ITS 11.30 AM WHEN MOTHER CALLED ME . MY MIND WAS VACANT . I TRULY CAN'T THIK ABOUT ANYTHING .

I STEPPED OUT OF MY BED , GOT DRESSED AND WAS WAITING FOR LUNA TO COME . WE ARE GOING TO SCHOOL TOGETHER .

AFTER 5 MINUTES I SEE HER WITH HER UNIFORM AND SHE IS COMING TOWARDS ME . THE MORE SHE COMES CLOSER , I DON'T KNOW WHY , BUT TEARS ARE COMING OUT FROM MY EYES . I SWEAR , I DIDN'T DO IT ON Purpose BUT THEN I Realised MY WORLD HAS BEEN LONG SCATTERED BUT I DARE NOT ACCEPT IT . I AM ACCEPTING IT NOW .

I am Luo Mo . I'm 15 years old . Hight 178.3 cm . I'm a secondary high school student , going to get my final exam's result . But in my ordinary pig life something happened that change my world in a blink of a eye .

7.00 am in the morning .

My mom woke me up . I have a habit to going for a shower whenever I woke up in the morning .

I just stepped into my showroom , at that very moment , my mom called , " Momo you have a phone from your math teacher . "

" Coming " , I called out loud ..

" Hello , sir , how may I help you . " , I asked .

" Do you know where is Gu Lei ? " , he asked me .

" No . I have not met him since yesterday . Is there anything you need from him , I can send his number to you . "

" It's fine no need . His mother asked me to ask you if you know his whereabouts . "

" What !! His whereabouts ? Isn't he home ? " , I asked surprisingly .

" No , he has not home till yesterday night . Do you know any of his friends or may be their house where they lives ? "

" His best friend was Fu Ran , you can ask him , or Xu Yi , they were good friends too . "

" We already asked them . Never mind . Im a bit busy now I will call you later . "

" Okey " .

He *Hanged UP .

Gu Lei* is my boyfriend , more than boyfriend he is the only person I have ever relay on . He is the only person I have ever trusted blindly . When ever I see him , I don't know why but I feel extremely happy and relaxed . I can't explain , I just feel good just seeing him ♡ .

Suddenly he disappeared ! How is that possible !?

Wait he texted me last night that he is with Fu Ran , when they were at a street food van .

Don't tell me he is having food poisoning again , and hospitalized . May be they will found out soon .

I was drawing many more causes where he would be , at that moment , I got a notification on my phone - " All the students here by informed , they can now check their result on the web site below ,

abcschoolresult.com " .

I just forgot everything just happened some time ago . I checked my results and my expression was ...

O

M

G

How can my score improved this huge (゜゜) .. I checked my result again . Yeah it is indeed my result . My mom was so shocked too (≧▽≦) after all I was never

been a bright student . However I called all my privet tutorial teachers to let them know . At the last my mom called my math teacher , told him my results .

Suddenly my mom's expression changed .

She just replied 3 times and that is ,

" What !! "

"Hmm "

" Okay "

"What happened ? ", I asked her .

" Gu Lei has found . He is dead . "

After the day ,

I don't know why but food is not passing through my oesophagus .

May be that's a sympathetic nervous reaction .

Whatever , it was said that " If there is no darkness , you will never care about light . "

I was just a teenager , the time when everyone starts their dreams , they create their fantasy . But I was lost .

I lost my so called good friends , my dreams , my passion everything . The only good thing that I realized is , there is my family for me .

Whom I thought as my enemy , everytime when they scolded me or warned me for my mistakes , or some bad doing or being careful from fake friends .

The day after tomorrow was Saturday , a class gathering from a school hunk will organized .

I was invited as well .

I dressed up , not much extraordinary but it was okay I guess .

I arrived there alone . The cause I have gone there alone is , none of my friends wanted me to go with them .. they are all scared about gossiping themselves for involving with me .

In the gathering everyone is very happy .

Suddenly a classmate appeared in front of me and give me a black band as a token of remembrance of Gu Lei .

I don't ! I don't mean to create a seen but , when he was giving me the band he was smiling loud and there is a insolence look on him . I was furious .

I ... I threw it on his face and came out from the place where so many disgusting eyes are looking at me and smiling and talking about me ..

I was sad , but I didn't cry . My tears are not worthy of them.

I saw Fu Ran on the street , sitting on a bench , staring at the sky .

Our eyes met . We looked at each other and smiled .

I sat beside him , asked him , " Are you ok ? "

He did not replied , he just smiled gently and told me , " Do you know the hole class is full of gossip lover people ! They are gossiping about me and you . "

I don't know clearly but I somewhere heard it that they said , I have some brutal affairs with so many men , one of my pleasure giving man must be jealous of it so he killed Gu Lei .

I just replied ' yes ' by nodding my head.

He told me , " We were all a team but after the incident , they accused me for being drunk and pushed Lei in front of a train . "

He stopped for some time and again told with a pitiful smile , " Can you blive they said they found my finger prints on a glass bottle near the spot , sigh . "

At that time I realized , not many people is going to accompany me during my hard time .

