11th may,2004. I am walking through the streets with my mind full of thoughts because today is result day and my freshman year is about to end and i am scared.i reached school. As soon as i entered the classroom my bestfriend no my good friend ran to me saying " julia, why didn't you answered my call?" "ohh you called me, sorry i was busy actually i am scared about the result " then the teacher entered the room and we all went to our seats. Whenever i sit in the classroom all i can see and think about is the river that we can see from our school i am always adoring the river. The teacher told us about our result and he suddenly went" and the topper is kate julia". And i got terrified that his words came true.everybody in the classroom are happy for me cause It's the first time i didn't failed the exam and just become a topper real quick. Now why am i terrified

...2 months ago...

i went to school and on my way back i decided to go to the river i went there and started watching the view and suddenly i saw a guy he looked my age and i was about leave but he approached me and said " the river looks beautiful " doesn't it??" i said "yes" do i know you "?" he said "i don't know". but i never talked to a stranger because i am an introverted person but that day i don't know why i talked to him a lot he even walked me back home we bid goodbye and when he was leaving for home i saw him leaving from the window and he was going on the river direction

I thought his house might be on that side. I ignored. every day it used to be like this one day i asked him where he lives he replied that "in the river", i laughed out

And the next day teacher taught us about flower bloom when somebody who is a good person dies that day the tree would bloom flowers

I asked him one day that he feels really familiar he said" maybe you do know me ".

I ignored again. My mom was showing me our photo album and i saw one guys photo in the cornor of my childhood photo i asked mom who it was mumma first told me to not be regretful anymore if only she would tell me she said i once was playing in front of the river and i bit that kid and unfortunately he was younger than me so he was crying and while running to his mom he slipped and fall into the river his parents and my mamma or dad couldn't save him nobody could maybe this is what Allah wanted but he was a nice kid thats what mamma said i felt like a criminal i didn't went to School and then after figuring all the clues i ran to the river and saw him he was looking at me" so you know the truth now it's not your fault....."