This is the story of Lydia the girl who married a man disguised dragon

that was within him. Lydia was a small girl from across the way in

The United Kingdoms of Free people. It was a land flowing with milk

and honey, the grass was green and it had mountains snow and desert

lands. The sun always shinned no matter rain, snow, or shine, the

seasons changed in cycles. It would be warm, it would be hot, it

would be cold, it would be freezing and the cycle would repeat. Lydia

from a small child was from the northwestern side of the United

kingdoms. At a young age had a family who loved her, but loved

her in a way that would be like an iron rod and harsh on her to keep

her on the right path. Lydia had many troubles growing up, A man

captured her at the small age of eleven and took her to his castle.

“Little one I have so much to show you, this here is a great

thing.” Lydia was worried something in her bones started to crawl,

the man looked at her. “Oh your beauty is unlike any other, all you

have to do is stay here and look at these things, don’t you want to

know what love is like?”Lydia was worried and she would look around

the room till he would lead her by her hand and begin to show her

love, which to her felt like it would make her look around the room

and close her eyes till tears would fall. After the man was finished

he would tell her to collect her things and leave. Her heart was

racing and she would run till her feet were tiered where she would go

home and not say a word about what happened. The days went on and she

would meet with her fellow aged mates and see someone who would steal

her breath away. “I wonder what his name is?” she would say to

herself as she ended up daydreaming upon the clouds as if

love was once more as if love is alive. Lydia eventually got enough

courage to ask him more things over time. Ra’mond was his name and

he was caramel toned and his hair was black as night, that glistened

in the sun. She even fought over him when she was still in middle

high. The girl wrote a note to meet her in the field area. It

was a spectacle and her friend was the one who actually told her to

stick up for herself. But she and Ra’mond would dance and do things

that the young lovers at heart would do. She told her sister about him, and

life changed when it went to their parents about what she was doing.

She was too young they would say and that she needed to be closer to

actually understand things and her actions caused her life to change

very quickly. Life was funny about things sadly this would repeat for

Lydia, it was like the ebb and flow of time, This is just the

beginning the prelude to light, the journey through the darkness

trying to be full of love. Things would continue and her life seemed

to be every changing almost like the heavens would throw thunder to

the ground. The thundering sound, quakes of catastrophes, and

tragedies would awaken her to blossom and bloom to full love's

knowledge. Where she would obtain more than she could ever dream

while learning how to crawl up from the deepest and the darkest depths

in life.

Time would pass

but, most of the time she would smile and hang out with the people

she would call friends, There were seven of her friends when she would

live in the United Kingdoms of free people where her family laden in

a small town home that was built of brick red and burgundy. It was

connected to several houses as if there was a tight nit community.

Lydia was different it would seem that the others around her, she

wanted to be loved and love all of the people and things around her.

There always `seemed to be trouble in her life either it followed

her or it was something she searched for that happened to be

disguised as love the most powerful thing in the entire creation of

time. Lydia would be star shook as she was approaching her High

school days after she changed schools that her parents would

sent her to. When her parents sent her to the Lilly fields High

School Western For believers of the creator and his son. The school

would ask her questions and she was nervous it was like running into

a new thing and her heart would patter. “Do you believe in the

creator and what do you believe?” she would be asked day in and in

day out. Before she would even understand how powerful words and

their meanings can be, the true understanding of what is and can be.

At Lilly Fields she would sing, dance, play instruments, participate

into the dramatics, and even try to do sports, but she was not

particularly fit for those things. One day at Lilly fields high she

would run into one of the upper-class mates, “Lydia, Lydia, have

you ever seen the visitor's sports locker room?” she was thrilled

that someone wanted to show her something that she dreamed to be able

to participate in, “Oh course” she would tell the upper class

mate and she would follow him down the halls and through some doors.

“Lydia, you know you are so very beautiful.” he looked at her in

the Mirror and she would smile back at him “You know sometimes I

don’t think so. I am much tanner than those in this school.” The

upper-class men who worked there would place her dark hair in his

hands and smell it before kissing her, Where her body would freeze.

It was like every thought would compress and it would build as she

would think to herself a million ideas and thoughts where she

wouldn’t know what to do in this situation. He would kiss her and

she would think about every feeling and all the things that he was

doing as he was pressing her against the mirror and picking up her

leg. Lydia’s heart began to race and she would begin to ask him to

stop, “Please stop, I don't want you to do this to me..” she

would say in a shaken tone as she would get him to stop in the

quaking of her voice. She would leave beside him and she would look

at him and they would part ways. It was a few more weeks when

she would be approached by the working upperclassman again but this

time it was in a spinning staircase and this time she would tell her

father. Lydia’s father began questioning her and she would begin to

fumble words and not know what to say other than what happened she

never even told him about the first incident. Lilly fields had ended up

giving her a question air and she would feel under pressure and she

wouldn't explain herself why she wouldn’t run away from him

screaming like she felt uncomfortable, but all the smaller things

meant she would have to be careful what she said the upper class-mans

brother was in her grade. Poor Lydia didn't know what to do with

herself this caused her to feel drafted out from the others in Lilly

Field high. It was a long four years and she would surround herself

with as many people as but was closest to the outcast the poor, and

the depraved of looks. That was when she realized looks didn’t

really matter but beauty was a downfall for people and it showed,

Lydia was trying everything to surround herself with all the love she

could so where she could find it. It would bring her trust and

keep giving her chances to believe in love and hope. She would even attend

Lilly high’s Creation studies, where she would listen and believe

that she would find someone who adored her. So she would keep on and

off searching and finding the one she believed was for her. She believes she

was made in love and she wanted to discover it all and the one who came to

save them all.

