There I was again tonight. I invited to join a party with all my beloved friends. I was happy since I can meet my old friends there. On my way, it has gone happily but, then, when I was there, everything wasn't as well as what I have imagined. I was forcing myself to laugh with faking smiles. There was full with walls of insincerity. Then when all have been same old tired, I was shifting my eyes and I found a vacancy of love. I couldn't enjoy everything but him. What I have felt before, it vanished when I saw his face. All I can see is that it was enchanting to meet him. It just like his eyes whispered 'have we meet?'. Ohh God! his sillhouette crossed the room, and starts to make its way to me, then I founded in a lonely place.

'Hi, I'm Jhonatan, what's your name?'

'Oh, my name is Taylor. Nice to meet you'

'What's a great name. Nice to meet you too, taylor'

There was only both of us, then the playful conversation starts. I was countering all his quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy. Haha, what a great conversation. All I can say is I was enchanted to meet him. This night is sparkling and I don't let it go. At 2 AM one game question kept me up, 'who do you love?' I wonder till I'm wide awake.

I was wonderstruck with blushing all the way home. He made me crazy of love. His face is running up on my mind and I couldn't throw it out. It is what we called as love, isn't it? I know I'm pacing back and forth. In my life, he is the best boy that I ever met. My thoughts will echo his name until I see him again.

3 AM, I was in my own house. I was so sleepy then I went to my bed to have a sleep. Before I closed my eyes, I wish to meet him again, someday. 'Tokk.. tok… tok…' I heard someone knock my door, that wake me up. I went to my door to open it. And you know, I don't believe it, He was at my door. I would open up.

'Hey' he said.

I was getting stuck and I couldn't speak.

'May I enter?' asked him.

'Of course, you may'

We were sitting on ottoman.

'I..' he whispered slowly closer to my ear 'love you'

What is it? what's kind of condition that I was facing? does he love me too? Is it true? Oh my God, This night is flawless, we were dancing around all alone. This is my praying that this was the very first page of my love story and not where the storyline ends.

'Please, don't be in love with someone else' These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon 'Please, don't have somebody waiting on you'.

'Kriiinnggg… krriiinnggg…' My alarm is ringing. I wake up from my bed, then I washed my face. I was looking for jhonatan and I be aware of I just have a dream.

When I was Junior High School, I knew him. Even if we didn't ever meet, we were always sent a message each other with SMS (Short Message Service). He was a good boy, cared to me and funny. After a week, he asked me to be his girlfriend. At the moment, I didn't want, because I didn't love him. After some days, he asked me again but I rejected him. Then, he said that he would to go if I didn't accept him. Finally, I forced to accept him to be my boyfriend, my first boyfriend, because I didn't want he went, not cause I loved him.

Then, I told my friends that he was my boyfriend. All of my friends didn't agree because they thought that he was bad and not suitable for me. They ordered me to stopped love him and broken off our relationship. I was confused. When I came back to home, I can't broken off with him because I was aware that I was very love him. Finally, I passed this relationship without blessing of my friends.

Next month, he was honest to me that he had a girlfriend again. I was shocked, angry, peevish and jealous. I asked him to chose me or her. If he chose her, I would to go. But, if he chose me, he must go from her. I thought that he would chose her, not me. Then, he chose me. I was very happy and forgave him.

When I was birthday, he gave me a ring. I was happy. I felt nothing again that I want because I had him. Then, I passed all with happiness. Fortunately, we was a schoolmate. So, I can see him every day. He ever didn't call me for a month because his phone was broken. But, I even with him.

After he bought a phone again, he sent a message for me. Finally, I can communicated with him. But, since that I felt that he was change. I felt he didn't love me again. He loved someone. I saw him with a girl at school. He talked with that girl in front of me. When he sang at competition, he never look at me. When I went to home, he didn't wait me again. When I got the first ranking, he didn't congratulate me.

January 7th is his birthday. I bought a shirt as present for him. I forced him to meet. At the moment, he was very nice and cared to me. But, next night suddenly he broken off our relationship. He said that he can't hold in with me. At the moment, I accepted his chosen. I let him go.

My heart was broken. He changed very fast. Until now I can't forget him. I still love him. He taught me many things, about love, loyal and sacrifice. I can't forget all memories about him. I want he come back to me. I still alone. I am hurt because of him. But, I can't hate him. I hope he is always happy. I pray for his happiness. Maybe, a long of my life I'll never forget him until the day I die. He is my first love, my prince.