Once I was a girl with no regrets , no boundaries , not to mention plenty of friends behind me . But suddenly when my whole world started to collapse , there is not a single trace of them .

Funny right !

But another thing that I found out , there are few people , whom I never cared about , are supporting me . How foolish I was , also very grateful to know everyone's true faces .

After 9 years ,

I'm a brand new Luo Mo , but I'm still single （；^ω^） . Not because I don't want to date , but I don't like the idea of dating (-.-;) , may be also I have not overcome something or whatever .

I don't have a peaceful life at home. Because I found out my dad is dating 2 women at a row while my mom is working at home for all day long . Whatever I didn't told mom about it , she already has hypertension , I don't her to be more pressurized by such lowly man . But I can't do anything about it , after all he is my father who has brought me up .

Now I'm a nursing practitioner at a popular and high rated medical college . But sometimes is still missing . I feel empty inside .

Get up in the morning , get ready , go to hospital , work for 8 hours , get back home , eat , scrolling through social media , go to bed . Everything I am doing is same since 4 years .

But one day I was waiting for train, suddenly among the crowd I steal a glance at the crowd . I was stunned .

A familiar pairs of eyes . A familiar glance ..

Where have i seen this !

Where !?

I couldn't remember !

What the heck ?? Why can't I remember !!

Where ! Where !!

My mind is in a mess , suddenly I raised my head , shit !

I missed the train ! (； ･`д･´)

May be some one old friend , oh I might say someone I know very long ago .

I called Ara , " Hello , Ara , I missed the train . Are you home ? I need a place to sleep (_ _;) . " . Kim Ara my bff .... After my highschool entrance , i have gone to ABC institution for extra knowledge to pass the Medical entrance but with my normal IQ , I was only able to get in nursing college . I met her there at ABC institution.

Somehow i feel good with her around.

Whatever she is a dominating demon .

" Ok , come soon , and bring some snacks too . " She replied .

After freshen up , I told her I have seen someone's eye so familiar but couldn't remember . But when I looked at her she seems to not hear what I said just now .

" What happened ? Is something bothering you ? " , I asked .

" I have gone to a date yesterday with a guy . I don't think it previously but I have seen someone . " , She looked at me .

I was quite , waiting for her to continue .

She said , ". That person kinda looks like Gu Lei !! "

After I returned home i found that mom is upset about something . I asked her , " What's the matter ? "

" Mrs . Hao poisoned Bingo " , she said with tears in her eyes .

"What ! But why ? " I asked .

" Bingo was chasing some butterfly yesterday morning and accidentally jumped into Mrs. Hao's precious flower plant . And she was furious . " Mom said .

"But how did she poisoned Bingo ? "

" Yesterday evening when I was gone for some grocery , Mrs. Linda seen , Mrs . Hao to come our yard . Who else can it be ! ! " She cried .

But it was relief that sever damage doesn't happened to bingo . He was immediately admitted to the nearby vet . Doctor said it's crucial time for him . We can do nothing but to pray .

The next day in the morning , I found it too noisy outside my window .. I woke up from my bed and head towards the window .

It's a huge crowd in Mrs. Hao's house . I just got a faint smell of burning ... I just noticed nearly half of Mrs. Hao's house has burnt into a ashes .

"May be it's karma . " I whispered .

Anyway that has nothing to do with us .

Today I have to meet Ara in a café , near to my working place .

Why ??

Because she broke up with her 4th boyfriend . (︶^︶)

After my work , I went to the café , as we planned. We just finished talking and decided to go for a walk. Coincidentally we meet a man in a café . I was kinda surprised at first . But soon realised that though that person's facial measurements are different from Gu Lei , his eyes , forehead and nose is almost similar .

Also , it's not a tv drama that , Gu Lei will be back and there must be a happy ending .

I came back home and found a email in inbox . It's said , we ( means I and my college friends are going to a trip to Andaman .

Though I don't have many friends now , but it's still quite a lot .

So , I join the trip .

It's been a while , I met my college friends . After all we are all in same profession , because we were in a Nursing College . However our appointed hospitals are different .

It's December . But since Andaman is under tropical area , there is not a singel trace of winter has found .

We , 14 people , including me , arrived at Port Blair airport in the morning .

After exiting the airport we found our hotel driver , grabbing a name board his hand .

The hotel is not that much luxurious , but it was good .

Soon enough we arrived at our hotel . It's 8.50 am .

All total we have 6 rooms booked here . So 5 rooms are with double bed and 1 room is for 3 person .

I and my room met went to our room and freshen up as soon as possible .

The sea beach is not much away from our hotel , so after breakfast I have gone for a walk and see what I found ..

It's too much sunny around here . But there is not much people present here . I guess it will be full in a while .

The sea breeze , blue view it somehow reached to the bottom of my heart .

I went back to the hotel and there was a surprise waiting for me .

I arrived the hotel and B O O M ! guess whom I see ...

Ara is waiting for me in reception .