It was one day that she would find one of the knights who would

battle on the field against other schools and record him from the

distance, it was Adrian. Adrian to her was handsome, tall, and had

eyes that changed in the sun from blue to green in its center growing

blue under the sun. Playing instruments during his half-time and perform

during his rest time. She even would begin to work at the local

Pizza shop, where she would answer calls and help prepare them with

the magic of the stove. She would save her money till she would find

the perfect ride and Adrian would travel in his red truck traveling

an hour to see her often. Things weren’t perfect and they would

often split and come back together, for her at the time he was like a

gift to the world. Lydia just enjoyed being in his graces and would

often once getting enough funds drive her smaller car to see him

despite the splits and the swapping of wanting and not wanting to be

with her. It was a reprieve from feeling so outlasted it was like a

glimmer of hope that love would last no matter the trials. It was a

reprieve from the darkness that would surround her world and it would

bring light into her life. It was a fresh breath that would be much

like believing in the things of the world and universe would one day

make sense. Lydia wanted to be who she wanted to be, despite not

knowing who she was really at that time. It would be on and of with

Adrian and during the slow times she kept herself busy working and

learning at Lilly high. Participated in anything she could just to

enjoy doing something with her time, she loved to sing and had people

there that she really liked, that was free of judgment and would

just talk about anything. She grew to understand many things and she

would smile once she learned how to focus on the paperwork and

actual writing, whereas in her final year, she would finish with only

being there for half a day only had two classes, that she really

needed and picked up extra hours and was able to get things of her

own. Learning to drive was a little bit of a struggle she learned to

be focused a little more on the work and flow of being freer

than ever before. She would feel proud of herself even. It was coming

close to lover’s day and Adrian came back around and even took her

out. She was so delighted and he even took he out to eat and gave her

a necklace to wear that had a ruby heart and crystals around it. It

was even a precious metal, and she had him put it on. She had just

turned into an adult earlier that year. She was like a growing flower

in the fields on a hot summer day. Adrian and Lydia would dance

and move together as young lovers do. It was quick and she would

race among the forests with Adrian and he would catch her as they

would run out of breath running through the valleys and hidden

paths. It would be cold and it would be snowing, where their bodies

often would feel the heat between the two. Something unexpected

happened and there was life between the two. Her feelings had bloomed

into a life of the two’s romance and desires. To her it was a

beautiful thing, they went to the life clinic together, She wasn’t

expecting him to show her another side of him. “Adrian why would

you say that we haven’t been together?” the life technician

would begin to question him why he would deny that. Why would he say

that they weren’t even really together? Lydia couldn’t believe

her ears and she wouldn’t say anything about it but took hold of the

necklace. “How could you say that...” were the words that would

crackle like a million emotions that would arise a tear in her eye,

which she would hold back. She was in his truck and the entire time

he spoke about how he didn't want it, how he couldn’t make girls, how she

need to get rid of it somehow. She didn’t have it in her to do

that she felt that the girl was just like her, she was proof that

love even existed. She created something of this world that would

breathe and grow and learn all about how her mother loved her. That

there was no greater proof that, there was a plan. She didn’t know

that she would have many trips along the way. She would keep moving

and her body and mind would keep her trapped for many years. He left

her alone and would never come back, she would wait for what seemed

an eternity and she called him up and would scream and howl at him.

“How could you do this to me, how? was it all a lie? It’s not

fair!” she would end up losing her job and worked whatever she

could till she was just part of the common lower rabble. She lived

with her parents and they helped take care of things. The weight of

everything had made her feel unworthy, even at the Local Light

churches, when they would speak verses that would make her feel

singled out. So she would date again and end up with one of her

relatives, or spouses suggesting someone to her. She would agree

happily if she didn't feel how she felt about how she was so young

with an extra life. Some would even say she would not amount to

anything and live off others her whole life. Which she worked hard to

not and her family liked having her there. Lydia would try to always

spend time with her family and do anything to bring them together.

After all, they were family. Lydia called her little light A’riza, it

was a special name she had given her after all she would grow up

telling her the meaning of her little light's name. “A’riza, your

first name means rising and your middle name is Lynn which means

waterfall. You can raise against the waters of a waterfall. Do you

understand? I love you.” she and Ariza were inseparable and her

family took care of A’riza while she worked to provide for herself

and Ariza. But she would feel like she would need a father for her

daughter and it would be something she would seek because she wanted

a full home of love like her mother and father. It was something she

wished for in her heart of hearts. She felt like she could love

anyone because everyone was the same and she knew her family would do

her justice.

