Do all people have experience this kind of thing because all people i saw is not like this everyone was happy with their family but why it's always me.

Everyone experience being love but why.... why my family hates me and always angry when they see me.

I feel like i'm invisible to them.

I am a person to i have feelings, I got hurt to but they always ignore me even when i have honors or even in my graduation they didn't come but when my siblings graduated they come and congratulate them.

Am i their child because i don't think they see as theirs.

Even if I have fever or got hurt they don't come to consult me about my health. I also think they didn't even bother themselves if they heard i'm sick cause ever since i turn 11 and my foster sister came they started to ignore me as if they have only one daughter sand that is my foster sister cause every time she gets sick they are so worried even if it's just a scratch.In the past when i was a child o always want to have their attention and always have a meal with them but now that i know my place i will not force myself into the family that never want me with that why from now on i will work hard to protect myself and be more stronger so that i can prove that the daughter that they always ignore is now successful and i will let them regret and will avenge myself and let them know what i suffer in all those years with and also let them know the true colors of their so called innocent daughter in disguise.

Even now i wish that i'm not their daughter because their so called good parent image was just a name because they are never been good cause i know what they do cause when i'm with them all thy do is to throw all those harsh words at me even when i'm not the one who is wrong but i got use to it now.

in the past i will get hurt by their words and cry my heart in my room but now i became a cold hearted person i will not let them to hurt me anymore because i will be the one who will let them know that they hurt the wrong person.

And also i would like to thank them because if not for them i may not be the person who i am now.

Because of their harsh word and actions towards me i will not forgive them even though they are my biological parents they still didn't believe me and always say that i am a lier.

I wish that their words that always hurt me will hurt them to if ever they regret it cause i want them to remember every word and actions that they always said so that they will realize that they are not a good parents and do not deserve a good parent image that they always use in public.

That all for today I hope you will enjoy it wish you good health everyone