes. His smile is enough to make everything good. He surely have some positive aura. His presence can make anyone happy. Everything in him is like an angle. Not only positive aura but he have a divine aura. Which can make your life also can ruin your life.

The boy closed his eyes let some more tears. He chuckled and again look at the phn just to see it's already time to uni end. With a sigh he took out his notebook and start writing something. After writing the boy look at the letter And smile with teary eyes.

??: This is my last letter . Hope you will be fine with your love.

He come downstairs and keep the letter in jk's locker later leave from there. Jk come and saw the letter. Unknownly a smile appear on his face. He admire this letter a lot. He need this letter the most. He took it with a smile and later left from there. This one small letter and those heart warming msg always bring a beautiful smile on his face. He directly come to his room and change his dress later open the letter. He always read the letter at night but today he didn't feel like wasting any time. He open the letter and the letter is slightly wet . Tears marks are filled on the whole letter and some are dry . His heart cleanse and with a aching heart he start reading.

In letter

Today I saw you after 3 days. As usual too much pretty that my eyes never leave you. Do you know I wanna say something but guess what it's not complete. My words can't be out of my throat now bcz you will belong to someone else. (jk widen his eyes and tears are flawing from his eyes). It's ok fault is mine. You never said you love me . You never told me you love me. Fault is Mine that's why pain is also mine. Leave all this love yes love . I said many time and I guess this is the last time I am saying you love. Will you listen my song?

Last time. For the last time I wrote for you. Guess what i can't write any song for you. It's ok na but it's hurting. Don't feel pity on me ok live your life happily. This is what I want your happiness. Your happiness can bring me millions of reasons to smile. Hear this song for the last time.

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i couldn't you

to keep

i couldn't you

To make it mine again

You don't understand, I didn't say

Why did you dream?

I am proud of you

I sang all

You don't understand, I didn't say

Why did you dream?

I am proud of you

I sang all

How many words in song, song, melody, melody

I told you

You don't understand, you don't understand

Sometimes if you look quietly

Look for me in the sky

Sometimes it comes suddenly

Hug and say love

I am every night yes all the time

How much acting is unknown

I sit thinking of you

All my songs are written in vain

After hearing everything, I feel anxious

Why don't you understand me?

You don't understand, I didn't say

Why did you dream?

I am proud of you

I sang all.

You don't understand I didn't say

Why did you dream?

I am proud of you

I sang all.

How many words in song, song, melody, melody

told you

You don't understand.

(It's an Bengali song name oviman)

Jk close the letter and hug his knees. His heart and eyes gave up and it's start to flow some painful tears.

unknown pain

Meanwhile in a other side of Seoul

A boy is playing guitar while looking at the open sky. The sky is too much calm maybe some calmness before the storm or some storm is in heart . The boy's eyes is too much blank but blood shoot red. Agony and longing was not clearly visible but if anyone saw those red eyes carefully then he will understand what is the thing he is hiding maybe not . His eyes is blank totally blank. With a aching heart he play the guitar that's when his elder brother come inside.

??; Tae what happened till tomorrow you were all fine and now what happened baby. You know I can't see you like this.

The boy didn't reply just played the guitar with his blank mind. The tune is so much painful..

Tae: nothing yoongi hyung.

Yg; why your tune is so much broken baby.

Tae: maybe it's really doesn't find his happiness...

??; What happened tae ?

Tae look at the entrance and found his brother in law standing on the doorstep. He come forward and give his hands to his brother in law who is now 5 months pregnant.

Tae: why you come Jin hyung ?

Jin; why my baby didn't eat anything?.

Tae; just don't feel like.

Jin; baby our house will held a wedding and you are behaving like this.

Yg; who's wedding ?

Jin; your's.

Yg; nice jokes but it's not funny in any way.

Nj: Jin is not joking we told you grandma want to make her friend's grandchild to marry with any on of us. I am married now it's your turn.

Yg; what ? No no this can't happen. I can't get married with anyone. I can't.

Tae: hyung what happened with you suddenly.

(Keep his hands on ug's shoulder who is continuously saying no )

Yg; tae I can't get married now not any other way. I can't just agree for this God damn shit. I need to talk with mom dad.

Saying that he left from there and directly come to living room.

Yg; mom dad what hyung is speaking. What's the marriage thing ? What's is cooking in your head.

Nj; is this any way to talk with parents haaa.

Jin; Yoon what happened I know baby you will never say something like this. Something is bothering you what happened to you ?

Mrs kim; what happened Yoon baby ?

Yg's eyes gave up and finally he let some tears fall from his eyes. He keep Crying silently without any word or any kind of sound. Tae come and hug his hyung. He never saw his hyung cry. This is the first time he is seeing him crying like this.

Mr Kim; Yoon why are you crying?

Yg; pls stop this Marriage pls . In my whole life I never love someone this much. But I love him. I can't marry anyone without him. I love him so much.

Tae: who is he Hyung ?

Yg; park Jimin.

Tae; park Jimin. Oh that shortly just like a chicken. Have baby finger. Boys are really crazy for his baby sweet voice . Always behave childish.

Tae look at YG who was glaring at him more like killing him.

Mr Kim; you didn't told us about anything. Now what will we do ? It's a promise of my death mother I can't break it. I can't break the promise.

Mrs Kim; but here we can't force Yoon bcz he already love someone. ..

Mr Kim; tae pls try to understand and marry the boy pls. .

Tae: but wait how can I ?

Mrs Kim; tae it's your grandma's wish. Are you in a relationship?

Tae: no I am not.

Mr Kim; then what's the problem.

Tae: I can't love him . I can't give him the respect which he deserves. .

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