After being introduced to the next suitor she would smile and open

with her name, “Im Lydia how are you?” her hair at this time dark

as night, and her brown eyes seemed like pools of honey in what

seemed to be the cold season. “What do you like to do?” he would

pause and smile “Im Nolsom, I'm pleased to meet you. I am a basic

Technician” They would date and they would agree to get

married. Not was always what it would seem to be and she would try to

love him whole-heartedly They both liked games and they both liked

music and they both liked food. Nelsom would even gift her and Ariza

with things to show he would support her. They moved in with him and

she was at a loss for words she would watch him flip over the

smallest things and then apologize and he didn’t mean to be like

that. She would easily forgive him because she was trying to love him

and be understanding. After all, she would get frustrated and he just

had a different way of showing it. After all, he never had actually hit

her at that time, he would just break things and she would clean

them up. She would feel overwhelmed and in the beginning, he told her

he lost a child, and he would love hers like the one he lost. She

believed the whispers despite how he would hit her and despite the

words of adoration as they would come and go in waves. They got married

anyway she said she would stay with him if he loved her and she

wanted a father for her daughter. She wanted a teammate a lover in life.

It was an attack on her spirit and

she would become filled with darkness and light in waves. It was her

and A‘riza most of the days, she was still little and she slept a

lot, they would have breakfast daily and she would sleep with her

at noon. It would build up on occasion she would feel tired taking

care of A’riza by herself most of the time. There was once when

she would make him breakfast and it was cold because she made it

prior to his arrival. She was playing games and writing stories she

was having fun resting it was a reprieve from what was going on. It

was a few more weeks till he would break and throw things at her.

Love grew within her and she felt like whatever she did was

like stepping on glass. There were loving moments for weeks and in every

loving moment they had, a light would grow from within her once more.

Things began to get harder for her, she was carrying life within her

once more, and she would be taken of breath at the night. while

rocking in the living room in the chair waiting for him to return.The

hands of her lover wrapped around her neck as he would begin to spew

venom from his lips. It would spike at her heart and her mind at

once. “Why are you doing this to me? “ her breath growing weaker.

“I want you to know you will always be under me, you will always

have to be with me no one would ever want you.” Her face was red

and her hands would grab around his as she would pray as he was

choking her. “Please! Let all of this stop! I need protection

please don’t let me die!” she would continue as it would drain

life from her and the life within her. He would suddenly stop and

she would labor for breath as she would begin to feel labor it

was only a month before she would have to bring light to the world.

Ariza started to cry in her sleep after hearing it all, she

slept right at the side of her. Lydia would be rushed to the hospital

and she would begin to get admitted. “She is going to have to have

her early!” the life clinic doctor would tell them and they would

have to work fast. Her heart was beating and Nelsom was there in the

room. She would feel the weight of love and his darkness present and

they would begin to worry about Lydia. “WE need to take them to the

Nicu!” she and her new light would be rushed together and she named

her Mariam, meaning my beloved, and rose, the symbol of love and

romance. “Mariam I love you, you are my beloved little baby, I am

here with you .” she would place her hands through the gloved enclosed

box. “I can’t wait to hold you, I love you.” she would feel

stressed and when it was just them in the room Nelsom would slowly sit

behind her and make her sit in his lap. “I just want you to know

if anything happens to the baby I will kill you.” he would say with

a smile as his tone utterly frightened her. “I understand.” she

would begin to pray once more and Mariam would squeeze her hand. “God

please let nothing happen to us...” it was all she would pray as

one of the nurses came in and rushed over” Your heart monior is

going of Lydia you need to calm down what happened .” Lydia would

stutter in her words “I am just worried for Miriam..” she would

hold her tongue and remain calm as soon as Nelson would hold onto her

hand tightly, she knew what it meant. He would speak up and she would

sit downa ned look at Miriam. “She is fine she is just worried

about the baby we all are. “oh she is a loving mother, any loving

mother would feel like that, let's get Miriam some bottled formula if

you're stressed you won’t be able to feed her your life milk.” the

Clinic aid would tell her. And she would just nod as Nelsom would

feel like a towering Beast who would make her feel into despair once

more. It was a full week Lydia and Miriam were there when they

arrived home things would change and he would begin to soften up on

Lydia. “Oh look at our healthy beautiful Miraiam.” he would hold

her up only when she was a few weeks old and said in a child's tone.

“You won’t ever put daddy on child support will you?” she would

shake her head no in response. ‘I never even put A’riza’d faher

on it I am good.” Lydia would mean it at the time because she did

it once before what would another time by herself be like? “I

understand.” they would seem to be drifting apart and it was

springtime. It was Snow’s Eve, and they were celebrating they

went to his family and things seemed fine the whole family was together

everyone getting to see everyone. They would get to see the kids

wantch them all open gifts and feast. It was like watching and

reminiscing on how at that age life is so easy and happy in the

younger days, but something happened when Nelsom and her arrived at

her family's party in the evening. Lydia became nervous and brought him

home a plate of food. Driving home in her red car as she would wake

Nelsom up to help her. The kids were up and he laid back down on the

couch. It was a calm moment before she would begin to tap his

shoulder to speak with him.